dealing with the changes, filling pages

jfs5-10-10

Remember how I was when I returned from the mountains?
Everything changed.
And then you tainted my happiness.
Hard to forget.
But I'm moving on moving on.
Inspiration for another song.

Give him a break.
They all make mistakes.
But she was a sweet drug I loved to take.
Hard to replace.
Stuck looking for another escape.

Breathe in.
Release.
Slow intoxication.
Something to pass the time.
Clear the mind.
Forget all those things for a moment.
Until the sun rises again.
Sketchy friends.
Might make an interesting movie someday.

Countdown till the next breakdown.
Rain always seems to come after the sunny days.
Fuck it I say.