She said to me..

TheSkyEtcTheSkyEtc Posts: 66
she said to me, over the phone
she wanted to see other people
i thought, "well then, look around, they're everywhere"
said that she was confused...
i thought, "darling, join the club"
24 years old, mid-life crisis
nowadays hits you when you're young
i hung up, she called back, i hung up again
the process had already started
at least it happened quick
i swear, i died inside that night
my friend, he called
i didn't mention a thing
the last thing he said was, "be sound"
sound...
i contemplated an awful thing, i hate to admit
i just thought those would be such appropriate last words
but i'm still here
and small
so small.. how could this struggle seem so big?
so big...
while the palms in the breeze still blow green
and the waves in the sea still absolute blue
but the horror
every single thing i see is a reminder of her
never thought i'd curse the day i met her
and since she's gone and wouldn't hear
who would care? what good would that do?
but i'm still here
so i imagine in a month...or 12
i'l be somewhere having a drink
laughing at a stupid joke
or just another stupid thing
and i can see myself stopping short
drifting out of the present
sucked by the undertow and pulled out deep
and there i am, standing
wet grass and white headstones all in rows
and in the distance there's one, off on its own
so i stop, kneel
my new home...
and i picture a sober awakening, a re-entry into this little bar scene
sip my drink til the ice hits my lip
order another round
and that's it for now
sorry
never been too good at happy endings...


hats off please!
A whisper through a megaphone
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Comments

  • UsmanIUsmanI Posts: 72
    What is that? A PJ song?
  • ccjackccjack Posts: 134
    not really a song, it's Eddie rather telling a story, talking..not signing.. but there's calming music in the background.. it's awesome!
    "Push me and I will resist"
  • it's so amazingly, beautifully, tragically BRILLIANT! masterpiece!

    be sound.



    *scurries off to listen*
  • its called Im Still Here. It is a wonderful "song". It is so emotional, it gives me the shivers to listen to it sometimes.
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  • i cry everytime i hear it. i try not to listen to it hardly at all because its so good.
    there'll be time for laughin'
    there's no time to cry
    soon i will be leavin'
    look me in the eye
    no matter what's in front of me
    it's your face that i'll see
  • AliAli Posts: 2,621
    That story sounds alot like a tragi-comedy,whoever wrote it.
    I feel your pain.Like being chased by a man you don't love.for instance...:)
    Just smile it off sweetheart....I'm with you.
    A whisper and a thrill
    A whisper and a chill
    adv2005

    "Why do I bother?"
    The 11th Commandment.
    "Whatever"

    PETITION TO STOP THE BAN OF SMOKING IN BARS IN THE UNITED STATES....Anyone?
  • UsmanIUsmanI Posts: 72
    Where can I hear this song? And Bad Radio songs as well?
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