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I noticed i suffer from memory loss
I play guitar well but forget the tunes i've learnt
although I know my chords by heart which is strange
and apparently iv'e lost so much memory but have
acute memory for certain things
like for example i spoke fluent french and can't
remember many words or spelling but i remember
javais vaguely
and i have acute memory of christmas day and
other certain things but not clear memory of the day
out which i remember vaguely and can't remember
the conversation but knew i was smug
and i can remember my brothers and my sister
when being at home...but i can vaguely remember
my mum and dad.. and i can remember the work we had
been assigned to do but silver lining can't remember
who told us to..
theres so many memories so vague and mum says
i will get it back once my spirit isn't broken anymore..
and the strangest thing when i made a wish i was
fluent french speaking and could not speak english
and yet when i made a wish it was in english the first time
and i understood what i had said which shocked my dad
and i couldn't understand why but now when i look back
where did the english come from when my tongue is french
love to get my memory back i feel so lost and disfunctional..
christine you know all this is true, am missing tongue, somersault,
sewing, etc etc us etc etc
and strangely im getting forgetful lately about things im learning
i manage to do recipes off the top of my head that iv'e learnt
but quickly forget them, especially when im sick, so strange