I'm half the man I used to be

Zipin
Zipin Posts: 6
edited February 2013 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
Hi my first post sry for my eng and i know i shoudnt post it here but i need to tell it to some1.
Today after 10 years me and my girlfriend brake out i dont know what too do .
Im realy sad she was all my life im that kindia guy that if i love some1 i love all my life
and with all my heart . I can't even leasing pearl jam songs my favorite are immortality,nothing as is seems,
off he goes,nothing man,indifference i dont even got courage to play one .Ouer life suck we didnt have job
but money wasn't as big problem in poland even if u got job u still dont have money normal pay is about 400$ per month.
I feal empty inside i would give andying to get her back i cant eat i realy sceard to go to sleep.
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  • chadwick
    chadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    sleeping feels good in times like this. but make sure not to lay in bed to long. go for walks if you can. fresh air & trees if you have them. being poor sucks, im poor to, man. maybe you two will get back together?

    writing is good. any kind of creative art works out the shit feelings & heals. you're in a good place. lots of good people here. hang in there.
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."
    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
  • dimitrispearljam
    dimitrispearljam Posts: 139,725
    im sorry for that..time will help you...
    just breathe...try to find to do something you like..listen music,read the forum,take a walk..
    wish you all the best
    "...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
    "..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
    “..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
  • Zipin
    Zipin Posts: 6
    What next?

    darknes come for all directions
    sadness overtake my soul
    every where i go i see you
    what ever i did or didnt do im sorry
    pain is so strong i canot speak
    but when i dont speak all i hear is silence
    i feal like im in trap no where to go
    nothing to do just akcept.
    do i deserve to live do i even want ?

    sorry for my eng i know this probably dont have any sence for you guys but it raely have for me
  • Lizard
    Lizard So Cal Posts: 12,091
    Zip......it will take time.

    take care......... be well
    So I'll just lie down and wait for the dream
    Where I'm not ugly and you're lookin' at me
  • SD48277
    SD48277 Posts: 12,243
    Zipin, your post breaks my heart. As others have said, it will take time. Keep breathing. Take walks. Keep writing, or find another outlet to express yourself. Please keep us updated on how you are doing.
    ELITIST FUK
  • Zipin
    Zipin Posts: 6
    Today after my girlfriend left me i move to my mother house i take my cat with me she was realy sceard of new house and my mother cuz she realy didnt like no1 else then me and my girl after night i cant find my cat she somehowe run awey omg how this is even posible she allweys live in house she cant survive on her own .I have her 3 years and she was born exacly same day as my girlfriend . I can even understand how live can change so fast in few day one day u got fammily next day u all by yourself
  • rollings
    rollings unknown Posts: 7,127
    I believe your cat will come back.

    Could she have gone back to your old house?
  • Zipin
    Zipin Posts: 6
    No too far and she newer was on out siede ........
  • Zipin
    Zipin Posts: 6
    I got my cat back:DDDDDDD
  • SD48277
    SD48277 Posts: 12,243
    Zipin wrote:
    I got my cat back:DDDDDDD
    Yay! :D
    ELITIST FUK
  • rollings
    rollings unknown Posts: 7,127
    SD48277 wrote:
    Zipin wrote:
    I got my cat back:DDDDDDD
    Yay! :D

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  • Nevermind90
    Nevermind90 Posts: 722
    edited February 2013
    rollings wrote:
    SD48277 wrote:
    Zipin wrote:
    I got my cat back:DDDDDDD
    Yay! :D

    wblipp.gif


    <3

    Walk, breathe, feel, share, care for yourself, try some music after a while, try meet a friends IF its possible. Try som music again, take another walk, play some instrument, be sound.
    Post edited by Nevermind90 on
    ~ Enjoy The Struggle
  • Zipin
    Zipin Posts: 6
    Hi im back sry that i was lost in time now im trying to have my life back with or without her.

    I make my fb all that time i didnt need it at all but now:) i need it .
    Artur Płoński this is my real life name i use it in fb so i some1 want to add me i will be more then happy all 10c members .
    all my friends listening dubstep now omg where this world is going:).

    Once more i want to thenk u guys for support it help a lot .
  • SD48277
    SD48277 Posts: 12,243
    Hi Artur!
    Glad to see you are back, and that you are trying to move your life forward.
    Just take it one step at a time, one day at a time.
    Hang in there--life will get better.
    ELITIST FUK

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