what's on your mind, right now?

justam · December 2009

I love having a lot of open days to do whatever I want like this! 8-)

chiquimonkey · December 2009

having 2 more days of work and then time off, and impending celebrations for the holidays, and just spare time in general!

pjtradeking · December 2009

What is it going to be like spending my first christmas completely alone in 40 years???

decides2dream · December 2009

pjtradeking wrote:

What is it going to be like spending my first christmas completely alone in 40 years???

ouch!

*hugs*

still on my mind...

decides2dream wrote:

2 more days...
2 more days...
then yay.......13 days vacation!
8-)

Claireack · December 2009

pjtradeking wrote:

What is it going to be like spending my first christmas completely alone in 40 years???

Big hug from me too.

Claireack · December 2009

Feeling strangely sad

Just sat and ate lots of chocolate and had a bit of a weep. Feeling really funny about my son turning 13 on the 25th. It doesn't seem 5 minutes since he was born. The days are long gone when he used to sit on my knee for a cuddle, he doesn't need a story at bedtime anymore, he doesn't need me to kiss it better when it hurts. I still want to pretend Father Christmas has been and make flour footprints on the carpet, take a bite out of Rudolfs carrot and eat a bit of the mince pie left for Santa. I know he's got to grow up and that he can't stay little for ever, and I do want him to be a big independant teenager, I'm just finding it a little hard right now.

How the hell am I going to cope when he leaves home?

decides2dream · December 2009

is it 5:45 yet?!
:?

awwwww...clairack...*hugs* to you too!
and hey, no worries. turning 13? he's got 5 more years to piss the shit outta you and you'll be counting the days until he leaves for uni!

cheer up! eat more chocolate!

Claireack · December 2009

decides2dream wrote:

no worries. turning 13? he's got 5 more years to piss the shit outta you and you'll be counting the days until he leaves for uni! cheer up! eat more chocolate!

Will definately be eating more chocolate - it's christmas!!!

decides2dream · December 2009

Claireack wrote:

decides2dream wrote:

no worries. turning 13? he's got 5 more years to piss the shit outta you and you'll be counting the days until he leaves for uni! cheer up! eat more chocolate!

Will definately be eating more chocolate - it's christmas!!!

me too, me too!
i don't give fuck-all at the moment.....eating what i want, drinking what i want...in whatever quantities i feel like :? .....deal with the consequences later. i like it. procrastination is my religion. 8-)

Claireack · December 2009

decides2dream wrote:

deal with the consequences later

Think Black Diamond is going to start a love weight thread for the New Year, so I'm not going to worry about it 'til then

Claireack · December 2009

Whoops put love weight, instead of loose weight

decides2dream · December 2009

Claireack wrote:

decides2dream wrote:

deal with the consequences later

Think Black Diamond is going to start a love weight thread for the New Year, so I'm not going to worry about it 'til then

well i don't do well with those things, and i've actually read that if you talk about it too much, you don't work at it as hard or some such BS.....so yea, i'll go about my business, quietly. i'll just bore you all with my usual nothing posts.

another 75 minutes........and then, french onion soup and a bacon cheeseburger and wine!
yea, i toldya i don't care!

and loose weight...or lose weight?
and i think you were right the first time, it is love weight!

theserialthrilla · December 2009

why do you lovely ladies worry about chocolate and weight all the time...shit i hate skinny women..well ok dont hate but gimmie the choice i sooner have something to hold..go get the fruit and nut out

decides2dream · December 2009

theserialthrilla wrote:

why do you lovely ladies worry about chocolate and weight all the time...shit i hate skinny women..well ok dont hate but gimmie the choice i sooner have something to hold..go get the fruit and nut out

honestly, i don't.
that's the problem.

just many things change with age, and not all for the better.
my days of being a stick figure are gone....but there's no need to turn into a weeble either. a happy medium will suffice i think.

besides, it's just about feeling healthy, and sure, fitting in that fave pair of sexy-ass jeans... 8-)

one more hour and then...

2 more days!
2 more days!
christmas!
13 days vacation!

Claireack · December 2009

theserialthrilla wrote:

why do you lovely ladies worry about chocolate and weight all the time...shit i hate skinny women..well ok dont hate but gimmie the choice i sooner have something to hold..go get the fruit and nut out

Don't worry about it all the time, usually only after I've pigged out or put something on that until recently fit :oops:

Don't find skinny men that hot either, a boney hug has got nothing on a hug with a bit of padding!!