Was supposed to go on a hike with my Dad this morning.. Instead I'm going to visit him in the hospital.. His feeding tube is bleeding again! Fuck!
Oh no! :( I hope he's okay8n the long run.... That is pretty impressive that he can (usually) go hiking and also have a feeding tube btw.
He's tough! He's my greatest inspiration! Pancreatic Cancer and all, he refuses to go out with a whimper! He never tells us when he's hurting, or feeling I'll... He just goes about his day. Totally incredible man!
Really want to go to a show, but can't find anyone to go with...which wouldn't matter under normal circumstances, but I need transportation to/from. Gonna be upset if I miss out on this :(
"Sometimes you find yourself having to put all your faith in no faith."
~not a dude~
2010: MSGx2
2012: Made In America
2013: Pittsburgh, Brooklynx2, Hartford, Baltimore
2014: Leeds, Milton Keynes, Detroit
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Phillyx2, MSGx2, Fenwayx2 2018: Barcelona, Wrigleyx2
Really want to go to a show, but can't find anyone to go with...which wouldn't matter under normal circumstances, but I need transportation to/from. Gonna be upset if I miss out on this :(
Really want to go to a show, but can't find anyone to go with...which wouldn't matter under normal circumstances, but I need transportation to/from. Gonna be upset if I miss out on this :(
what show?
DMB at PNC
"Sometimes you find yourself having to put all your faith in no faith."
~not a dude~
2010: MSGx2
2012: Made In America
2013: Pittsburgh, Brooklynx2, Hartford, Baltimore
2014: Leeds, Milton Keynes, Detroit
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Phillyx2, MSGx2, Fenwayx2 2018: Barcelona, Wrigleyx2
My little brother has Cancer, again.
Will he be brave enough this time? Why did he wait so long to get it checked?
Am I as strong as I was the last time he was sick? I really hope so, I was the only thing that he could trust not to cry and give him the honest truth.
I hope it's just another silly surgery with some radiation.
I'm not prepared to sit by my little brother's death bed.
(HE is a JERK!... HE knows/ knew for awhile he should have gone for treatment. He promised to call the doctor tomorrow!!!!
He is so selfish. I should probably call for him, because he won't.)
There is no way of knowing how long he's known and why he never said anything.
I'm so angry with him! :evil: He better get over that insane fear of elevators because I'm not walking 6 flights of stairs, 3 or 4 times a day this time. :evil:
Family members are crying, and I'm angry.
I'm not going to cry!!! because he was lazy. I'll cry if he doesn't survive, this time.
(I will do whatever he needs, I'm the only one that can/will. It's irritating for me.)
:fp: :nono: Adam! You are such a typical annoying younger brother.
I hope everybody's family members are feeling better soon, as well as the person with the stomach flu :wave:
On my mind is the fact that the quest to find a car for me has indeed become a quest We do not seem to have no luck really.
But the weekend was pretty awesome and I drove Cav's car! Up north, where the traffic is easy on the intimidated immigrant :P
Please, Pearl Jam, consider a Benaroya Hall vinyl reissue!
...And fuck me if I say something you don't wanna hear....
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
What a hard day. The first birthday I'm spending without him :( I could barely sleep last night I miss him so much...my heart will always have a hole in it now that he's gone.
"Sometimes you find yourself having to put all your faith in no faith."
~not a dude~
2010: MSGx2
2012: Made In America
2013: Pittsburgh, Brooklynx2, Hartford, Baltimore
2014: Leeds, Milton Keynes, Detroit
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Phillyx2, MSGx2, Fenwayx2 2018: Barcelona, Wrigleyx2
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
What a hard day. The first birthday I'm spending without him :( I could barely sleep last night I miss him so much...my heart will always have a hole in it now that he's gone.
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want to be enlightened"
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
~not a dude~
2010: MSGx2
2012: Made In America
2013: Pittsburgh, Brooklynx2, Hartford, Baltimore
2014: Leeds, Milton Keynes, Detroit
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Phillyx2, MSGx2, Fenwayx2
2018: Barcelona, Wrigleyx2
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U 2? oh wait i'm thinking father in law, yea that's creepy.
~not a dude~
2010: MSGx2
2012: Made In America
2013: Pittsburgh, Brooklynx2, Hartford, Baltimore
2014: Leeds, Milton Keynes, Detroit
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Phillyx2, MSGx2, Fenwayx2
2018: Barcelona, Wrigleyx2
"the angels" called :fp:
My little brother has Cancer, again.
Will he be brave enough this time? Why did he wait so long to get it checked?
Am I as strong as I was the last time he was sick? I really hope so, I was the only thing that he could trust not to cry and give him the honest truth.
I hope it's just another silly surgery with some radiation.
I'm not prepared to sit by my little brother's death bed.
(HE is a JERK!... HE knows/ knew for awhile he should have gone for treatment. He promised to call the doctor tomorrow!!!!
He is so selfish. I should probably call for him, because he won't.)
There is no way of knowing how long he's known and why he never said anything.
I'm so angry with him! :evil: He better get over that insane fear of elevators because I'm not walking 6 flights of stairs, 3 or 4 times a day this time. :evil:
Family members are crying, and I'm angry.
I'm not going to cry!!! because he was lazy. I'll cry if he doesn't survive, this time.
(I will do whatever he needs, I'm the only one that can/will. It's irritating for me.)
:fp: :nono: Adam! You are such a typical annoying younger brother.
Me too, keep on being supportive and give your brother lots of hugs.
Please, Don't wish him or me anything. I have/ he has done this before.
It's just Cancer. HE knows what he should be doing. I'm ready to get it done.
The fact that he procrastinated and caused much of the family pain, he should get some payback!
He's going to get radiation on his head! I hope being bald in a weird place will make him less silly.
He's going to need some hats. :roll:
We should not pity him, he knows/knew for at least a year.
LAZY
I need to mention he is like "RainMAn" he has Autism or Asperger's syndrome.
Any person that has a family member with this type of disorder knows, HOW frustrating THEY can BE!!!!
:crazy:
On my mind is the fact that the quest to find a car for me has indeed become a quest
But the weekend was pretty awesome and I drove Cav's car! Up north, where the traffic is easy on the intimidated immigrant :P
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
"Let's check Idaho."
What a hard day. The first birthday I'm spending without him :( I could barely sleep last night I miss him so much...my heart will always have a hole in it now that he's gone.
~not a dude~
2010: MSGx2
2012: Made In America
2013: Pittsburgh, Brooklynx2, Hartford, Baltimore
2014: Leeds, Milton Keynes, Detroit
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Phillyx2, MSGx2, Fenwayx2
2018: Barcelona, Wrigleyx2
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
Awwwwwwww
The next 12 hours belong to me
Hugs to you Sam!!