Light Years
ttdman
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This may be my first post...
10 years ago, 3 of my closest family members were killed and it was a real dark time in my life.
I remember the first song I listened to after those first few days was "Light Years".
Very powerful song to begin with but after what happened and what I was feeling, it meant more than just a song. Well 10 years later this song still means a great deal to me. Its almost as if it were me in the song.
I've done and experienced so much and moments when I could've called or just been there were just moments wasted. The line, which is tattoed on me, "Your light's reflected now, reflected from afar, we were but stones, your light made us stars." To me that last line means that their deaths ends their time here on earth but their memories remain and shine above me like a bright star light, like their deaths made 3 more stars in the sky.
Well thats just what it means to me, Im sure countless people have their own interpretation. Thanks.
10 years ago, 3 of my closest family members were killed and it was a real dark time in my life.
I remember the first song I listened to after those first few days was "Light Years".
Very powerful song to begin with but after what happened and what I was feeling, it meant more than just a song. Well 10 years later this song still means a great deal to me. Its almost as if it were me in the song.
I've done and experienced so much and moments when I could've called or just been there were just moments wasted. The line, which is tattoed on me, "Your light's reflected now, reflected from afar, we were but stones, your light made us stars." To me that last line means that their deaths ends their time here on earth but their memories remain and shine above me like a bright star light, like their deaths made 3 more stars in the sky.
Well thats just what it means to me, Im sure countless people have their own interpretation. Thanks.
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It is a beautiful song, and I love this song too - it always makes me remember my dad, who passed away 3.5 years ago and usually brings a tear to my eye. His "light reflected down" reminds me of the amazing person he was and makes me want to be a better person, like the amazing person my dad was.
Thank you for sharing what happened to you and your loved ones.
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I'm about to move from the house my father bought 18 years ago when my mother died.
My parents got divorced when I was 2 years old... I think my mother didn't want my father on our lives, because she moved as far as she could from him.
I always understood them both... My father was very special, the kind of person who can go from caring and loving to irritated and hurting in seconds... But he really really loved us...
My mom... I guess she just didn't wanted us to suffer as much as she did 'cause of him.
Well, my mom died suddenly. Everything changed in minutes... Mi hometown, my family, even my toys and books, I lost them all (my clothes, my stuff... you know... everything). It was such a huge and sudden change, I'd always remembered my previous life as if it was and old sepia movie.
Today it was my mom's birthday... I remember her crying on her last birthday, because of something my father asked me to tell her. It will always make me feel horrible, even though I know it wasn't my fault, I was only 11... but I can recall how awful it was seeing my mom crying at the restaurant where we were supposed to be celebrating.
When I was 18 my father's wife got pregnant, and we needed to buy a bigger home... They went together to the bank to get some money we'd borrowed them (it was from my mom's heritage), and as they were leaving the bank, a group of guys (I think 3 of them on bikes) attacked them and stole the money... My father had a heart attack and died there, on the street... When the ambulance got there, there was nothing left to do for him...
Since then, for many years, this flat had been the only steady thing in my life... To me, it represented "family".
Until I met someone who changed my life forever. I was able to trust in life again. I knew what happiness meant when we had a child, my only child so far. Now I have a family, projects, I have love and a real home.
And I need to let go of my past, by realizing my mom and my dad will always be in me, and that somehow it's because of them and what they taught and showed me that I've been able to move on.
And I'm moving on, and I'm very moved 'cause of that.
And I just wanted to thank whoever posted the thread about Light years, 'cause it made me get in touch with all of this, and how grateful I am to my family and friends right now.
And, as always, to Pearl Jam, for creating my life's background music.
(Sorry for my english!!)
y esclavo de lo que habla.