Unexpected dream
justam
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She was startled by his words! Excited, overwhelmed by the potential, and unsure how to respond, she sat with her head in her hands by the writing pad. Determined that just this once she wouldn't give in to the fear that their meaning was somehow altered by her imagination. There could be dark fears that held her down when it came to questions about her own value. She had battled with them since they chased her as demons in childhood. She knew they needed to go.
She let the goodness sink in: "He still loves me!" It was difficult to process this message. It felt like the brightest white light, a universe contained in a small cloth pocket. She only had the courage to peek in at it a bit at a time. To open the whole would be like putting the sun into a closet. It was too much!
This beautiful man, the one she adored, appreciated her too. She wanted to feel that. So, she allowed herself to think of that, as her first peek in the pocket. Then, she felt like walking outside to feel the air since he wasn't in the room with her yet. She'd think about what to say to him when she saw him next. She'd figure out how to make it all work. Could she really change her mind now?! Could she find a new way?!
She let the goodness sink in: "He still loves me!" It was difficult to process this message. It felt like the brightest white light, a universe contained in a small cloth pocket. She only had the courage to peek in at it a bit at a time. To open the whole would be like putting the sun into a closet. It was too much!
This beautiful man, the one she adored, appreciated her too. She wanted to feel that. So, she allowed herself to think of that, as her first peek in the pocket. Then, she felt like walking outside to feel the air since he wasn't in the room with her yet. She'd think about what to say to him when she saw him next. She'd figure out how to make it all work. Could she really change her mind now?! Could she find a new way?!
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