reap and sew

Ms. Wes C.addleMs. Wes C.addle Posts: 2,559
It's just hours before the morning light
I sit here, alone
numbness fills the air and consumes my body
I can see the shiny piece of metal
reflecting the pale moon
before that leaves me behind, too
I lick the tip
Taste the coolness on my tongue and lips
A tear trickles down my beaten cheek

I don't know what else to do
it seems like the last resort
Even if this lasts me but a few short days
that maybe all that I need
all that is left

The smell of blood makes my stomach turn
a few droplets spatter on the cement
I stop for a second
glance at the fading light
it seems to be staring back at me
laughing at my shaken eyes
more tears rolls

I regain focus
things will be different
they must be different
I take a breath
the strong scent of iron lingers in the air
I try to steady my hands
I drag the needle along my chest

I wet it
carefully straighten it and string it through
blood and memories chase eachother down the thread
until it is collected within the knot on the end
poke
pull
push
pull
again
again

Its mended now
How long it will hold
is uncertain
but it appears
that the once shattered heart
looks new again
waiting for someone else
to rip it apart
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Comments

  • CAVSTARR313CAVSTARR313 Posts: 8,756
    sits upright, puts his bangs behind his ears....... stares and wonders...
    None are more hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe that they are free.
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  • the wolfthe wolf Posts: 7,027
    this is good stuff jen.
    Peace, Love.


    "To question your government is not unpatriotic --
    to not question your government is unpatriotic."
    -- Sen. Chuck Hagel
  • Ms. Wes C.addleMs. Wes C.addle Posts: 2,559
    sits upright, puts his bangs behind his ears....... stares and wonders...
    Are you still wondering?
    And, you should stop staring........ it may turn into something furry, or a cottonball :lol:

    the wolf wrote:
    this is good stuff jen.
    Thank you. I try. Kinda.
  • mysticweedmysticweed Posts: 3,710
    Another good one, MWS
    another good one
    fuck 'em if they can't take a joke

    "what a long, strange trip it's been"
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