Egg on my face

CHANGEinWAVES

If I dreamt of you
Who's face I never knew
I should of known better then before
Listening and running for the door

These mistakes I make on my own
You sit there and analyze my tone
While my heavy eyes fade to sleep
You're taking things for you to keep

Forcing tongues and saying words
All these things are so absurd
What a life I'm living here
Think I might disappear

Easy to do in this world of naught
Better things to be fought
The last straw this has been
It's all worn me way too thin

What a joke you've made of me
Wish you could of let me be
Devils games we all do play
Nasty words of which you say

I'm never angry so why now
So un lady like to scowl
In the morning I'll be calm
Unless the message is a bomb

The truth to the anger is me
It's pretty easy to see
Everything I've done led to this
Maybe I should be leery of who I kiss

My mistakes have given me hindsight
Leading me closer to the light
Tomorrows day will see the change
I will break free of these chains

Unto myself I will be
Saying prayer on bended knee
Try and find me if you dare
When you look I won't be there

CHANGEinWAVES

Burning bridges with a smile
Deceptive thoughts all the while
Who's words do I believe
Always known you'd deceive

Late at night you told me this
Went to sleep with a fist
Anger in me building high
Never give a chance to sigh

Tried to be even toned
Maybe I should of known
I'm damaged goods as other's said
Nothing right within this head

Use me, use me
Never lose me
Is that the plan
For every man

Always calm, always there
Offering up like you care
Besides the point if they're true
keep to yourself you should of knew

I can't be angry anymore
I've up and left, closed the door
Sorry it ended quite like this
It isn't me that you'll miss

the wolf

with all the anger that you hold
forever will you not feel whole
and all of you're glory you could miss
while clenching that iron fist

maybe you are looking ......hard
so hard it is to find
maybe you are missing...... missing
the love standing by your side

ghost time stories
do you like?
i have a few
but i will be polite

with every ounce of despair that you feel
there are hundreds that can never heal
look toward you're bright future
forget the fucked past

for when you can be one with yourself
your misery will pass
not ONE person must love you, or need you're embrace
its only the love YOU hold inside
that will forever remain