no more

chadwick

no more small clothes
your exercise skirt vanished from me
your this your that gone like yesterday
im still here with tomorrow coming down hard

i tried not to rely on you saving my storm
my well deep, dark & with no more chances
i shoved needles into my very own voodoo doll
my twin small & in my toy box

nowhere to go
nowhere to go
everywhere to have been broken down & sung
everywhere to have been broken down & sung

let you go into the snow
soon your trail will grow colored pedals
you'll physically save the sunshine from itself
you'll wear gold & silver, purple & blue clouds & halos

steps are mine small as you can't
those steps are mine small as you can't
nowhere to go
everywhere to have been broken down & sung

you used to make me sunrise through sunset
sunrise no
sunset no
sunrise no
sunset no
just no just no
no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no
no more

chadwick

you were sent to me as the sun mastered the sky
i looked up asking for someone just like you
i gave sacrifice to myself jumped in head first
ran through daydream fields & channelled snowdrifts
snowflakes one at a time each one
until a mound & nowhere to go

you gave me mine
i handed you yours
together we took white flowers
turned them lips red
got kissed & shook like winter trees bare without being scared
it seemed right not wrong
it seemed fitting & quite perfect
your body like smoke from candles blown out
but i was the one floating
lifted on up
the rafters where i hung myself

you thought our mouths gave birth to doves
we heard two murmuring skies
we heard two volcanoes touching but gentle with feather
none no greater world
seabeds opened & fell apart underneath
shared
now
dead

STAYSEA

Do you just not love her anymore or has she died?

Or is it just poems?

It seems either way you have drifted apart. :?