Just put it in the middle

justam

I used to feel like I kept what was most important at the center of my life
and yet these days it doesn't feel like that
so now I must retrace my days to find out where I lost my true focus
was it after the kids were born?
did I shift it then because the Autism issue made it necessary?
or, did I lose bits of it gradually because I was so busy taking care of everyone else and working?
Just what happened?!
How did I recently wake to wonder what's most important?
Didn't I used to KNOW?
I felt so long ago that I did!
Well then, where and when did I lose my own center?
And is it actually gone, or is it just under flesh & bones somewhere?
Do you think I can dig it, pull it, or yaaaank it back out?
Today, I'd love to be transparent for
it would make my insides so much easier to sort through

the wolf

I like this one a lot AM.

justam

Thanks!