What did I do to you?

runaway

I am shocked, miffed in a sense
You hung around...for what?
To kill me...in the end
I don't have the strenght to conquer
your intent
I can't handle this..
do you understand?
I have made up something
so serious, that only you can heal
and yet you come around every
three months
I'm done, Marco
Do you understand?
You are not dying anymore, I now see that
I am letting go, but can't release
Your evil intentions coupled
with my fucked up past
has put me in a place of pain
far beyond one's explanation
Horror!! Absolute horror..
You suck...suck dick and die