crossroads


Third week back in work after 6 months sickleave, all going really well. Going to bed soon tho, up at 8.30am!

Cancel my subscription to the Ressurection
Send my credentials to the house of detention

Send my credentials to the house of detention

Post edited by Unknown User on
0
Comments
Best on the web - check them out
http://www.youtube.com/user/cantkeepmehere
<left><a href='http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4018/4676758738_20a07ec4f1_m.jpg/'><img src='http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4018/4676758738_20a07ec4f1_m.jpg' border='0' alt='Image Hosted by flickr.com'/></a><br/>
</left>
2008 Bonnaroo - 2009 Philly 2&3 - 2010 MSG 1&2
:thumbup:
Send my credentials to the house of detention
from dipping my toe in these waters again it is already clear to me that I won’t be able to keep up any regular reading or contribution to this board whilst still keeping my own head together. I find the internet has this way of diffracting your identity all over the shop, where the only way I could remain here is by saying not very much at all. That isn’t me I’m afraid. It’s a shame because as I glance all around me I catch glimpses of beautiful spirits all swimming similar waters, yet when I start to reach out my hand I can’t bear to break the ethereal cobwebs that make me shiver as I feel them separate me from that glow that draws me to you.
I have made one lifelong friend in Ballard from coming here (b), though I don’t believe she still comes to this board (impossible to tell for certain with all our masks). Also Laura you will always be a light to me, and a source of hope for many others out there I believe. I hope we will meet face to face again sometime.
To all the other friends and people I have met here over the years, we have been like ghost ships passing in the night, united around one love, one blood, one life. It’s going to be a long walk home and I will be beside you people every step of the way, in my own way. Maybe I’ll feel able to show my face occasionally. I know I could make it this time, but I sense there is a longer road to travel, and I need to sustain my energies. This is for life... Maybe I’ll be there, or here, or there to touch at the right time when someone needs me, as people have been for me.
Maybe the next show I get to I’ll squeeze in amongst you guys at the front. At least I could touch you for a change. I just walked home from my qigong class in the cool fresh night. The energy was strong, but I had words like these babbling around me, and thought I would come home and connect with these friends and say a kind of goodbye. Over the coming weeks I think I’m going to concentrate on the faces around me a bit more. Walking home I caught sight of my shadow, treading a much harder concrete in 95, and I realised If I lingered too long he would catch up with me once more. Maybe everything should be confronted again, but maybe some things are best left where they are; behind us.
Best wishes, and you know that as long as I have breath left in my body, I will be one of you.
Love
t
Send my credentials to the house of detention
2008: MSG I, MSG II, Newark(EV)
2009: Albany 1-2(EV), Philly 3
2010: Boston, MSG I
2013: Buffalo, Brooklyn II, Hartford
2016: MSG 1, MSG II, Fenway 1
Send my credentials to the house of detention
Send my credentials to the house of detention