Not being able to express myself

musicismylife78

Relates to my other thread but one of my main and biggest fears in life is dying and not having had a chance to express myself, to manifest what I feel, what I believe, what I want, all my hopes, dreams and desires, not being able to put that into words/film or art.

I very much want to be a writer, filmmaker or musician its just I cant bring myself to do any of it. I have all these things I feel, and I want to be able to tell people about them, but its like I am stuck

marcos

Yeah sometimes I feel I have this creativity bug that I want to express and have done so with writing. Maybe you should just start by writing in a daily journal and see what happens from there. I usually need something to write about so I'm in search for topics. A creative writing course may help as I believe they may give you weekly topics or something. But I have suffered from writer's block for quite sometime or everything I write I throw away which is stupid. But maybe the internet may have a site somewhere to get creative writing topics or like I said a simple journal may get that fire started. I still treasure my black and white composition book that my 10th grade english teacher made us a write on a different topic once a week. I think I was only 15 or 16 but it was a very creative time as I was going through alot of shit and it was before ten was released which basically saved my sanity.