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whispering hands
whispering hands Under your skin Posts: 13,527
edited March 2013 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
Yeah flash back eh?
I haven't done THIS. To you all since 08'? I think... Unless I lost it over
Momo and Ace leaving me.. Can't remember..
Oh we'll you may just pass me over, like everyone else does.
I am lonely. I have spent most of my life lonely.. I think
I will DIE lonely. Why?? What have I done? I am not ugly,neither
Inside it out... I want to love.. Be loved.. But it is not in
The cards it would seem.. I wish I had the balls I had in 92' to just
Pulls trigger a d be done. But I know better now. Oh fucking well.
Good night.for now, anyhow..
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  • the wolf
    the wolf Posts: 7,027
    Agreed. Back in 91-92 I had the balls, but thought things would be better if i held on.
    Now, I know things are shit and will continue to be shit, but lack the balls.
    Peace, Love.

    "To question your government is not unpatriotic --
    to not question your government is unpatriotic."
    -- Sen. Chuck Hagel
  • vogonpoetbythelake
    vogonpoetbythelake Posts: 2,146
    Someone once said the unexamined life is not worth living

    And I say the examined life may make you want to put a bullet in your head

    Its your prerogative to be stupid

    It is my prerogative (and yours) to not accept it
  • chadwick
    chadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    edited March 2013
    vogonpoetbythelake wrote:
    Someone once said the unexamined life is not worth living

    And I say the examined life may make you want to put a bullet in your head

    Its your prerogative to be stupid

    It is my prerogative (and yours) to not accept it
    nice the two of you but sad for sure im sorry & being lonely isn't any fun either
    Post edited by chadwick on
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."
    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
  • Miiike
    Miiike Posts: 436
    edited March 2020
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  • donnaruhl
    donnaruhl Posts: 2,157
    Whispering Hands

    I've read your poetry,And you've read mine.
    Both of us can relate.And I have noticed that your writings
    have become more sad. Elmo's right.I think I've even told you
    that when you least expect it,Love will come knocking. Just so long as your rambling's
    are just that(Rambling's) then I won't worry about you.
    Even though most of us haven't even met,We're still Family!
    And Family listens.Family cares,and Family helps to the best of their ability.
    So please don't do anything rash.The regret will be on us for feeling that we failed you.
    Your friend Donna.
  • whispering hands
    whispering hands Under your skin Posts: 13,527
    Just a note.. I discovered PJ with a gun in my mouth,
    Heard them, buried the gun ... And I will never do that
    again, because I have this music. But I just get lonely, then
    that becomes bitterness, which causes me to talk shit out
    of hurt.. I am truly touched by the concern shown here, normally
    everyone just ignores my posts.. So I almost never check
    back in here when I've written something, cause it's just fodder.
    Needless to say I was shocked when someone told me they'd
    Responded to this, and I read everyone's concern.. So thank you
    To the person who informed me there were responses, and everyone
    Else who expressed concern..
  • STAYSEA
    STAYSEA Posts: 3,814
    whispering hands wrote:
    Just a note.. I discovered PJ with a gun in my mouth,
    Heard them, buried the gun ... And I will never do that
    again, because I have this music. But I just get lonely, then
    that becomes bitterness, which causes me to talk shit out
    of hurt.. I am truly touched by the concern shown here, normally
    everyone just ignores my posts.. So I almost never check
    back in here when I've written something, cause it's just fodder.
    Needless to say I was shocked when someone told me they'd
    Responded to this, and I read everyone's concern.. So thank you
    To the person who informed me there were responses, and everyone
    Else who expressed concern..


    :shock:

    Why would you do that to yourself? or to us? :cry:

    Please don't ever put a gun in your mouth... Call me or pm someone.
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  • Chip McFlennigan
    Chip McFlennigan Posts: 1,162
    Not the way to do it dude.

    Life can suck, sometimes. You never have to be alone in this world, though. There are always others out there looking for company.
    I knew it all along, see?
  • carly316
    carly316 WI Posts: 332
    I think this is my first time in this part of the forum. I've seen posts from you (whispering hands) all over and I never once pictured you to be lonely or have a need to be lonely because so many people seem to be drawn to you on here. I have a large family but believe me, I'm lonely too because every day is so repetitive and I wonder when will all this work actual pay off. I couldn't go to a PJ show or be part of 10C for all these years because I was too busy raising my family. Now, being able to talk to you all and us having this amazing band to bring us together and help us cope with this rough world, it makes me feel better. I've never met any of these people but they feel like my 2nd family. The one that understands the inner me. The hard part is that we're scattered all over the globe! In another sense, that's pretty cool. I'm learning new things about other parts of the country and world. If there's ever an opportunity to meet up with my fellow members, let's organize something. If you're going to Wrigley, I'd love to meet you in person and hang out. I don't have a ticket to get in but I'm heading there either way. If that doesn't work, we'll figure out another time. I know a lot of people would benefit from each other's company. Please, feel free to PM me if you ever need someone to talk to. We need to look out for each other. ;)

    All the best,
    Carly

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