I FOUND A PHONE

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I FOUND A PHONE

Climb, Climb on board
Snap the hitch to the pop-pillin' post sobriety itch

Whispers filling my delicate melted brain of shame so I can feel comfortable
Hugged by my manipulating love embracing herself above
To shelter my delicate melted brain of shame
It's ok she claims
I've been there
I've felt the same
 
Awe, the warmth I feel feels hostel because I can't help myself help
The warmth feels hostel because I can't help but let myself feel as if I was suppose to toast her arrival

The pain becomes ambushed by an emission cloud that I search through to quench what I can put forth
Time stands still like the ill of a wedding in her history

I'm the bouncing ball she bounces off the ill of a wedding in her history that pounces her will
Time stands still and still i've discovered i'm aboard a ride I have to ignore with that particular life form

A life form balancing grief, regret, envy, ivory on one side & comfort, companionship, materialism on the other side of the scales of pity

Time stands still except for balance but balancing continues balancing nothing