Thats sad.
He was an extremely likable (funny, yet overwhelming sad on the inside) character from what I saw of him on Celebrity Rehab. Just a real low-key and humble fellow who had a lot of demons. The Beatings really fucked up his whole life, you could tell he bore it all on his shoulders 24\7 ... he never really internally reconciled all that forced-into-the-limelight-celebrity status, felt responsible, felt like he couldn't escape his own skin ... etc.
RIP RK.
Today you escaped your demons.
:(
If I was to smile and I held out my hand
If I opened it now would you not understand?
damn that's sad...i saw him celeb rehab too and he seemed like a sweet person but had demons he just couldn't get over...hopefully he's at peace now :(
he seemed like a sweet person but had demons he just couldn't get over...hopefully he's at peace now :(
Yeah. I don't normally have pitty for folks on that show cuz they bring it on themselves, by and large. Rodney was different. Of course, it could be argued he "did it to himself" regarding his whole life BEFORE the beatings, BUT ...
... that night seemed to be a turning point in his life that he NEVER recovered from. You could just TELL. It was in EVERYTHING about him. I'm the type of guy who doesn't have a lot of pity for self-destructive behavior, and feels like if people want help, they must first help themselves. However, all that being said, every so often you meet someone who has just been so literally traumatized that you really just can't lay the blame on them (well, you COULD ) ... you can just sense in their entire personality that they have been so badly "wired" (i'm talking neural networks here) by previous trauma that hope for them is relatively nil.
I got that sense from Rodney. He was so likable, yet he seemed (to me) absolutely hopeless. Not because he didn't care, but because the amount of stress\trauma related neural re-wiring that occured in his brain following that night did something to him that even the strongest of wills would have had trouble "correcting".
I don't fault soldiers for their "PTSD" and I put Rodney in a similar (if not worse) category based on the entire whirl-wind of forces he faced, not only that night, but every night thereafter.
I don't even know why this subject has me so distressed, but it does.
I just pray that whatever karma he was working off, he has done so and can move on free now.
If I was to smile and I held out my hand
If I opened it now would you not understand?
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he seemed like a sweet person but had demons he just couldn't get over...hopefully he's at peace now :(
Yeah. I don't normally have pitty for folks on that show cuz they bring it on themselves, by and large. Rodney was different. Of course, it could be argued he "did it to himself" regarding his whole life BEFORE the beatings, BUT ...
... that night seemed to be a turning point in his life that he NEVER recovered from. You could just TELL. It was in EVERYTHING about him. I'm the type of guy who doesn't have a lot of pity for self-destructive behavior, and feels like if people want help, they must first help themselves. However, all that being said, every so often you meet someone who has just been so literally traumatized that you really just can't lay the blame on them (well, you COULD ) ... you can just sense in their entire personality that they have been so badly "wired" (i'm talking neural networks here) by previous trauma that hope for them is relatively nil.
I got that sense from Rodney. He was so likable, yet he seemed (to me) absolutely hopeless. Not because he didn't care, but because the amount of stress\trauma related neural re-wiring that occured in his brain following that night did something to him that even the strongest of wills would have had trouble "correcting".
I don't fault soldiers for their "PTSD" and I put Rodney in a similar (if not worse) category based on the entire whirl-wind of forces he faced, not only that night, but every night thereafter.
I don't even know why this subject has me so distressed, but it does.
I just pray that whatever karma he was working off, he has done so and can move on free now.
Well said, Drifting.
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he seemed like a sweet person but had demons he just couldn't get over...hopefully he's at peace now :(
Yeah. I don't normally have pitty for folks on that show cuz they bring it on themselves, by and large. Rodney was different. Of course, it could be argued he "did it to himself" regarding his whole life BEFORE the beatings, BUT ...
... that night seemed to be a turning point in his life that he NEVER recovered from. You could just TELL. It was in EVERYTHING about him. I'm the type of guy who doesn't have a lot of pity for self-destructive behavior, and feels like if people want help, they must first help themselves. However, all that being said, every so often you meet someone who has just been so literally traumatized that you really just can't lay the blame on them (well, you COULD ) ... you can just sense in their entire personality that they have been so badly "wired" (i'm talking neural networks here) by previous trauma that hope for them is relatively nil.
I got that sense from Rodney. He was so likable, yet he seemed (to me) absolutely hopeless. Not because he didn't care, but because the amount of stress\trauma related neural re-wiring that occured in his brain following that night did something to him that even the strongest of wills would have had trouble "correcting".
I don't fault soldiers for their "PTSD" and I put Rodney in a similar (if not worse) category based on the entire whirl-wind of forces he faced, not only that night, but every night thereafter.
I don't even know why this subject has me so distressed, but it does.
I just pray that whatever karma he was working off, he has done so and can move on free now.
Well said, Drifting.
Agree,very thoughtfully worded
“There should be a place where only the things you want to happen, happen”
Aren't most who twitter kids? adults twitter :? now that pisses me off ... ha!
Really not expecting kids who are 20 to know who Rodney King is or care really
they were babes in arms and might have missed that history lesson...
if there even was one in their neck of the world.
I got mixed revues from people I spoke with on Mr Rodney King.
Aren't most who twitter kids? adults twitter :? now that pisses me off ... ha!
Really not expecting kids who are 20 to know who Rodney King is or care really
they were babes in arms and might have missed that history lesson...
if there even was one in their neck of the world.
I got mixed revues from people I spoke with on Mr Rodney King.
Adults do use twitter. It's a place where I can talk politics with people ranging from Statists to Anarchists
i remember when the beating happened. i was 15 years old and i remember seeing it on tv. that was the first "what the FUCK?!?!?!?" moment of my life. i was taught that you respect police and when you see one wave to him and they will protect me and help me if needed. i remember seeing that video and thinking that nobody deserved to be beaten like that and how can these men who are supposed to look out for people treat one like that? was that something systemic in the lapd or were these guys just loose cannons using excessive force? that was when i began to have an immediate distrust of police and i began to question their motives and who they really are working for.. and then the verdict came and i was stunned. i was angry. i felt that justice had not been done. i mean, how much evidence is needed for a conviction when the actual crime was on a damn vhs tape??? and then the riots came and i was again shocked and disgusted. that whole chapter was the first time i can remember that i learned what people are capable of when they are angry. up until then i had always been so sheltered from things like that. partly by choice and partly by how i had been raised.
i hope Rodney finds the peace in death that he never had in life. and tonight, his demons are exorcised.
"You can tell the greatness of a man by what makes him angry." - Lincoln
i remember when the beating happened. i was 15 years old and i remember seeing it on tv. that was the first "what the FUCK?!?!?!?" moment of my life. i was taught that you respect police and when you see one wave to him and they will protect me and help me if needed. i remember seeing that video and thinking that nobody deserved to be beaten like that and how can these men who are supposed to look out for people treat one like that? was that something systemic in the lapd or were these guys just loose cannons using excessive force? that was when i began to have an immediate distrust of police and i began to question their motives and who they really are working for.. and then the verdict came and i was stunned. i was angry. i felt that justice had not been done. i mean, how much evidence is needed for a conviction when the actual crime was on a damn vhs tape??? and then the riots came and i was again shocked and disgusted. that whole chapter was the first time i can remember that i learned what people are capable of when they are angry. up until then i had always been so sheltered from things like that. partly by choice and partly by how i had been raised.
i hope Rodney finds the peace in death that he never had in life. and tonight, his demons are exorcised.
i love you mid western folks.. youre so nice and respectful.
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
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lie beside me
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Yep.....I drove home from work through a poverty-stricken neighborhood, and I saw actual looting of a neighborhood store.
Most stores were closed, but a food stand known as Oki Dog was open...they would probably stay open if we were invaded by martians. I was wearing a Public Enemy tshirt, and a guy next to me took exception to me wearing the shirt. I was white, and he was African-American. I could see where he was coming from, so I didn't try to defend my shirt selection for that day.
Yep.....I drove home from work through a poverty-stricken neighborhood, and I saw actual looting of a neighborhood store.
Most stores were closed, but a food stand known as Oki Dog was open...they would probably stay open if we were invaded by martians. I was wearing a Public Enemy tshirt, and a guy next to me took exception to me wearing the shirt. I was white, and he was African-American. I could see where he was coming from, so I didn't try to defend my shirt selection for that day.
so white people cant listen to or appreciate public enemy??? okaaaaayyy.
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
Yep.....I drove home from work through a poverty-stricken neighborhood, and I saw actual looting of a neighborhood store.
Most stores were closed, but a food stand known as Oki Dog was open...they would probably stay open if we were invaded by martians. I was wearing a Public Enemy tshirt, and a guy next to me took exception to me wearing the shirt. I was white, and he was African-American. I could see where he was coming from, so I didn't try to defend my shirt selection for that day.
so white people cant listen to or appreciate public enemy??? okaaaaayyy.
easy there.......it was a day of violent racial tension where buildings were burned and people were killed...not a typical day.
Yep.....I drove home from work through a poverty-stricken neighborhood, and I saw actual looting of a neighborhood store.
Most stores were closed, but a food stand known as Oki Dog was open...they would probably stay open if we were invaded by martians. I was wearing a Public Enemy tshirt, and a guy next to me took exception to me wearing the shirt. I was white, and he was African-American. I could see where he was coming from, so I didn't try to defend my shirt selection for that day.
Oki-Dog! That place is practically an institution here.
And yeah, I can see the shirt thing, silly as it seems now. I mean, black-owned businesses were putting up signs in their storefronts stating such, so they wouldn't get looted or burned down.
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Thats sad.
He was an extremely likable (funny, yet overwhelming sad on the inside) character from what I saw of him on Celebrity Rehab. Just a real low-key and humble fellow who had a lot of demons. The Beatings really fucked up his whole life, you could tell he bore it all on his shoulders 24\7 ... he never really internally reconciled all that forced-into-the-limelight-celebrity status, felt responsible, felt like he couldn't escape his own skin ... etc.
RIP RK.
Today you escaped your demons.
:(
If I opened it now would you not understand?
So sad.
Yeah. I don't normally have pitty for folks on that show cuz they bring it on themselves, by and large. Rodney was different. Of course, it could be argued he "did it to himself" regarding his whole life BEFORE the beatings, BUT ...
... that night seemed to be a turning point in his life that he NEVER recovered from. You could just TELL. It was in EVERYTHING about him. I'm the type of guy who doesn't have a lot of pity for self-destructive behavior, and feels like if people want help, they must first help themselves. However, all that being said, every so often you meet someone who has just been so literally traumatized that you really just can't lay the blame on them (well, you COULD ) ... you can just sense in their entire personality that they have been so badly "wired" (i'm talking neural networks here) by previous trauma that hope for them is relatively nil.
I got that sense from Rodney. He was so likable, yet he seemed (to me) absolutely hopeless. Not because he didn't care, but because the amount of stress\trauma related neural re-wiring that occured in his brain following that night did something to him that even the strongest of wills would have had trouble "correcting".
I don't fault soldiers for their "PTSD" and I put Rodney in a similar (if not worse) category based on the entire whirl-wind of forces he faced, not only that night, but every night thereafter.
I don't even know why this subject has me so distressed, but it does.
I just pray that whatever karma he was working off, he has done so and can move on free now.
If I opened it now would you not understand?
-Eddie Vedder, "Smile"
Agree,very thoughtfully worded
http://news.yahoo.com/blogs/cutline/rod ... 58944.html
-Eddie Vedder, "Smile"
jesus...this is really the ignorance that prevails now?
In this era of knowledge at your fingertips (god forbid it's in the classroom) where one can RESEARCH ANYTHING AT ANY TIME?
This actually pisses me off.
Really not expecting kids who are 20 to know who Rodney King is or care really
they were babes in arms and might have missed that history lesson...
if there even was one in their neck of the world.
I got mixed revues from people I spoke with on Mr Rodney King.
Adults do use twitter. It's a place where I can talk politics with people ranging from Statists to Anarchists
a shit video(so try to ignore it) but some words of wisdom from bill hicks:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=935xZdnVwq4
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
i remember when the beating happened. i was 15 years old and i remember seeing it on tv. that was the first "what the FUCK?!?!?!?" moment of my life. i was taught that you respect police and when you see one wave to him and they will protect me and help me if needed. i remember seeing that video and thinking that nobody deserved to be beaten like that and how can these men who are supposed to look out for people treat one like that? was that something systemic in the lapd or were these guys just loose cannons using excessive force? that was when i began to have an immediate distrust of police and i began to question their motives and who they really are working for.. and then the verdict came and i was stunned. i was angry. i felt that justice had not been done. i mean, how much evidence is needed for a conviction when the actual crime was on a damn vhs tape??? and then the riots came and i was again shocked and disgusted. that whole chapter was the first time i can remember that i learned what people are capable of when they are angry. up until then i had always been so sheltered from things like that. partly by choice and partly by how i had been raised.
i hope Rodney finds the peace in death that he never had in life. and tonight, his demons are exorcised.
"Well, you tell him that I don't talk to suckas."
i love you mid western folks.. youre so nice and respectful.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
Yep.....I drove home from work through a poverty-stricken neighborhood, and I saw actual looting of a neighborhood store.
Most stores were closed, but a food stand known as Oki Dog was open...they would probably stay open if we were invaded by martians. I was wearing a Public Enemy tshirt, and a guy next to me took exception to me wearing the shirt. I was white, and he was African-American. I could see where he was coming from, so I didn't try to defend my shirt selection for that day.
so white people cant listen to or appreciate public enemy??? okaaaaayyy.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
easy there.......it was a day of violent racial tension where buildings were burned and people were killed...not a typical day.
And yeah, I can see the shirt thing, silly as it seems now. I mean, black-owned businesses were putting up signs in their storefronts stating such, so they wouldn't get looted or burned down.
What a fucked up time that was.