i'm still here

Fhairus Julielen

any one has this song?? =]

Spot In The Sky

the first night i heard this i listened to it till i memorized it. greatest time ive ever spent on anything.

crazycommisar

im listening to this right now


she said to me, over the phone
she wanted to see other people
i thought, "well then, look around,
they're everywhere"
said that she was confused...
i thought,
"darlin’, join the club"

24 years old, mid-life crisis
nowadays hits you when you're young

i hung up, she called back, i hung up again
the process had already started
at least it happened quick

i swear, i died
inside
that night

my friend, he called
i didn't mention a thing
the last thing he said was, "be sound"

sound...

i contemplated an awful thing, i hate to admit
i just thought those would be such
appropriate
last words

but i'm still here

and small

so small..how could this struggle seem so big?

so big...

while the palms in the breeze still blow green
and the waves in the sea still absolute blue

but the horror

every single thing i see is a reminder of her

never thought i'd curse the day i met her
and since she's gone and wouldn't hear
who would care? what good would that do?

but i'm still here

so i imagine in a month...or 12
i'll be somewhere having a drink
laughing at a stupid joke
or just another stupid thing

and i can see myself stopping short
drifting out of the present
sucked by the undertow and pulled out deep

and there i am,
standing
wet grass and white headstones
all in rows

and in the distance there's one,
off on its own

so i stop,
kneel

my
new
home...

and i picture a sober awakening,
a re-entry into this little bar scene
sip my drink til the ice hits my lip

order another round


and that's it for now

Mr Pyjama

If someone who has this is willing to send me a copy, feel free to PM me. Thanks, I've been trying to get this song for ages, and i really want to hear it.