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  • AafkeAafke Posts: 1,219
    Inheritance

    Three generations, three women
    Have build up walls
    Walls to hide behind
    Invincible, for pain or suffering
    Playing strong and independent
    But inside always hurt and alone
    Never worthy of living
    Always on their guard
    Always in hiding
    Damaged goods
    Each one in their own way
    All had the strength to survive
    But so far none had the strength to live
    To scared to show our true feelings
    Always in hiding behind that “strong” mask
    Two of you have pasted by now
    I’m the only one left
    Still in hiding
    So alone
    Raising two boys
    The youngest also in hiding
    Always looking over his shoulder
    How to act
    What are their expectations?
    What do they wanna see?
    How do they want me to act?
    It hurt so much
    I want you to be free
    To be yourself
    I want you to live
    Live life to the max
    But how could you?
    With a bad example like mine?
    Did my mom or grandma feel the same way?
    Looking while their kids messed up their lives?
    Did they also feel so helpless ?
    As I do feel right now?
    The only one who can break this chain is me
    The only thing is…
    I don’t know how…

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    "The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed".- Carl Jung.
    "Art does not reproduce what we see; rather, it makes us see."- Paul Klee
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