what's on your mind, right now?

CAVSTARR313

conman wrote:

Cavstarr313 wrote:

conman wrote:

i want all your tools too, i love tools

Hahaha sorry man.. Its a small fortune.. I gotta leave those with the family..

but you can have my volleyball and ninja motorcycle

hhmmmm.... A VGL ninja playing volleyball on a motorcycle?? i can live with that :P

That sounds awesome!! We both need to perfect this for PJ30.. a force to be reckoned with!!!!

81

will trade auto knowledge for pot

CAVSTARR313

81 wrote:

will trade auto knowledge for pot

you can have both.. 2nd drawer down.. left side of my box.. there is pot in there.. and maybe some life skills..

GivenToLukinKP

I've got this amazing feeling of freedom this week...forgiveness for myself and my stupid mistakes...forgiveness to my best friend who after a year of not talking to me showed up at my house last weekend unannounced ro work out the things that caused us to separate....
Its an amazing feeling finding faith in humanity and the future again. I didn't realize until this week just how much I've grown this year; how much I've learned about myself. I have faults and that's ok to admit now. I spent so much time feeling anger over losing my friend that I didn't realize the good that's come of this miserable year of feeling I couldn't trust anyone anymore. It's a fucking weird realization that this year apart from my friend did a lot of damn good for us both. I wasn't as mad as I thought I was. I was bruised and disappointed and afraid. No more of that.

I just needed to say it out loud. Everything's gonna be okay

Today I'm grateful, truly.

81

Cavstarr313 wrote:

81 wrote:

will trade auto knowledge for pot

you can have both.. 2nd drawer down.. left side of my box.. there is pot in there.. and maybe some life skills..

i think that hurt..

81

Cavstarr313 wrote:

they had a 3.9 today.. my flight leaves tomorrow.. I am freaking the fuck out!!!

i feel jipped....they didn't have any while i was out there.

CAVSTARR313

81 wrote:

Cavstarr313 wrote:

81 wrote:

will trade auto knowledge for pot

you can have both.. 2nd drawer down.. left side of my box.. there is pot in there.. and maybe some life skills..

i think that hurt..

I love you man, and I hope you know it!! 26 hours to the flight..wish me luck!!

81

Cavstarr313 wrote:

26 hours to the flight..wish me luck!!

2am flights....uhg....

san fran is fun....just wish i would have planned my trip for the this weekend. :x

CAVSTARR313

GivenToLukinKP wrote:

I've got this amazing feeling of freedom this week...forgiveness for myself and my stupid mistakes...forgiveness to my best friend who after a year of not talking to me showed up at my house last weekend unannounced ro work out the things that caused us to separate....
Its an amazing feeling finding faith in humanity and the future again. I didn't realize until this week just how much I've grown this year; how much I've learned about myself. I have faults and that's ok to admit now. I spent so much time feeling anger over losing my friend that I didn't realize the good that's come of this miserable year of feeling I couldn't trust anyone anymore. It's a fucking weird realization that this year apart from my friend did a lot of damn good for us both. I wasn't as mad as I thought I was. I was bruised and disappointed and afraid. No more of that.

I just needed to say it out loud. Everything's gonna be okay

Today I'm grateful, truly.

perspective is grand.....

to giventolukin I give perspective...

good shit, I loved reading that...

conman

GivenToLukinKP wrote:

I've got this amazing feeling of freedom this week...forgiveness for myself and my stupid mistakes...forgiveness to my best friend who after a year of not talking to me showed up at my house last weekend unannounced ro work out the things that caused us to separate....
Its an amazing feeling finding faith in humanity and the future again. I didn't realize until this week just how much I've grown this year; how much I've learned about myself. I have faults and that's ok to admit now. I spent so much time feeling anger over losing my friend that I didn't realize the good that's come of this miserable year of feeling I couldn't trust anyone anymore. It's a fucking weird realization that this year apart from my friend did a lot of damn good for us both. I wasn't as mad as I thought I was. I was bruised and disappointed and afraid. No more of that.

I just needed to say it out loud. Everything's gonna be okay

Today I'm grateful, truly.

i know that exact feeling, glad you're able to feel it too

GivenToLukinKP

Cavstarr313 wrote:

GivenToLukinKP wrote:

I've got this amazing feeling of freedom this week...forgiveness for myself and my stupid mistakes...forgiveness to my best friend who after a year of not talking to me showed up at my house last weekend unannounced ro work out the things that caused us to separate....
Its an amazing feeling finding faith in humanity and the future again. I didn't realize until this week just how much I've grown this year; how much I've learned about myself. I have faults and that's ok to admit now. I spent so much time feeling anger over losing my friend that I didn't realize the good that's come of this miserable year of feeling I couldn't trust anyone anymore. It's a fucking weird realization that this year apart from my friend did a lot of damn good for us both. I wasn't as mad as I thought I was. I was bruised and disappointed and afraid. No more of that.

I just needed to say it out loud. Everything's gonna be okay

Today I'm grateful, truly.

perspective is grand.....


to giventolukin I give perspective...

good shit, I loved reading that...

Super good shit!
Thanks Cav, i'll take the perspective and share my abundance should the time come

GivenToLukinKP

conman wrote:

GivenToLukinKP wrote:

I've got this amazing feeling of freedom this week...forgiveness for myself and my stupid mistakes...forgiveness to my best friend who after a year of not talking to me showed up at my house last weekend unannounced ro work out the things that caused us to separate....
Its an amazing feeling finding faith in humanity and the future again. I didn't realize until this week just how much I've grown this year; how much I've learned about myself. I have faults and that's ok to admit now. I spent so much time feeling anger over losing my friend that I didn't realize the good that's come of this miserable year of feeling I couldn't trust anyone anymore. It's a fucking weird realization that this year apart from my friend did a lot of damn good for us both. I wasn't as mad as I thought I was. I was bruised and disappointed and afraid. No more of that.

I just needed to say it out loud. Everything's gonna be okay

Today I'm grateful, truly.

i know that exact feeling, glad you're able to feel it too

Thanks buddy!
Me too very grateful.

conman

i just realized this is the 5th year that i won't be with family for thanksgiving :(



but i'll finally be home for christmas

Leezestarr313

Cavstarr313 wrote:

I am not afraid to fly, but I would prefer not to..

a friend says:

"But dude, its bridge school.. You are gonna get to see Eddie again!! Plus, your super cool friend Sara is gonna take you all around and you are gonna get to see the the sights!! California man!! San Francisco!! you gotta do it!!
JUST AS LONG AS THERE ARE NO EARTHQUAKES, YOU WILL BE FINE.."

they had a 3.9 today.. my flight leaves tomorrow.. I am freaking the fuck out!!!

Your friend is right! California man!! San Francisco!! Bridge School!! With Sara!! Try to relax - it's going to be a great weekend!

(I would take good care of your lake rocks, but there will be no need for that testament!)

Safe travels, cav :wave: And don't get too drunk on the flight - the other passengers might not approve of your vgl-edness in booty shorts and cape

CAVSTARR313

Leeze wrote:

Cavstarr313 wrote:

I am not afraid to fly, but I would prefer not to..

a friend says:

"But dude, its bridge school.. You are gonna get to see Eddie again!! Plus, your super cool friend Sara is gonna take you all around and you are gonna get to see the the sights!! California man!! San Francisco!! you gotta do it!!
JUST AS LONG AS THERE ARE NO EARTHQUAKES, YOU WILL BE FINE.."

they had a 3.9 today.. my flight leaves tomorrow.. I am freaking the fuck out!!!

Your friend is right! California man!! San Francisco!! Bridge School!! With Sara!! Try to relax - it's going to be a great weekend!

(I would take good care of your lake rocks, but there will be no need for that testament!)

Safe travels, cav :wave: And don't get too drunk on the flight - the other passengers might not approve of your vgl-edness in booty shorts and cape

and that is why I love you!!!

I am trying to relax.... I am focusing on breathing...

oh sweet breathe..... I NEED DRUGS!!!!

mfc2006

can't sleep....way too much on my mind....so here i am. :geek:

dimitrispearljam

Small towns..

Leezestarr313

Cavstarr313 wrote:

Leeze wrote:

Cavstarr313 wrote:

I am not afraid to fly, but I would prefer not to..

a friend says:

"But dude, its bridge school.. You are gonna get to see Eddie again!! Plus, your super cool friend Sara is gonna take you all around and you are gonna get to see the the sights!! California man!! San Francisco!! you gotta do it!!
JUST AS LONG AS THERE ARE NO EARTHQUAKES, YOU WILL BE FINE.."

they had a 3.9 today.. my flight leaves tomorrow.. I am freaking the fuck out!!!

Your friend is right! California man!! San Francisco!! Bridge School!! With Sara!! Try to relax - it's going to be a great weekend!

(I would take good care of your lake rocks, but there will be no need for that testament!)

Safe travels, cav :wave: And don't get too drunk on the flight - the other passengers might not approve of your vgl-edness in booty shorts and cape

and that is why I love you!!!

I am trying to relax.... I am focusing on breathing...

oh sweet breathe..... I NEED DRUGS!!!!

Ooooooh I'm having visions of your arrival http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uOmtVFQ3WF8

No worries, all will be good

mfc2006

so many changes coming up for us....
i'm excited, nervous & a little bit scared....
but i take comfort in knowing that it will all work out...

the move(s), our family, our jobs, our lives....
wow. i am truly a lucky man.

CAVSTARR313

WE NEED GOLF SHOES'!!! this is bat country....