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whispering handswhispering hands Under your skin Posts: 13,527
edited April 2013 in All Encompassing Trip
Anyone else feel like this some days????
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  • jbarbianjbarbian Posts: 991
    YES But. What is it you need freedom from?
  • whispering handswhispering hands Under your skin Posts: 13,527
    Lonliness
  • Attaway77Attaway77 Posts: 3,414
    whispering hands wrote:
    Lonliness

    Are you really alone? Sometimes who you are is the best company one can have, just depends if you can tolerate yourself... There's a big beautiful world out there... ;)
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  • whispering handswhispering hands Under your skin Posts: 13,527
    Attaway77 wrote:
    whispering hands wrote:
    Lonliness

    Are you really alone? Sometimes who you are is the best company one can have, just depends if you can tolerate yourself... There's a big beautiful world out there... ;)
    The problem is I am the only one who wants to share that big
    Beautiful world with myself.. Which is ok some days.. But days like
    today.. It's just hollow.. And lonely
  • SD48277SD48277 Posts: 12,243
    Most definitely.
    ELITIST FUK
  • BinauralJamBinauralJam Posts: 14,158
    The weather is just right for drinking today
  • your move nowyour move now Posts: 1,165
    whispering hands wrote:
    Attaway77 wrote:
    whispering hands wrote:
    Lonliness

    Are you really alone? Sometimes who you are is the best company one can have, just depends if you can tolerate yourself... There's a big beautiful world out there... ;)
    The problem is I am the only one who wants to share that big
    Beautiful world with myself.. Which is ok some days.. But days like
    today.. It's just hollow.. And lonely

    you have all the nuts on this forum... it's only virtual sure but it can still count!
    I don't mean to offend anyone, a lot of what I say should be taken with a grain of salt... that said for most of you I'm a stranger on a computer on the other side of the world, don't give me that sort of power!
  • jbarbianjbarbian Posts: 991
    Are you ok today? Thinking about you and hoping today is a brighter day.
  • Leezestarr313Leezestarr313 Temple of the cat Posts: 14,374
    We called it the Sunday single disease. I would think about all the couples who are having arguments over sleeping in, breakfast time, house cleaning, the tv program, the dishes, screaming spoiled children running around ... :lol:

    Treat yourself something nice, have a hot chocolate, snuggle up on the sofa, watch a Doris Day movie ... Hugs and enjoy your Sunday :wave:
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  • Mamasan23Mamasan23 Posts: 16,389
    BinauralJam wrote:
    The weather is just right for drinking today
    Don't have to twist my arm!
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  • BinauralJamBinauralJam Posts: 14,158
    Mamasan23 wrote:
    BinauralJam wrote:
    The weather is just right for drinking today
    Don't have to twist my arm!

    You complete me
  • ChoccoloccotideChoccoloccotide A grass shack nailed to a pinewood floor Posts: 1,235
    BinauralJam wrote:
    Mamasan23 wrote:
    BinauralJam wrote:
    The weather is just right for drinking today
    Don't have to twist my arm!

    You complete me


    Which doesn't take much. :lol:
  • whispering handswhispering hands Under your skin Posts: 13,527
    Oh I've been doing some drinking trust!! I think I'm just supposed
    to die alone, I make these efforts to do things, meet
    new people.. So in the end I have ten mile long
    list of guy 'friends' and they allllllllllllllll love my sister,
    Or her friends, or my one female friend.. I hate being
    Everyone's "friend" and getting ignored.. I used to be
    ok with that order of things and figured something
    would happen for me one day.. Now I realize I've been
    Lying to myself all along.. Life will always go on, and
    So will I; just I have to go alone.. Think I'll go buy
    some stock in Kleenex..
  • BinauralJamBinauralJam Posts: 14,158
    Choccoloccotide wrote:

    Which doesn't take much. :lol:


    Really you're going to be a Troll?
  • ChoccoloccotideChoccoloccotide A grass shack nailed to a pinewood floor Posts: 1,235
    BinauralJam wrote:
    Choccoloccotide wrote:

    Which doesn't take much. :lol:


    Really you're going to be a Troll?


    Lighten up its Sunday. 8-)
  • whispering handswhispering hands Under your skin Posts: 13,527
    See what I mean ? Even in my own thread... Fuck it
  • BinauralJamBinauralJam Posts: 14,158
    whispering hands wrote:
    See what I mean ? Even in my own thread... Fuck it

    Hey Whispering me and Chocco are just playin, dont take us serious. Hope you feel better.
  • ChoccoloccotideChoccoloccotide A grass shack nailed to a pinewood floor Posts: 1,235
    BinauralJam wrote:
    whispering hands wrote:
    See what I mean ? Even in my own thread... Fuck it

    Hey Whispering me and Chocco are just playin, dont take us serious. Hope you feel better.

    Sorry about that Whispering...ditto what Binaural said.
  • mysticweedmysticweed Posts: 3,710
    BinauralJam wrote:
    The weather is just right for drinking today
    .

    which makes it different . . .
    how?
    fuck 'em if they can't take a joke

    "what a long, strange trip it's been"
  • STAYSEASTAYSEA Posts: 3,814
    She's taking a nap. Her cat just passed. And she was snowed in by a blizzard. I would be pretty lonely too.
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  • brianluxbrianlux Moving through All Kinds of Terrain. Posts: 42,770
    Unwanted loneliness sucks and you have my support, WH, and probably that of anyone here who has been there. This is a great place to chase that bug away for a while.

    Going out and trying something new very often helps. After five years of dead loneliness I went out from hiding and took a class, and then later some more classes and then did volunteer work and then got a new job and then started my own small business. The best advice I ever got was to start moving- movement is life. But right now you just need some empathy and you came to the right place. Thank goodness for the PJ forum!

    Take care- keep us posted and be safe.
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  • mysticweedmysticweed Posts: 3,710
    Attaway77 wrote:
    whispering hands wrote:
    Lonliness

    Are you really alone? Sometimes who you are is the best company one can have, just depends if you can tolerate yourself... There's a big beautiful world out there... ;)

    self-tolerance
    beautiful sentiment
    fuck 'em if they can't take a joke

    "what a long, strange trip it's been"
  • Mamasan23Mamasan23 Posts: 16,389
    Sorry doll I tend to thread hijack. Hope you're OK!!
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  • whispering handswhispering hands Under your skin Posts: 13,527
    I'll be ok.. I just have this emotional landslide going on!
    I haven't really gone through this this bad in years, add in
    the physical pain with the emotional desolation,
    and somedays it's just hard to keep your head up.
    I went for a nice long five hour hike yesterday.. I
    needed to get out STAYSEA is right out weather here has
    Been do unforgiving. And yesterday was the first day
    In a long time where it was nice enough to go out..
    I usually do ok by myself.. Just.. Nit lately. I want to
    share all the wonderful things I know, and want to
    Learn NEW wonderful things as well. I have so much love
    to offer, but no one seems to care... Eventuay it just
    grinds you down. Especially when the guy you like,
    Ends up liking your sister..and forgets you exist.. Wasn't
    My sister's fault... She'd have never done that to me.
    I just never told her I liked him... Just a lot of shit..
    10 years ago, I would have just gone and gotten
    Another cat, when this one passed... But I'm more
    Responsible now, and I know that it wouldn't be fair to
    the cat... Someday... Until this.. Loneliness is my
    Greatest foe. And the people here, my greatest allies.
  • shetellsherselfshetellsherself New Jersey Posts: 8,835
    Hi, my friend... Sounds like you had a rough day today. Hope you're feeling better. It was quiet even on the board today which can make one feel even more alone. I was busy but checked in a couple of times and nothing too interesting going on. Glad to hear you got outside a bit. The weather has been relentless in your direction. Hopefully you'll get a string of warmer days with some sunshine. I'm always amazed at how bright sunshine and the vitamin d that comes with it can make even insurmountable problems seem more manageable. Wish I was more insightful, but really I just wanted you to know that even though we've never met I truly value every interaction we have. You always bring a smile to my face. Thanks for that. Hope we have a chance to meet sometime. I know we will have plenty to talk about. :D
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  • whispering handswhispering hands Under your skin Posts: 13,527
    Thank you Jen.. Like I said I go through bouts like this..
    I just think that whole incident with my guy friend...
    I think it just set everything off ya know?? I must have
    NO feminine whiles or something.. Guys just always think
    of me as one of the guys.. And it sucks..
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