your radiant smile
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we were only kids
and you were not that old
I remember how we split
I remember how fast you drove
in the backseat I remember looking back
fucker looked like a ghost
I’ll always feel the pain
you then endured
for you
mine must ve been a long childhood
you tried so hard
not to share with me your sorrows
but I’d heard you cry
a long long time ago
please don’t ever feel bad
because you gave me a better childhood
than without you I ever would have had
you never said he was no good
and you tried to keep me sane
but I remember that afternoon in the garden
when in his white clothes his eyes
they looked insane
there are times when I wish
I’d killed him
but seeing you today
only makes me want
to forgive him
your radiant smile
and your beautiful style
makes me want even
to remember him
how he’d play his guitar
and how heartily he’d sing
I have his blood
and I have felt shame
but I’ve committed sins
and they’re not his
growing up
I’ve seen you quietly pray
mother I hope I learn
one day to pray
for him
for I have his blood
and I no longer wish to feel shame
and if I were to die today
that might be
one of my greatest sins
I’m glad you called this morning
mashallah you’re always happy
you always make me laugh
and that’s all I needed
other than my morning coffee
It’s your birthday soon
I’m not with you
but I know you're cool
and I’m thinking of you
happy birthday
and you were not that old
I remember how we split
I remember how fast you drove
in the backseat I remember looking back
fucker looked like a ghost
I’ll always feel the pain
you then endured
for you
mine must ve been a long childhood
you tried so hard
not to share with me your sorrows
but I’d heard you cry
a long long time ago
please don’t ever feel bad
because you gave me a better childhood
than without you I ever would have had
you never said he was no good
and you tried to keep me sane
but I remember that afternoon in the garden
when in his white clothes his eyes
they looked insane
there are times when I wish
I’d killed him
but seeing you today
only makes me want
to forgive him
your radiant smile
and your beautiful style
makes me want even
to remember him
how he’d play his guitar
and how heartily he’d sing
I have his blood
and I have felt shame
but I’ve committed sins
and they’re not his
growing up
I’ve seen you quietly pray
mother I hope I learn
one day to pray
for him
for I have his blood
and I no longer wish to feel shame
and if I were to die today
that might be
one of my greatest sins
I’m glad you called this morning
mashallah you’re always happy
you always make me laugh
and that’s all I needed
other than my morning coffee
It’s your birthday soon
I’m not with you
but I know you're cool
and I’m thinking of you
happy birthday
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Godfather.
its very moving
jo
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You have nothing to be ashamed ....
Thank you always for sharing.
I'm so learning computer world but its fun
so very beautiful
"what a long, strange trip it's been"
hmmm... you could be headed for trouble...
I'm kidding ... go crazy ... Pakistan style
Send my credentials to the house of detention
Wish you were here...
♥~RIP Dad
something proud of you
awww ... how Full Full of you to say that : )
with a son who flunked thoughout school and with both son n daughter doin drugs and fuckin about since like forever, yeah it appears she's still proud... not that she didn't kick our lame asses every so often... quite the rocker person I'd say
and thank you so much heartshapedbox and tremors.... so very nice of you : )