by the numbers
the wolf
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12 years lost
5 years removed from the day
“dear john” left on the table with the rings
even now can still feel the sting brought on by the end
4.5 years to heal with another
4.5 months alone since that cold January night
loved you then, do I still?
maybe so, it seems I can still feel that January chill
happy 4.5 month anniversary
with the love of your life
in 4.5 months you will be his wife
so glad you are taking it slooooooooooow
3 months away from just another day
will go this one alone on day 13,870 of my life
it was always more about the party you would throw
than it ever was about me
9 months since I watched
the best friend I’ve ever had take his last breath
not 1 second goes bye
that life without him is not a test
13 years and 7 months have I felt the love
of the one beside me now
“In The Princess” I trust
to get me through the next 60 seconds and then the next
2 parents rise
2 parents fall
too many drinks, too many drunks
but not enough to replace their love
too many numbers
too many names
too much loss
in this mindfucked game
too many dreams unrealized
too many nightmares come true
too much time has gone
to ever make things right by "you"
too many broken promises
too many tears have been cried
too much weight to carry
too many lonely nights
24 “dead soldiers”
288 liquid ounces
750/50,000 mg. will bring soft slumber
I’ll be sure to do this by the numbers
5 years removed from the day
“dear john” left on the table with the rings
even now can still feel the sting brought on by the end
4.5 years to heal with another
4.5 months alone since that cold January night
loved you then, do I still?
maybe so, it seems I can still feel that January chill
happy 4.5 month anniversary
with the love of your life
in 4.5 months you will be his wife
so glad you are taking it slooooooooooow
3 months away from just another day
will go this one alone on day 13,870 of my life
it was always more about the party you would throw
than it ever was about me
9 months since I watched
the best friend I’ve ever had take his last breath
not 1 second goes bye
that life without him is not a test
13 years and 7 months have I felt the love
of the one beside me now
“In The Princess” I trust
to get me through the next 60 seconds and then the next
2 parents rise
2 parents fall
too many drinks, too many drunks
but not enough to replace their love
too many numbers
too many names
too much loss
in this mindfucked game
too many dreams unrealized
too many nightmares come true
too much time has gone
to ever make things right by "you"
too many broken promises
too many tears have been cried
too much weight to carry
too many lonely nights
24 “dead soldiers”
288 liquid ounces
750/50,000 mg. will bring soft slumber
I’ll be sure to do this by the numbers
Peace, Love.
"To question your government is not unpatriotic --
to not question your government is unpatriotic."
-- Sen. Chuck Hagel
"To question your government is not unpatriotic --
to not question your government is unpatriotic."
-- Sen. Chuck Hagel
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I really love this let me count the ways
Life is a bitch- highs and lows. good and bad. But, its better to be fucking in it.
i'm not sure i know what you mean.
"To question your government is not unpatriotic --
to not question your government is unpatriotic."
-- Sen. Chuck Hagel
"what a long, strange trip it's been"
All we can do - is the best of whatever is given to us. Take care.
damn! the whole thing is really powerful. this last part sounds like suicide to me though and I am concerned. :( so I hope you don't do anything like that, wolf--no girl is worth that. no fucked up life is worth that either. stay strong.
I've seen firsthand how heartbreak can ruin someone for the rest of their life...my dad--been divorced for 20 years now and still living in depression with delusions of the past. he just somehow can't move on. but I'm not giving up on him--I believe in miracles.
i've so many coinsiding numbers & dates both good and bad in my life that it's unbelieveable
i hope that you're doing okay
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