Granted, it's been over 25 years since I moved and it can be a very stressful experience depending on circumstances, but it can also be freeing and nostalgic...going through your stuff, the memories, clearing out the waste, etc. Starting anew.
My mind has been a bit too full lately. I'd rather that than it be empty, but jeesh.
Granted, it's been over 25 years since I moved and it can be a very stressful experience depending on circumstances, but it can also be freeing and nostalgic...going through your stuff, the memories, clearing out the waste, etc. Starting anew.
My mind has been a bit too full lately. I'd rather that than it be empty, but jeesh.
True. I got a lot done today. It feels great to downsize and get rid of a bunch of stuff that you don't need anymore. It's always fun looking at old photo albums and finding things you forgot you had. I've felt like a 90 year old grandmother trying to give all her stuff away lately lol.
Worcester1 13, Worcester2 13, Hartford 13, San Diego 13, Los Angeles1 13, Los Angeles2 13 Trieste 14, Vienna 14, Gdynia 14, Leeds 14, Milton Keynes 14, Denver 14 Central Park 15 Fort Lauderdale 16, Miami 16, Tampa 16, Jacksonville 16, Greenville 16, Hampton 16, Columbia 16, Lexington 16, Philly1 16, Philly2 16, NYC1 16, NYC2 16, Quebec City 16, Ottawa 16, Toronto1 16, Toronto2 16, Fenway1 16, Fenway2 16, Wrigley1 16, Wrigley2 16
Granted, it's been over 25 years since I moved and it can be a very stressful experience depending on circumstances, but it can also be freeing and nostalgic...going through your stuff, the memories, clearing out the waste, etc. Starting anew.
My mind has been a bit too full lately. I'd rather that than it be empty, but jeesh.
True. I got a lot done today. It feels great to downsize and get rid of a bunch of stuff that you don't need anymore. It's always fun looking at old photo albums and finding things you forgot you had. I've felt like a 90 year old grandmother trying to give all her stuff away lately lol.
Most things about moving sucks, but I agree with Hedo - it can be freeing.
And the last time I moved I rediscovered a lot of wonderful books as I unpacked them and put them on the new shelves, so there's that.
my small self... like a book amongst the many on a shelf
For my babe - I don't want no other babe but you (refuse to call him "baby"- but holy hell this is beyond gorgeous and filling tonight) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wsb_ycpikp0
I just read something that brought on a flood of memory that hit me like I got in the way of an NFL linebacker. Me chest feels like it's being crushed...
Hope you're okay (((hugs)))
Thanks! Doing much better tonight.
"Pretty cookies, heart squares all around, yeah!" -Eddie Vedder, "Smile"
"Try to not spook the horse."
-Neil Young
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For my babe - I don't want no other babe but you (refuse to call him "baby"- but holy hell this is beyond gorgeous and filling tonight) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wsb_ycpikp0
IT has been Rocked Hedo!! ^Cool song! And yeah...it's ok to let "baby" slip every once in a while..
Being in nature this week grounded and put me in such a phenomenal mindspace. Really hoping to continue this feeling when the bottom of reality drops out Monday morning.
I'm travelling to Glasgow for a bit of a Pearl Jam meet up on Saturday and I'm very nervous about it. There are a couple of people I'm looking forward to meeting but more that I'm desperate to avoid! Kind of regretting deciding to go but having booked and paid for it all I'm not going to back out now
So loving on Triumph, Senor Insult Comic Dog, right now. Like laughing as I would at Carlin or any of his ilk.
A brilliant and Rickles-like little fucker.
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I'm floating 10 feet off the ground. After three years of hard work, seven revisions and a detailed final edit, my music memoir is ready to sent to the printer! Whoo hoo!
"Pretty cookies, heart squares all around, yeah!" -Eddie Vedder, "Smile"
I'm travelling to Glasgow for a bit of a Pearl Jam meet up on Saturday and I'm very nervous about it. There are a couple of people I'm looking forward to meeting but more that I'm desperate to avoid! Kind of regretting deciding to go but having booked and paid for it all I'm not going to back out now
Relax and have a good time, to be honest I would be a little nervous as well it's nothing wrong with that. You will probably meet a bunch of cool and great people, have fun!
I'm travelling to Glasgow for a bit of a Pearl Jam meet up on Saturday and I'm very nervous about it. There are a couple of people I'm looking forward to meeting but more that I'm desperate to avoid! Kind of regretting deciding to go but having booked and paid for it all I'm not going to back out now
Relax and have a good time, to be honest I would be a little nervous as well it's nothing wrong with that. You will probably meet a bunch of cool and great people, have fun!
Thank you, I suppose if worse comes to worst I can always leave!
I'm floating 10 feet off the ground. After three years of hard work, seven revisions and a detailed final edit, my music memoir is ready to sent to the printer! Whoo hoo!
Excellent, Brian!
Knowing when a piece is done can be the toughest part of the writing process.
I have nothing on my mind by choice (it's all pushed behind the gate that lets me be). That should hold for a bit.
So happy I came into this thread. In just the two pages I read I have seen names i have known since i joined 4 1/2 years ago. I haven't been on much, but that is true of all sites and places since my diagnosis. When I do come here, it's so nice to see how people are - or just to see a known avatar of a person I have cyber affection for.
So happy for you brianlux - that must be such an accomplished feeling!!
Congratulations northerndragon - being an Aunt is a wonderful thing.
jnimhaoileion - I would be in a panic in the same situation. Sounds like a great idea, then when the time comes to do so you think 'what the hell?'. I admire you for stepping out of your comfort zone to meet people that you know only through this type of communication. In other places of the internet I have made some life long friends. I also have met people that I realized that I was just not clicking with. You can always meet them and if it feels weird - go your own way. Good luck!!!!
I see you hedonist and PJ_Soul and Pap (one of my first 'friends' in the rate the song thread!!! Hope you are well!) and Annafalk and smallest ocean and cuddly Hobbes. You all put a smile on my face. Especially the names i forgot to include.
I have nothing on my mind by choice (it's all pushed behind the gate that lets me be). That should hold for a bit.
So happy I came into this thread. In just the two pages I read I have seen names i have known since i joined 4 1/2 years ago. I haven't been on much, but that is true of all sites and places since my diagnosis. When I do come here, it's so nice to see how people are - or just to see a known avatar of a person I have cyber affection for.
So happy for you brianlux - that must be such an accomplished feeling!!
Congratulations northerndragon - being an Aunt is a wonderful thing.
jnimhaoileion - I would be in a panic in the same situation. Sounds like a great idea, then when the time comes to do so you think 'what the hell?'. I admire you for stepping out of your comfort zone to meet people that you know only through this type of communication. In other places of the internet I have made some life long friends. I also have met people that I realized that I was just not clicking with. You can always meet them and if it feels weird - go your own way. Good luck!!!!
I see you hedonist and PJ_Soul and Pap (one of my first 'friends' in the rate the song thread!!! Hope you are well!) and Annafalk and smallest ocean and cuddly Hobbes. You all put a smile on my face. Especially the names i forgot to include.
2000- Atlanta, GA: New Orleans, LA: Memphis, TN: Nashville, TN
2003- Raleigh, NC: Charlotte, NC: Atlanta, GA
2004- Asheville, NC (hometown show)
2006- Cincinnati, OH
2008- Columbia, SC
2009- Chicago, IL x 2 / Ed Vedder- Atlanta, GA x 2
2010- Bristow, VA
2011- Alpine Valley, WI (PJ20) x 2 / Ed Vedder- Chicago, IL
2012- Atlanta, GA
2013- Charlotte, NC
2014- Cincinnati, OH
2015- New York, NY
2016- Greenville, SC: Hampton, VA:: Columbia, SC: Raleigh, NC : Lexington, KY: Philly, PA 2: (Wrigley) Chicago, IL x 2 (holy shit): Temple of the Dog- Philly, PA
'and though i may disappear from out of view, I will never say good bye' . I know that it's wrong but that's how I sing it when I don't have throw your arms around me playing. And it pops into my mind about my social media and personal connections. I just can't get on sometimes, but the days that I do it makes me feel good.
I struggle with my situation and illness but I am a survivor and if not for the fear that I may never really have a relationship with my son again, I could pull out of this easier. I'm doing alright though. I'm alive, I'm communicating today, I'm taking care of mom and I may leave the house today. So I can't complain. I hope you are doing okay.
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Trieste 14, Vienna 14, Gdynia 14, Leeds 14, Milton Keynes 14, Denver 14
Central Park 15
Fort Lauderdale 16, Miami 16, Tampa 16, Jacksonville 16, Greenville 16, Hampton 16, Columbia 16, Lexington 16, Philly1 16, Philly2 16, NYC1 16, NYC2 16, Quebec City 16, Ottawa 16, Toronto1 16, Toronto2 16, Fenway1 16, Fenway2 16, Wrigley1 16, Wrigley2 16
My mind has been a bit too full lately. I'd rather that than it be empty, but jeesh.
Trieste 14, Vienna 14, Gdynia 14, Leeds 14, Milton Keynes 14, Denver 14
Central Park 15
Fort Lauderdale 16, Miami 16, Tampa 16, Jacksonville 16, Greenville 16, Hampton 16, Columbia 16, Lexington 16, Philly1 16, Philly2 16, NYC1 16, NYC2 16, Quebec City 16, Ottawa 16, Toronto1 16, Toronto2 16, Fenway1 16, Fenway2 16, Wrigley1 16, Wrigley2 16
And the last time I moved I rediscovered a lot of wonderful books as I unpacked them and put them on the new shelves, so there's that.
I let life take me where it wanted to go this week and ended up exactly where I needed to be.
For my babe - I don't want no other babe but you (refuse to call him "baby"- but holy hell this is beyond gorgeous and filling tonight)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wsb_ycpikp0
"We don't take a trip. A trip takes us."
Trieste 14, Vienna 14, Gdynia 14, Leeds 14, Milton Keynes 14, Denver 14
Central Park 15
Fort Lauderdale 16, Miami 16, Tampa 16, Jacksonville 16, Greenville 16, Hampton 16, Columbia 16, Lexington 16, Philly1 16, Philly2 16, NYC1 16, NYC2 16, Quebec City 16, Ottawa 16, Toronto1 16, Toronto2 16, Fenway1 16, Fenway2 16, Wrigley1 16, Wrigley2 16
-Eddie Vedder, "Smile"
-Eddie Vedder, "Smile"
Trieste 14, Vienna 14, Gdynia 14, Leeds 14, Milton Keynes 14, Denver 14
Central Park 15
Fort Lauderdale 16, Miami 16, Tampa 16, Jacksonville 16, Greenville 16, Hampton 16, Columbia 16, Lexington 16, Philly1 16, Philly2 16, NYC1 16, NYC2 16, Quebec City 16, Ottawa 16, Toronto1 16, Toronto2 16, Fenway1 16, Fenway2 16, Wrigley1 16, Wrigley2 16
Being in nature this week grounded and put me in such a phenomenal mindspace. Really hoping to continue this feeling when the bottom of reality drops out Monday morning.
Trieste 14, Vienna 14, Gdynia 14, Leeds 14, Milton Keynes 14, Denver 14
Central Park 15
Fort Lauderdale 16, Miami 16, Tampa 16, Jacksonville 16, Greenville 16, Hampton 16, Columbia 16, Lexington 16, Philly1 16, Philly2 16, NYC1 16, NYC2 16, Quebec City 16, Ottawa 16, Toronto1 16, Toronto2 16, Fenway1 16, Fenway2 16, Wrigley1 16, Wrigley2 16
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B85SIjDZ_Jw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=edZVme0pUzg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w-kiSGgfRhY
You never really had to begin with.
Sometimes it's not the song that makes you emotional it's the people and things that come to your mind when you hear it.
A brilliant and Rickles-like little fucker.
-Eddie Vedder, "Smile"
Knowing when a piece is done can be the toughest part of the writing process.
So happy I came into this thread. In just the two pages I read I have seen names i have known since i joined 4 1/2 years ago. I haven't been on much, but that is true of all sites and places since my diagnosis. When I do come here, it's so nice to see how people are - or just to see a known avatar of a person I have cyber affection for.
So happy for you brianlux - that must be such an accomplished feeling!!
Congratulations northerndragon - being an Aunt is a wonderful thing.
jnimhaoileion - I would be in a panic in the same situation. Sounds like a great idea, then when the time comes to do so you think 'what the hell?'. I admire you for stepping out of your comfort zone to meet people that you know only through this type of communication. In other places of the internet I have made some life long friends. I also have met people that I realized that I was just not clicking with. You can always meet them and if it feels weird - go your own way. Good luck!!!!
I see you hedonist and PJ_Soul and Pap (one of my first 'friends' in the rate the song thread!!! Hope you are well!) and Annafalk and smallest ocean and cuddly Hobbes. You all put a smile on my face. Especially the names i forgot to include.
glad to see you back on here.
hope everything is well.
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1995- New Orleans, LA : New Orleans, LA
1996- Charleston, SC
1998- Atlanta, GA: Birmingham, AL: Greenville, SC: Knoxville, TN
2000- Atlanta, GA: New Orleans, LA: Memphis, TN: Nashville, TN
2003- Raleigh, NC: Charlotte, NC: Atlanta, GA
2004- Asheville, NC (hometown show)
2006- Cincinnati, OH
2008- Columbia, SC
2009- Chicago, IL x 2 / Ed Vedder- Atlanta, GA x 2
2010- Bristow, VA
2011- Alpine Valley, WI (PJ20) x 2 / Ed Vedder- Chicago, IL
2012- Atlanta, GA
2013- Charlotte, NC
2014- Cincinnati, OH
2015- New York, NY
2016- Greenville, SC: Hampton, VA:: Columbia, SC: Raleigh, NC : Lexington, KY: Philly, PA 2: (Wrigley) Chicago, IL x 2 (holy shit): Temple of the Dog- Philly, PA
2017- ED VED- Louisville, KY
2018- Chicago, IL x2, Boston, MA x2
2020- Nashville, TN
2022- Smashville
2023- Austin, TX x2
2024- Baltimore
'and though i may disappear from out of view, I will never say good bye' . I know that it's wrong but that's how I sing it when I don't have throw your arms around me playing. And it pops into my mind about my social media and personal connections. I just can't get on sometimes, but the days that I do it makes me feel good.
I struggle with my situation and illness but I am a survivor and if not for the fear that I may never really have a relationship with my son again, I could pull out of this easier. I'm doing alright though. I'm alive, I'm communicating today, I'm taking care of mom and I may leave the house today. So I can't complain. I hope you are doing okay.
Prague Krakow Berlin 2018. Berlin 2022
EV, Taormina 1+2 2017.
I wish i was the souvenir you kept your house key on..