missing

redmosquito10

and i miss the feel,
of the pen flowing across the paper
the seamless transition
of feeling to physicality,
hardly a thought spared,
nary a word labored over,
that surprise of finishing a piece, dimensions apart from my intended destination

but lately, thats been missing
cant say why,
cant say that its a symptom
of a lack of emotion,
or a preponderance of numbness
but as i sit to write,
for the first time ever,
i am glaringly conscious of the process

the wolf

this happens to me from time to time.

it sucks, I feel your pain,... I really do.

it will come back though.

redmosquito10

thanks, i think im feeling it coming back as we speak. writing this was kind of a first step after like a month or 2 of writing absolutely nothing at all. feels good to be back in the game