dig in

chadwickchadwick Posts: 21,157
edited December 2012 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
digging in like a hammer's claw end
slamming into my flesh
loud as fuck music i dislike
something like breaking glass with cinder blocks
starting over inside some bullshit festival rattling my goddamn brain

along the way
virgins giving in
raining down throwing away
again the claw hammer's bloody end tearing apart until done

the weather tonight
a grandfather clock sounding of bitterness
should be what it is not
should be where it is not
lost & glad
found & pleased
haven't been in all years down here plus seven

he has destroyed every giant
murdered all mystical
took away endings including tomorrow eyes
pictured them all against my black night coat
something like a mask brought down
but never removed
something like a hanger waiting and waiting
till blood pools are formed filled layed out
and scabbed over
torn open again
drug over embers thrown to the ground
then folded around each crusifix like a shawl
for my own concealment

this was an accident
but soon angels are coming
they'll sit with me at the table
i've given to the alter
fruit, water, hang fire, incense, & double lit candles
all making my flesh itch
something's digging in
something wants in
something wants in
god damn wanting in
something bigger
something bigger
something something in and in more
i feel the fucker sinking in
my spine is taking the fucker blaming
hammering at my bones
this black shadow has met its match
no giving in
no giving in
spit at the fucker
sweat
boiling

kill my agony
hammer's claw end against my meat
tear my eyes out
boil me down
stew tea
compare what is not comparable
its hands around me taking me to the bloody wall
my goals thrown out the weak ass window full of barbwire
all a mess
my walk broken done limp
(part I)...
for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."

Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
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  • chadwickchadwick Posts: 21,157
    hearing the screams
    fucking thing's been gnawing at my inner ears
    fucker wants me strung up like a field dressed deer
    removed my skin as if fur
    remove my head as if trophied out
    and the removal of my
    and the removal of my

    the bastard took all my ribs
    tossed my torso meat over his firepit
    ate my lungs raw
    and tore into my guts like a hyena
    still somehow i walk
    i crawl
    sometimes i have mathskills
    i have math bills
    somewhat bottles
    this the massive shredding bladed claw hammer
    and in darkness fog has fell
    the mighty fight

    )stupid fucking poem)
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."

    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
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