father,
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would you have done things different
if you knew then
that this is how it would be?
after all these years
…I wish you had
and right now
I wish we could talk
it’s been long
23 years, there’s so much gone
I’m starting to forget
how you sang those songs
and if you were here now
I’d ask you what you think of me
… just by looking at me
what made you do the things you did?
…things to make us leave
I hope you did not bleed
because it hurts
when this life feels lonely
I try to keep the bad inside me
else everyone would leave
…I wonder what you’d think of me
I think you’d see I’m weak
…funny
because you tried to make me hard
…you hated the weak
maybe you’d laugh at me
maybe you’d cry
with me
they say you look at ease
…it makes me wonder
in the distance
I once met a little girl
…your daughter
and I’d hoped you’d bleed
but now…
father I only look at me
and I’m only sorry
you had to make us leave
…that I am the way I am,
that things are
how they have to be
and after all these years
I wish this were not how
it must be
(here’s to you
I hope you’re at ease)
if you knew then
that this is how it would be?
after all these years
…I wish you had
and right now
I wish we could talk
it’s been long
23 years, there’s so much gone
I’m starting to forget
how you sang those songs
and if you were here now
I’d ask you what you think of me
… just by looking at me
what made you do the things you did?
…things to make us leave
I hope you did not bleed
because it hurts
when this life feels lonely
I try to keep the bad inside me
else everyone would leave
…I wonder what you’d think of me
I think you’d see I’m weak
…funny
because you tried to make me hard
…you hated the weak
maybe you’d laugh at me
maybe you’d cry
with me
they say you look at ease
…it makes me wonder
in the distance
I once met a little girl
…your daughter
and I’d hoped you’d bleed
but now…
father I only look at me
and I’m only sorry
you had to make us leave
…that I am the way I am,
that things are
how they have to be
and after all these years
I wish this were not how
it must be
(here’s to you
I hope you’re at ease)
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"what a long, strange trip it's been"
its easy to have kids - but very difficult to be a good parent...
yeah... and there are those who learn to move on.. i keep going back...I'm stupid
or maybe part of that moving on involves going back
And you're not stupid. Perhaps you just don't give yourself credit for knowing what you know
If you were my son I would be proud of you,I believe that your father is in your heart and also very proud of you, btw XLNT writing my Brother.
Godfather.