DENIAL
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to deny the undeniable, humanity attempts to bury it's emptiness with all it's might
into basements, attics, and closets, wallets, toys, each other, etc. i say the emptiness that life brings to our attention is a most beautiful form of separation that no one is exempt from. it might be the one (seemingly) downside of the human endeavor that everyone has in common. hear me out. i am alone. my family loves me, showing sincerity and depth in their reflections of what i'm going through, but they don't complete me. i need to go beyond the concepts of family and friends because emptiness, in all it's ubiquitousness, is in no way relative. putting yourself in others shoes is the cheapest commodity in emptiness. people get what they want out of that and happily move on, like we use unfortunate situations to spray paint in our minds that greener pastures are in our future. not exactly what god had in mind with the nature of charity. i am no naysayer. nor am i a soothsayer. both are curses. i will hold on to uncertainty more so than any human relationship, leaving conviction to the guilty. ignorance and conviction will forever be chained to one another, like best friends who realize last that they couldn't have less in common. ironically, this happens when the BOND is strongest. the intellect is the sword that intellectuals erase fear of. FOOLS. some of these can't do a pull up and they think the brain will make the body a non-factor. but there is no eclipsing the incompleteness of the intellect, with it's condescending view of everything that is more incomplete than it appears to be. the intellect THINKS it's leading the way.
drawing a path out of uncertainty, but the reality is that the intellect is heartless and
pompous, like religion is blissfully ignorant, and it only makes me desire real chemistry that these two bodies, in their own way, are trying to erase from possibilty. FUCK IT! large bodies have nothing on me simply because they refuse to embrace the emptiness of this place. that's why large groups form--DENIAL!
into basements, attics, and closets, wallets, toys, each other, etc. i say the emptiness that life brings to our attention is a most beautiful form of separation that no one is exempt from. it might be the one (seemingly) downside of the human endeavor that everyone has in common. hear me out. i am alone. my family loves me, showing sincerity and depth in their reflections of what i'm going through, but they don't complete me. i need to go beyond the concepts of family and friends because emptiness, in all it's ubiquitousness, is in no way relative. putting yourself in others shoes is the cheapest commodity in emptiness. people get what they want out of that and happily move on, like we use unfortunate situations to spray paint in our minds that greener pastures are in our future. not exactly what god had in mind with the nature of charity. i am no naysayer. nor am i a soothsayer. both are curses. i will hold on to uncertainty more so than any human relationship, leaving conviction to the guilty. ignorance and conviction will forever be chained to one another, like best friends who realize last that they couldn't have less in common. ironically, this happens when the BOND is strongest. the intellect is the sword that intellectuals erase fear of. FOOLS. some of these can't do a pull up and they think the brain will make the body a non-factor. but there is no eclipsing the incompleteness of the intellect, with it's condescending view of everything that is more incomplete than it appears to be. the intellect THINKS it's leading the way.
drawing a path out of uncertainty, but the reality is that the intellect is heartless and
pompous, like religion is blissfully ignorant, and it only makes me desire real chemistry that these two bodies, in their own way, are trying to erase from possibilty. FUCK IT! large bodies have nothing on me simply because they refuse to embrace the emptiness of this place. that's why large groups form--DENIAL!
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1998: Barrie
2000: Montreal, Toronto, Auburn Hills
2003: Cleveland, Buffalo, Toronto, Montreal
2004: Boston X2, Grand Rapids
2005: Kitchener, London, Hamilton, Montreal, Ottawa, Toronto
2006: Toronto X2
2009: Toronto
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2016: Ottawa, Toronto X2
2018: Padova, Rome, Prague, Krakow, Berlin, Barcelona
2023: Chicago X2
2024: New York X2
I think there's no getting away from the truth that a brain AND body chemistry are needed. Not just one or the other. Both.