"Tonight"

Tonight I dine upon sorrow with the temptation of closure ever present.
Tonight's endurance shall yield tomorrow's treasure, the wealth of growth and the fortuity of uncertainty.
Tonight I give to you in solitude...In hiding.
Tonight's delirious, mental hum, inebriated mind, voluminous thought... For you.
Tomorrow I feast upon the bounty of my own discipline. Tomorrow I will have endured.
Tomorrow you will be none the wiser... But I will have gained such wisdom.
And upon that dream, the horizon holds my gratitude, my hope and my love in a vessel.
A vessel of all things pure and positive... once meant for you- still sitting ominously in neutral space.
Neither accepted nor rejected, rather unattended and cancerous. Tonight I break that vessel with all of my might..
Tonight, my rage in a silent vacuum
Tonight my passion, never seen,
Tonight my love, never received,
Tonight, the landscape of my mind, reclaimed.
Tonight my hurricane,
Tonight your inland bliss...

Tonight your vessel-shattered
Tonight the realization,
Tonight the destruction,
Tonight your silent phone,
Tonight my wild fire,
Tonight your ignorant peace,
Tonight nothing.
Projected upon no one.

Tonight. My Gift to you.

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