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Im going f'in insane
So this week I lost my job...my father was admitted to the hospital for the third time in 2 months and probably will not leave I'm told...and my fiance' who I have been with 6 1/2 years has been in France for the past ten days. My days have been filled with visiting my dad and coming home to an empty house and drinking enough so I can pass out and sleep. I feel like I'm on an island by myself, but at the same time wish that island would just sink. Just have the bs stop.
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I hope we hear good news from you soon. Please take care of yourself.
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sorry to hear bout your rough week. funnily enough just this morning I was letting things get on top of me, and i decided to let my ipod play me a random 'track of wisdom' and holy shit it worked! It came up with the pearl jam cover of 'won't back down'. dr topaz prescribes this as a mandatory blasting track for you, my friend.
...in a world that keeps on pushin me around I'm gonna stand my ground, and I won't back down...
sounds like world is definitely pushing you around. stand your ground! hope next week brings better things
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You must be feeling powerless right now, but as everybody here has already said, hang in there, things get better when given time.
i hope things get better for you
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Take care.
I also know that booze seems like a good and only solution right now, but it can lead down a dark and eventually lonely path. Try to control it as best you can, don't let it get out of hand. Don't ever let it control you.
I don't know you, but pm me if you need to. I'll listen, and if you want, can offer some of my experiences as well. It might help.
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