I can't figure out how to get my slide show to do what I want it do and I have too much other stuff to worry about other than this stupid group project where my GROUP sucks. :evil:
I hated group work at university, specially with the age difference and the different motivation levels, so frustrating
chilling is on my mind
1998 ~ Barrie
2003 ~ Toronto
2005 ~ London, Toronto
2006 ~ Toronto
2008 ~ Hartford, Mansfied I,
2009 ~ Toronto, Chicago I, Chicago II
2010 ~ Cleveland, Buffalo
2011 ~ Toronto I, Toronto II, Ottawa, Hamilton
2013 - London, Pittsburgh, Buffalo
I can't figure out how to get my slide show to do what I want it do and I have too much other stuff to worry about other than this stupid group project where my GROUP sucks. :evil:
I hated group work at university, specially with the age difference and the different motivation levels, so frustrating
chilling is on my mind
Yeah I lucked out, one of the girls in my group could be from Jersey Shore and she once asked "what is alumni?" :roll: She puts her make-up on in class...it is embarrassing really.
I can't figure out how to get my slide show to do what I want it do and I have too much other stuff to worry about other than this stupid group project where my GROUP sucks. :evil:
I hated group work at university, specially with the age difference and the different motivation levels, so frustrating
chilling is on my mind
Yeah I lucked out, one of the girls in my group could be from Jersey Shore and she once asked "what is alumni?" :roll: She puts her make-up on in class...it is embarrassing really.
exactly, cause I don't want to interact with someone who could be from Jersey Shore and puts her make-up on in class, especially when they're 10 years younger, and I am stressed because the project means something, at least with work, people are mostly, more mature
ugh
1998 ~ Barrie
2003 ~ Toronto
2005 ~ London, Toronto
2006 ~ Toronto
2008 ~ Hartford, Mansfied I,
2009 ~ Toronto, Chicago I, Chicago II
2010 ~ Cleveland, Buffalo
2011 ~ Toronto I, Toronto II, Ottawa, Hamilton
2013 - London, Pittsburgh, Buffalo
1998 ~ Barrie
2003 ~ Toronto
2005 ~ London, Toronto
2006 ~ Toronto
2008 ~ Hartford, Mansfied I,
2009 ~ Toronto, Chicago I, Chicago II
2010 ~ Cleveland, Buffalo
2011 ~ Toronto I, Toronto II, Ottawa, Hamilton
2013 - London, Pittsburgh, Buffalo
trying to will one of my blood tests results that was way off to go back down to normal when i have it rechecked tomorrow....it's never been off by this much before
and trying to convice myself my other symptoms don't mean anything
How drinking beer ended up being more fun than doing my assignments. :?
Isn't it always?
On my mind: BinauralJam's birthday surprise :shock: :?
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
tired of life and all of the bullshit associated with it....nothing ever works out...
this ^^^
and you know what? they tell you itll get better and theyre right... unfortunately it only gets better long enough for it to get fucked up again. and ive had enough. i dont want to do it anymore.
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
tired of life and all of the bullshit associated with it....nothing ever works out...
this ^^^
and you know what? they tell you itll get better and theyre right... unfortunately it only gets better long enough for it to get fucked up again. and ive had enough. i dont want to do it anymore.
Me too. I'm tired. Mentally, physically and in every way. It's a vicious cycle that doesn't want to break. Sigh..
I wish I was an alien at home behind the sun..... I wanna race..with the sundown..I want a last breath..I don't let out...
"Makes much more sense to live in the present tense"
Mansfield 08 1
Boston 2010
Montreal 2011
EV Prov 11
Worcester 1 13
Worcester 2 13
Hartford 13 Boston 16 - 1 Boston 16 - 2 Boston 18 - 1 Boston 18 -2 MSG 24 - 1 Boston 24 -1 Boston 24 -2
tired of life and all of the bullshit associated with it....nothing ever works out...
this ^^^
and you know what? they tell you itll get better and theyre right... unfortunately it only gets better long enough for it to get fucked up again. and ive had enough. i dont want to do it anymore.
Me too. I'm tired. Mentally, physically and in every way. It's a vicious cycle that doesn't want to break. Sigh..
me too, mentally, physically, emotionally exhausted, i am spent. things just suck right now. there are some things that i can just not get past...it seems that the harder i fight to try to get things normal again it just fucks them up even worse...the more i want something or the more i want things to work out with someone it just makes it that much more elusive. i just feel like there is no point in trying anymore. i just feel like i am done...
and CF, yes they tell me that, but none of them have walked in my shoes and none of them know the extent of what has happened to me or just how shattered i am...and if i told them they would never believe me...and nodoby can tell me when things will get better. some days i am great, and then right after that there is a string of 4 or 5 days in a row when things are shitty again. i think i have finally hit bottom, so i thought things are supposed to be easier after that??
"You can tell the greatness of a man by what makes him angry." - Lincoln
me too, mentally, physically, emotionally exhausted, i am spent. things just suck right now. there are some things that i can just not get past...it seems that the harder i fight to try to get things normal again it just fucks them up even worse...the more i want something or the more i want things to work out with someone it just makes it that much more elusive. i just feel like there is no point in trying anymore. i just feel like i am done...
and CF, yes they tell me that, but none of them have walked in my shoes and none of them know the extent of what has happened to me or just how shattered i am...and if i told them they would never believe me...and nodoby can tell me when things will get better. some days i am great, and then right after that there is a string of 4 or 5 days in a row when things are shitty again. i think i have finally hit bottom, so i thought things are supposed to be easier after that??[/quote]
Halloween costume.
Gotta go out in public this weekend for our town parade. First time as my kids are finally old enough.
Ugh-love seeing my kids happy, but ugh!
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I hated group work at university, specially with the age difference and the different motivation levels, so frustrating
chilling is on my mind
2003 ~ Toronto
2005 ~ London, Toronto
2006 ~ Toronto
2008 ~ Hartford, Mansfied I,
2009 ~ Toronto, Chicago I, Chicago II
2010 ~ Cleveland, Buffalo
2011 ~ Toronto I, Toronto II, Ottawa, Hamilton
2013 - London, Pittsburgh, Buffalo
Yeah I lucked out, one of the girls in my group could be from Jersey Shore and she once asked "what is alumni?" :roll: She puts her make-up on in class...it is embarrassing really.
exactly, cause I don't want to interact with someone who could be from Jersey Shore and puts her make-up on in class, especially when they're 10 years younger, and I am stressed because the project means something, at least with work, people are mostly, more mature
ugh
2003 ~ Toronto
2005 ~ London, Toronto
2006 ~ Toronto
2008 ~ Hartford, Mansfied I,
2009 ~ Toronto, Chicago I, Chicago II
2010 ~ Cleveland, Buffalo
2011 ~ Toronto I, Toronto II, Ottawa, Hamilton
2013 - London, Pittsburgh, Buffalo
2003 ~ Toronto
2005 ~ London, Toronto
2006 ~ Toronto
2008 ~ Hartford, Mansfied I,
2009 ~ Toronto, Chicago I, Chicago II
2010 ~ Cleveland, Buffalo
2011 ~ Toronto I, Toronto II, Ottawa, Hamilton
2013 - London, Pittsburgh, Buffalo
and trying to convice myself my other symptoms don't mean anything
:(
angels share laughter
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
and
NYC.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
On my mind: BinauralJam's birthday surprise :shock: :?
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
What hell this is shaping up to be. :?
Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
but having to pretend everything's alright so i don't freak out my family until i find out for sure
angels share laughter
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
"Well, you tell him that I don't talk to suckas."
this ^^^
and you know what? they tell you itll get better and theyre right... unfortunately it only gets better long enough for it to get fucked up again. and ive had enough. i dont want to do it anymore.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
Me too. I'm tired. Mentally, physically and in every way. It's a vicious cycle that doesn't want to break. Sigh..
I wanna race..with the sundown..I want a last breath..I don't let out...
Mansfield 08 1
Boston 2010
Montreal 2011
EV Prov 11
Worcester 1 13
Worcester 2 13
Hartford 13
Boston 16 - 1
Boston 16 - 2
Boston 18 - 1
Boston 18 -2
MSG 24 - 1
Boston 24 -1
Boston 24 -2
and CF, yes they tell me that, but none of them have walked in my shoes and none of them know the extent of what has happened to me or just how shattered i am...and if i told them they would never believe me...and nodoby can tell me when things will get better. some days i am great, and then right after that there is a string of 4 or 5 days in a row when things are shitty again. i think i have finally hit bottom, so i thought things are supposed to be easier after that??
"Well, you tell him that I don't talk to suckas."
and CF, yes they tell me that, but none of them have walked in my shoes and none of them know the extent of what has happened to me or just how shattered i am...and if i told them they would never believe me...and nodoby can tell me when things will get better. some days i am great, and then right after that there is a string of 4 or 5 days in a row when things are shitty again. i think i have finally hit bottom, so i thought things are supposed to be easier after that??[/quote]
Me too... I just NEED to hope for sth.
playoff baseball
football
chili and wine
Or you can come to terms and realize
You're the only one who can't forgive yourself
I got memories. I got shit so much it don't show."
Gotta go out in public this weekend for our town parade. First time as my kids are finally old enough.
Ugh-love seeing my kids happy, but ugh!
Any ideas besides pirate or a super hero?
just think of firefighters playing soccer