Hey, 19yo: Eddie Fanart and Appreciation Letter

Hey, I'm 19yo and a HUGGGGE diehard fan of Eddie. (From Australia). I made these mixed-media paintings of him recently (a while ago I drew him just in pencil). Pearl Jam have been getting me through the most TERRIBLE YEARS lately, which have been 2023-2025. Release, and just wanting to let go of pain,  and Alive, I relate to father issues but also question why I'm alive many days and realise that I hurt. Last Exit is how i idealised about an escape during the time i suffered before i finally admitted recently, and what i feel motivated me to FINALLY (after a year of severe bullying) admit that was the song Given To Fly and I Am Mine. But, Seven O' Clock, State Of Love And Trust, Push Me Pull Me, and Love Boat Captain are my MAIN favpurite songs. I think Eddie Vedder is the BEST SINGER EVER, vocally and lyrically. And not only is he an amazing singer, he is an amazing person to the crowd, and also extremely hilarious. I loved the Margarita video, allllllllllll the stuff he's said at concerts like "guitars shaking like puppies in a kennel", and his wine jokes especially. But how good of a performer he is, I idolise him sooooooo much!!! It's my dream to meet him.