in you
ed243421
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in you i see
the anger from a life
lived in vain
the sensation of a drain
the sum of every fear
real to me
in you i see
a hatred growing strong
taking root
a power absolute
alive and dead inside
just to be
in you i see
the devil in a dream
darkness lies
the depths of his eyes
the night with no moon
on the sea
in you i see
a man looking for a
way to go
a reflection i don't know
alone in a prison
with no key
the anger from a life
lived in vain
the sensation of a drain
the sum of every fear
real to me
in you i see
a hatred growing strong
taking root
a power absolute
alive and dead inside
just to be
in you i see
the devil in a dream
darkness lies
the depths of his eyes
the night with no moon
on the sea
in you i see
a man looking for a
way to go
a reflection i don't know
alone in a prison
with no key
The whole world will be different soon... - EV
RED ROCKS 6-19-95
AUGUSTA 9-26-96
MANSFIELD 9-15-98
BOSTON 9-29-04
BOSTON 5-25-06
MANSFIELD 6-30-08
EV SOLO BOSTON 8-01-08
BOSTON 5-17-10
EV SOLO BOSTON 6-16-11
PJ20 9-3-11
PJ20 9-4-11
WRIGLEY 7-19-13
WORCESTER 10-15-13
WORCESTER 10-16-13
HARTFORD 10-25-13
RED ROCKS 6-19-95
AUGUSTA 9-26-96
MANSFIELD 9-15-98
BOSTON 9-29-04
BOSTON 5-25-06
MANSFIELD 6-30-08
EV SOLO BOSTON 8-01-08
BOSTON 5-17-10
EV SOLO BOSTON 6-16-11
PJ20 9-3-11
PJ20 9-4-11
WRIGLEY 7-19-13
WORCESTER 10-15-13
WORCESTER 10-16-13
HARTFORD 10-25-13
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I truthfully have someone in my life right now that I'm looking at in this way. I'm trying to figure out why he chooses a facade for a life instead of just being. If I could explain, I would but to put it into a nutshell ... his words & actions have yet to match up and I've been conscious of this for 10 + years. So fucked up man. Talk about self imprisonment ... so frustrating to watch. The biggest thing that gives me a mind fuck though in the relationship I hold with him, is that even in the face of conflicting evidence, evidence that shows you what is or is not, he will not recognize it and tell you something else. After he tries to convince you that evidence is not actual evidence, for whatever the case, he'll look & talk to you as if you were below him and not at his level of intelligence.
Well, he doesn't it so much to me because he now knows I know he's putting on a front but that doesn't keep him from doing it on others when I'm around. I have learned to walk away ... I think.
And note, that I don't waste my time on these types of people but I think I've turned this guy into my own little project of some sort ... not to save him but to be aware of him & his kind. I'm hoping he'll save himself. We will see ...
-Frustrated To Shit Here
1998: Barrie
2000: Montreal, Toronto, Auburn Hills
2003: Cleveland, Buffalo, Toronto, Montreal
2004: Boston X2, Grand Rapids
2005: Kitchener, London, Hamilton, Montreal, Ottawa, Toronto
2006: Toronto X2
2009: Toronto
2011: PJ20, Montreal, Toronto X2, Hamilton
2012: Manchester X2, Amsterdam X2, Prague, Berlin X2, Philadelphia, Missoula
2013: Pittsburg, Buffalo
2014: Milan, Trieste, Vienna, Berlin, Stockholm, Oslo, Detroit
2016: Ottawa, Toronto X2
2018: Padova, Rome, Prague, Krakow, Berlin, Barcelona
2023: Chicago X2
2024: New York X2
Godfather.
and well put.
BTW Ed I know this is not about you, I sense from your other posts that it could not be.
you're a good man with a talent keep it going.
Godfather.
this is honest... as if to oneself... and written so well
Alive and dead inside
just to be
....
darkness lies
the depths of his ees
the night with no moon
on the sea
stunning, love the imagery too
intense and raw. can relate as someone who feels like this sometimes as well as how i feel about someone else too.
self-loathing has become a bit of a past time for me, very hard not to feel this way. even though I try my darndest to accept myself for who I am, I mean how I can expect others to understand me if I don't understand myself?
Anyway, rambling on
Great work