awake for once

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i wish i knew what to say to you
better to keep that back instead
i always wondered what i would become
i think we might see
optimism never seemed to fit
your life is full
but i know you are empty
convince your are ok
more then ok then the sun today
you always have and always will

it makes me wonder
did you eat last night?
people will always throw trash
she had no idea...nor did he

crazy winter
small talk over loud phones
slow talk, love was never mentioned
if you left, so my would heart follow

i just wanted to sleep
that was my only goal
bluelight was so apparent