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A line has been crossed, and yeah, I'm pissed.

the wolfthe wolf Posts: 7,027
edited June 2010 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
your false proclamations of love and understanding
leave me nauseous.
it’s actually worse than your other “self” ( to which there are many )
of self loathing and false confusion
as to why things in your life are so FUCKED UP BEYOND RECOGINTION
and the false “ No one understands me bullshit” that you spew
on a regular basis.
You are a different person every time I see or speak to you,
and back pedal on your reasons for being an insane FUCK as soon as you hear my voice.
You must be one of the fakest people I have ever come across,
and time and time again you prove that you are not grounded
and live in some fantasy world
wake the fuck up !! this is not some fucking movie !!

you can do your best to try and hurt me with the things you say to others,
knowing full well it will get back to me but you are scratching at the wrong door
you miserable FUCK !!!
you can do your best to turn people against me, and have them threaten me
by telling them lies or half truths.
you are a master manipulator and would serve your new lap dogs well
by letting them know that I am the LAST mother fucker on this planet
that they want to fuck with. and you KNOW it !!!

you hide behind your past, but also use your past to your advantage to lure people in.
I don’t know how you can live with yourself, or look in the mirror.
when you do look into the mirror you see a victim.
when I look at you I see someone who COULD be beautiful,
but that ship has long set sail.
I find your inner being twisted, grotesque, and SAD !!!

you were supposed to be a friend, turns out you are just
a fucking psycho.
stay the FUCK away from me and everyone I know.
Peace, Love.

"To question your government is not unpatriotic --
to not question your government is unpatriotic."
-- Sen. Chuck Hagel
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  • the wolfthe wolf Posts: 7,027
    p.s.

    NO this is NOT directed towards the ex. She is a decent human being with love in her heart.
    Peace, Love.

    "To question your government is not unpatriotic --
    to not question your government is unpatriotic."
    -- Sen. Chuck Hagel
  • skyeriverwinterskyeriverwinter Posts: 1,894
    :shock:
  • mookiemoochie16mookiemoochie16 Posts: 521
    I bet that felt pretty good to get out. Hope you're okay.
    The oceans made me, but who came up with love?

    "You put some udder cream on that shit?" ~EV 5/17/10
  • mikalinamikalina Posts: 7,206
    Isn't it wonderful to get all this out !!!!!!! Good for you :D I sometimes wish, I can do the same thing.

    Take care.
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  • the wolfthe wolf Posts: 7,027
    Oh, I'm not getting anything "out". it's far beyond that now, this person WILL see this and this is now the only way I have of letting them know that's it's time for them to back off !
    Peace, Love.

    "To question your government is not unpatriotic --
    to not question your government is unpatriotic."
    -- Sen. Chuck Hagel
  • chadwickchadwick Posts: 21,157
    nicely done.
    why are some people fucked up so badly?
    i sense a mental imbalance, yes/no?
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."
    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
  • mookiemoochie16mookiemoochie16 Posts: 521
    chadwick wrote:
    nicely done.
    why are some people fucked up so badly?
    i sense a mental imbalance, yes/no?

    Yes. Very yes.
    Some people are just out of touch...
    The oceans made me, but who came up with love?

    "You put some udder cream on that shit?" ~EV 5/17/10
  • dimitrispearljamdimitrispearljam Posts: 139,720
    :shock: All ok Steve?
    "...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
    "..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
    “..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
  • the wolfthe wolf Posts: 7,027
    mookiemoochie16 wrote:
    chadwick wrote:
    nicely done.
    why are some people fucked up so badly?
    i sense a mental imbalance, yes/no?

    Yes. Very yes.
    Some people are just out of touch...


    out of touch is far too kind for this person.

    they are flat out psychotic.
    Peace, Love.

    "To question your government is not unpatriotic --
    to not question your government is unpatriotic."
    -- Sen. Chuck Hagel
  • pandorapandora Posts: 21,855
    the wolf wrote:
    your false proclamations of love and understanding
    leave me nauseous.
    it’s actually worse than your other “self” ( to which there are many )
    of self loathing and false confusion
    as to why things in your life are so FUCKED UP BEYOND RECOGINTION
    and the false “ No one understands me bullshit” that you spew
    on a regular basis.
    You are a different person every time I see or speak to you,
    and back pedal on your reasons for being an insane FUCK as soon as you hear my voice.
    You must be one of the fakest people I have ever come across,
    and time and time again you prove that you are not grounded
    and live in some fantasy world
    wake the fuck up !! this is not some fucking movie !!

    you can do your best to try and hurt me with the things you say to others,
    knowing full well it will get back to me but you are scratching at the wrong door
    you miserable FUCK !!!
    you can do your best to turn people against me, and have them threaten me
    by telling them lies or half truths.
    you are a master manipulator and would serve your new lap dogs well
    by letting them know that I am the LAST mother fucker on this planet
    that they want to fuck with. and you KNOW it !!!

    you hide behind your past, but also use your past to your advantage to lure people in.
    I don’t know how you can live with yourself, or look in the mirror.
    when you do look into the mirror you see a victim.
    when I look at you I see someone who COULD be beautiful,
    but that ship has long set sail.
    I find your inner being twisted, grotesque, and SAD !!!

    you were supposed to be a friend, turns out you are just
    a fucking psycho.
    stay the FUCK away from me and everyone I know.
    I woke many times last night and thought of you and this. It didn't want to leave me.
    I know you needed to free yourself and you won't probably agree with me about trying to understand this person. You may feel, and rightfully so, they do not deserve the effort but it is for your own well being, your heart that understanding them will help. This is not for them, this is for you.
    Absolutely everyone disappoints. You, me, everyone. The person you paint is malicious, manipulative, and unstable which maybe you believe goes beyond understanding. We have no idea why this person behaves like this, the disappointments they have endured, the walls they have built to protect from hurting. Perhaps the mental instability that makes it impossible to cope and nurture relationships. Through understanding we learn about ourselves too and it is the quickest road to freedom.
    You know me Steve, I want happiness and peace for you. Thank you for your kind words yesterday, they mean so much to me.
  • the wolfthe wolf Posts: 7,027
    pandora wrote:
    I woke many times last night and thought of you and this. It didn't want to leave me.
    I know you needed to free yourself and you won't probably agree with me about trying to understand this person. You may feel, and rightfully so, they do not deserve the effort but it is for your own well being, your heart that understanding them will help. This is not for them, this is for you.
    Absolutely everyone disappoints. You, me, everyone. The person you paint is malicious, manipulative, and unstable which maybe you believe goes beyond understanding. We have no idea why this person behaves like this, the disappointments they have endured, the walls they have built to protect from hurting. Perhaps the mental instability that makes it impossible to cope and nurture relationships. Through understanding we learn about ourselves too and it is the quickest road to freedom.
    You know me Steve, I want happiness and peace for you. Thank you for your kind words yesterday, they mean so much to me.

    Pandi,

    I've tried to understand this person, and look past her near stalker like ways. I tried to be nice to her and help her out and be her friend. I guess being a friend was not enough. She got really weird and I just tried to put distance between us.
    On Friday I recieved a phone call from some guy saying "I had the ass beating of my life" coming to me.
    Whatever, I blew it off.
    Saturday I recieved another call from a different guy, a different number saying pretty much the same thing.
    I had a friend check out the numbers for me, and the calls are coming from pay phones. Still, I just took it for what it was. Until Saturday night I went out with a few friends to a bar, when I came out there was a note left on my car, saying " See we know where you hangout" and I started getting a bit angry.
    Sunday I went out with my Sister and her husband to a festival, when I got home there was another note on my front door warning me that I was going to get my ass kicked.
    Nothing happened on Monday, but yesterday at work, another guy called me WHILE I WAS WORKING, with more threats. I had some people check things out for me, and know with out a doubt that this girl that i tried to be a friend to is behind this,.. all because I was not intrested in her???? In the mean time I found out that this is not the first time she has done this to people.
    She crossed a line by having guys follow me around and leaving notes on my car, and actually go to my house to do the same thing. The phone calls at work did it. I'm done trying to understand this person. She is flat out crazy !! I'm not overstating that, or even trying to be funny. There is something wrong with her, and I'm not playing games anymore. I know for certain that she is behind it, and If I wanted to be a real dick, I would call the police. I'm giving her one last chance to back off. If she really wants to send these guys after me, I welcome it. Big mistake on their part.
    I'm done trying to be nice to this person.
    Peace, Love.

    "To question your government is not unpatriotic --
    to not question your government is unpatriotic."
    -- Sen. Chuck Hagel
  • mikalinamikalina Posts: 7,206
    This is just - HORRIBLE !!!!!!!!!!! sounds like "high school" stuff. What is it with people. She has a serious problem.

    I have no answers for you - :(
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  • pandorapandora Posts: 21,855
    the wolf wrote:
    pandora wrote:
    I woke many times last night and thought of you and this. It didn't want to leave me.
    I know you needed to free yourself and you won't probably agree with me about trying to understand this person. You may feel, and rightfully so, they do not deserve the effort but it is for your own well being, your heart that understanding them will help. This is not for them, this is for you.
    Absolutely everyone disappoints. You, me, everyone. The person you paint is malicious, manipulative, and unstable which maybe you believe goes beyond understanding. We have no idea why this person behaves like this, the disappointments they have endured, the walls they have built to protect from hurting. Perhaps the mental instability that makes it impossible to cope and nurture relationships. Through understanding we learn about ourselves too and it is the quickest road to freedom.
    You know me Steve, I want happiness and peace for you. Thank you for your kind words yesterday, they mean so much to me.

    Pandi,

    I've tried to understand this person, and look past her near stalker like ways. I tried to be nice to her and help her out and be her friend. I guess being a friend was not enough. She got really weird and I just tried to put distance between us.
    On Friday I recieved a phone call from some guy saying "I had the ass beating of my life" coming to me.
    Whatever, I blew it off.
    Saturday I recieved another call from a different guy, a different number saying pretty much the same thing.
    I had a friend check out the numbers for me, and the calls are coming from pay phones. Still, I just took it for what it was. Until Saturday night I went out with a few friends to a bar, when I came out there was a note left on my car, saying " See we know where you hangout" and I started getting a bit angry.
    Sunday I went out with my Sister and her husband to a festival, when I got home there was another note on my front door warning me that I was going to get my ass kicked.
    Nothing happened on Monday, but yesterday at work, another guy called me WHILE I WAS WORKING, with more threats. I had some people check things out for me, and know with out a doubt that this girl that i tried to be a friend to is behind this,.. all because I was not intrested in her???? In the mean time I found out that this is not the first time she has done this to people.
    She crossed a line by having guys follow me around and leaving notes on my car, and actually go to my house to do the same thing. The phone calls at work did it. I'm done trying to understand this person. She is flat out crazy !! I'm not overstating that, or even trying to be funny. There is something wrong with her, and I'm not playing games anymore. I know for certain that she is behind it, and If I wanted to be a real dick, I would call the police. I'm giving her one last chance to back off. If she really wants to send these guys after me, I welcome it. Big mistake on their part.
    I'm done trying to be nice to this person.
    Oh boy, I see this a very serious situation. If there is any chance you are in danger or that you will have to defend yourself please file the necessary complaint with the police. I wouldn't want you to get into any trouble and it may be your only recourse at this point. This young lady is scorned and as you said unstable and that is a dangerous combination. Confide in your closest relatives there too if you haven't. Thinking about you here and hoping this gets resolved without further incident now.
  • mysticweedmysticweed Posts: 3,710
    HOLY FUCKING HELL
    SONOFABITCH
    that said
    I will think good thoughts for you and wish you always
    peace and comfort
    fuck 'em if they can't take a joke

    "what a long, strange trip it's been"
  • whispering handswhispering hands Posts: 13,527
    wow I hope this gets resolved...It sounds like this person you're having trouble needs some medication..No one deserves to be harassed like that!
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