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chadwick
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got a text this morning from my pippy informing me she had gotten a text from her dear friend saying chris had died. took me hours to get on here, i was too scared & sad, still am. i guess he was 52, same age as the old-man when he went.
a crushing sound wall
?where are our flowers
i'm told, "you gotta plant 'em yourself, you bastard"
nice...
got out the big dictionary in hopes of... something... (anything)
cranking pinkpop's, "jesus christ pose"
"right turn", holy fucking shit
perfection found people all fucked up
sky's great tightening rotation
i think there's more music upstairs w/ layne
go to there & be well again some more
to be continued -
for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
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going away with a few angels
your mirror the lake on skids
hummingbirds have arrived feeding in your beauty
of course (my) delicate tears fall here
there are no borders only bones
no delighted flesh just ash to recall
but a rainbow sounds like you
it may be cold & empty
how'd your songs
they swung in flight
simply just you & friends
im not there
i am not
there
yours are here, there, all over it
a gift you opened without wrapped box
there's nothing to it
so please explain the rest
where do we land in ending
where do we land in your ending
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
Love your writing
" set it off" " burning gasoline" " light my way"
3 songs for today.
"down in a hole"
that's what layne says
you fuckers make me cry sometimes
i'm not a rock-star
i know you tho
i'm nobody but i know you a little bit
for christ sakes you bastards lived in my ears
my heart for decades you (did) live
i am sorry
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
Reminds me of the line that sticks in my head (forever) from that song, which to me represents the opposite of my sentiment here...but of which I have been guilty of many a time:
I have been guilty of kicking myself in the teeth
I will speak no more of my feelings beneath
almost 4:00
help me find home
i am begging
please help me
this is the 900th time
please help me
tired of ...
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
i love you
you make eyes teary eyed
mine bleed heavy
you are beautiful in blue
a sky that scraped my skull
i can't forget that
a blue rain fell down my skin
autumn felt cold
you held my boots in stance
today i cry
mother fucker
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
EV is feeling the pain that we all feel, albeit much more acutely as a close friend to Chris. The ending is so powerful.
It always will be in my year here
When i fade
Let it remain
Light my way
Light my way
To a godly place
I must pray
And walk away
I must pray
To find strength
Days are long
Nights a breeze
Tough times make
The doubters believe
Nothing easy
Temptation tries
To rip the blood
Out of my mind
So it goes
The grip inside
To simply say
One last time
Goodbye
Blinding my eyes
Thought of you
My soul did rise
No more time
To think of you
I won't forget
The blackest blues
Stay and share
This flesh is bare
And in an end
Glory is given
Running empty
Full of hope
I won't live in
Ends of rope
Stay and share
Stay and care
Stay and hurt
Glory waits
Staring at the loss
Looking for a cause
And never really sure
Nothing but a hole
To live without a soul
And nothing to be learned