"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
I thought I had let go of the way my boss' boss prefers to make up fluff instead of seeking out the answers, and how I couldn't agree to be a part of that. I was telling a friend about it today.
I realized how pissed I was that this boss' boss would consider making up stuff instead of just asking the person with the answers. This report is to go to the finance committee, and it shows a disrespect to them, as well as to the others she tried to bully into creating fluff. FUCKING BITCH!
There is no such thing as leftover pizza. There is now pizza and later pizza. - anonymous The risk I took was calculated, but man, am I bad at math - The Mincing Mockingbird
1998 ~ Barrie
2003 ~ Toronto
2005 ~ London, Toronto
2006 ~ Toronto
2008 ~ Hartford, Mansfied I,
2009 ~ Toronto, Chicago I, Chicago II
2010 ~ Cleveland, Buffalo
2011 ~ Toronto I, Toronto II, Ottawa, Hamilton
2013 - London, Pittsburgh, Buffalo
OMFG...... can believe my nephew is 14 today!!! Happy Birthday Zac.....you have had more than your fair share of battles, but you are a tough cookie and we love you!
2009 - Manchester. 2010 - Dublin, Belfast, London, Berlin, Arras, Werchter. 2011 - PJ20 i & ii, Montreal, Toronto i & ii, Ottawa, Hamilton. 2012 - Manchester i & ii, Berlin i & ii, Stockholm. 2014 - Amsterdam i & ii, Trieste, Vienna, Berlin, Leeds, Milton Keynes. 2016 - Boston Fenway i & ii, 2018 - Amsterdam i & ii, Pinkpop, London i & ii, Padova, Krakow, Barcelona, Seattle i & ii.
I was talking with a co-worker who I've known for over a year, and we both hinted that we came from violent childhoods. We both talked about *irrational* fears i.e., fear of sharks. Also, I'm heterosexual, but I have a fear of men, which puts a damper on the whole dating idea. This fear could be result of my childhood, but is also a result of working with survivors of domestic violence and rape. When I recovered from that work I was kindof lost when it came to dating. I refer to myself as having been broken by that work. I am wiser, and more empathic, but I have a deep, sharp sadness that can't be removed. It's small, but it's there.
Anywho, as we were talking about our fears, I realized that we didn't have to overcome our fears. We did overcome our fears. In other words, those of us who have been in violent situations most likely survive. The number that don't compared to the number that do I would guess is small.
What I theorize is that survival is like a sense, on par with smell, taste, touch, hearing, seeing, and different from the 6th sense in the mind's eye. Survival is automatic - it's what we do.
When we apply the non-automatic like thinking that's when we figure out how not to pass the violence on, or be eaten by the mind and body memories.
There is no such thing as leftover pizza. There is now pizza and later pizza. - anonymous The risk I took was calculated, but man, am I bad at math - The Mincing Mockingbird
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♥~RIP Dad
I got memories. I got shit so much it don't show."
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
2010: 5/20 NY, 5/21 NY ... 2011: 6/21 EV NY, 9/3 WI, 9/4 WI ... 2012: 9/2 PA, 9/22 GA ... 2013: 10/18 NY, 10/19 NY, 10/21 PA, 10/22 PA, 10/27 MD
2015: 9/23 NY, 9/26 NY ... 2016: 4/28 PA, 4/29 PA, 5/1 NY, 5/2 NY, 6/11 TN, 8/7 MA, 11/4 TOTD PA, 11/5 TOTD PA ... 2018: 8/10 WA
2022: 9/14 NJ ... 2024: 5/28 WA, 9/7 PA, 9/9 PA ---- http://imgur.com/a/nk0s7
I realized how pissed I was that this boss' boss would consider making up stuff instead of just asking the person with the answers. This report is to go to the finance committee, and it shows a disrespect to them, as well as to the others she tried to bully into creating fluff. FUCKING BITCH!
The risk I took was calculated, but man, am I bad at math - The Mincing Mockingbird
love this tune
2003 ~ Toronto
2005 ~ London, Toronto
2006 ~ Toronto
2008 ~ Hartford, Mansfied I,
2009 ~ Toronto, Chicago I, Chicago II
2010 ~ Cleveland, Buffalo
2011 ~ Toronto I, Toronto II, Ottawa, Hamilton
2013 - London, Pittsburgh, Buffalo
You listening to the Beatles??
2012 - Manchester i & ii, Berlin i & ii, Stockholm. 2014 - Amsterdam i & ii, Trieste, Vienna, Berlin, Leeds, Milton Keynes.
2016 - Boston Fenway i & ii, 2018 - Amsterdam i & ii, Pinkpop, London i & ii, Padova, Krakow, Barcelona, Seattle i & ii.
2010: 5/20 NY, 5/21 NY ... 2011: 6/21 EV NY, 9/3 WI, 9/4 WI ... 2012: 9/2 PA, 9/22 GA ... 2013: 10/18 NY, 10/19 NY, 10/21 PA, 10/22 PA, 10/27 MD
2015: 9/23 NY, 9/26 NY ... 2016: 4/28 PA, 4/29 PA, 5/1 NY, 5/2 NY, 6/11 TN, 8/7 MA, 11/4 TOTD PA, 11/5 TOTD PA ... 2018: 8/10 WA
2022: 9/14 NJ ... 2024: 5/28 WA, 9/7 PA, 9/9 PA ---- http://imgur.com/a/nk0s7
Love Boat Captain
Anywho, as we were talking about our fears, I realized that we didn't have to overcome our fears. We did overcome our fears. In other words, those of us who have been in violent situations most likely survive. The number that don't compared to the number that do I would guess is small.
What I theorize is that survival is like a sense, on par with smell, taste, touch, hearing, seeing, and different from the 6th sense in the mind's eye. Survival is automatic - it's what we do.
When we apply the non-automatic like thinking that's when we figure out how not to pass the violence on, or be eaten by the mind and body memories.
The risk I took was calculated, but man, am I bad at math - The Mincing Mockingbird
Boxing at 11
Karate at 12
Brazilian Jiu Jitsu at 1
Eating Sushi for lunch around 3
Judo at 6
Then, relaxing.
Back to work tomorrow, though. :-(
Why is this day going by so damn slow?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Note to self: Never try to mug Johnny America.
What's on my mind right now: Wondering what a Happy Fun Ball is, and how I can get one.
Sha la la la i'm in love with a jersey girl
I love you forever and forever
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