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Contemplativelate PJ bloomer- what was I doing in the 90's that I didn't know who Pearl Jam was???0
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Not that ha, it's a documentary on gun deaths in America. Watch it if you get a chance. Full title is Requiem for the Dead: An American Spring 2014ldent42 said:
That Jared Leto movie? That shit scarred me for life. I am permanently terrified of Keith David now. I can't for the life of me remember what movie or tv show it was (this dude is in a lot of stuff) but we were watching it and he came out and I was like "NOPE" I can't see him as anything other than that UberCreep now.jnimhaoileoin said:Just struggling to come to terms with what I'm seeing in Requiem for a Dream, the violence is just unimaginable for me
Sorry I got my words mixed up above, no wonder you were confused!0 -
ugh I can't deal. When nothing changed after Sandy Hook I lost the capacity to give a shit anymore. Cuz I mean if THAT wasnt enough to change peoples minds and shock us into action then nothing ever fucking will be and I'm not in the habit of yelling at brick walls. We discussed it a bit in the amt. Whenever there's a new story I just go numb. I'm literally unable to process any emotional response. And I don't even live in a place where gun culture is a thing! I've never been anywhere near one!jnimhaoileoin said:
Not that ha, it's a documentary on gun deaths in America. Watch it if you get a chance. Full title is Requiem for the Dead: An American Spring 2014ldent42 said:
That Jared Leto movie? That shit scarred me for life. I am permanently terrified of Keith David now. I can't for the life of me remember what movie or tv show it was (this dude is in a lot of stuff) but we were watching it and he came out and I was like "NOPE" I can't see him as anything other than that UberCreep now.jnimhaoileoin said:Just struggling to come to terms with what I'm seeing in Requiem for a Dream, the violence is just unimaginable for me
Sorry I got my words mixed up above, no wonder you were confused!
But don't let it deter you from that Fulbright thing Jenny. I know the numbers look bad but I swear it's not all Americans that are gun mad it's just that the ones who ARE have enough weapons to arm the rest of us several times over.NYC 06/24/08-Auckland 11/27/09-Chch 11/29/09-Newark 05/18/10-Atlanta 09/22/12-Chicago 07/19/13-Brooklyn 10/18/13 & 10/19/13-Hartford 10/25/13-Baltimore 10/27/13-Auckland 1/17/14-GC 1/19/14-Melbourne 1/24/14-Sydney 1/26/14-Amsterdam 6/16/14 & 6/17/14-Milan 6/20/14-Berlin 6/26/14-Leeds 7/8/14-Milton Keynes 7/11/14-St. Louis 10/3/14-NYC 9/26/15
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Have to admit I would be more inclined to apply for the scholarship to teach in Canada instead. Unfortunately I don't think I'll get a chance to do either til 2017ldent42 said:
ugh I can't deal. When nothing changed after Sandy Hook I lost the capacity to give a shit anymore. Cuz I mean if THAT wasnt enough to change peoples minds and shock us into action then nothing ever fucking will be and I'm not in the habit of yelling at brick walls. We discussed it a bit in the amt. Whenever there's a new story I just go numb. I'm literally unable to process any emotional response. And I don't even live in a place where gun culture is a thing! I've never been anywhere near one!jnimhaoileoin said:
Not that ha, it's a documentary on gun deaths in America. Watch it if you get a chance. Full title is Requiem for the Dead: An American Spring 2014ldent42 said:
That Jared Leto movie? That shit scarred me for life. I am permanently terrified of Keith David now. I can't for the life of me remember what movie or tv show it was (this dude is in a lot of stuff) but we were watching it and he came out and I was like "NOPE" I can't see him as anything other than that UberCreep now.jnimhaoileoin said:Just struggling to come to terms with what I'm seeing in Requiem for a Dream, the violence is just unimaginable for me
Sorry I got my words mixed up above, no wonder you were confused!
But don't let it deter you from that Fulbright thing Jenny. I know the numbers look bad but I swear it's not all Americans that are gun mad it's just that the ones who ARE have enough weapons to arm the rest of us several times over.0 -
...feeling embarassed from past discussions I started...looked at some from 2010...anyone else have any remorse for pouring out too much of themselves on here?-----it also made me realize why karma has had its way with me these last few years--its never good to have such strong opinions when your life is a constant disaster...lesson learned.0
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Don't beat yourself up over things you can't change......just try to be a better person. My rules are try to help others and try not to hurt anyone if you can help it.pickupyourwill said:...feeling embarassed from past discussions I started...looked at some from 2010...anyone else have any remorse for pouring out too much of themselves on here?-----it also made me realize why karma has had its way with me these last few years--its never good to have such strong opinions when your life is a constant disaster...lesson learned.
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Life is a learning experience. You are not supposed to have all the answers, or even any of the answers. Just focus on being kind - to others, and to yourself - and the rest will follow. I know you have had some pretty distressing things happen and you were probably coping as best you could.pickupyourwill said:...feeling embarassed from past discussions I started...looked at some from 2010...anyone else have any remorse for pouring out too much of themselves on here?-----it also made me realize why karma has had its way with me these last few years--its never good to have such strong opinions when your life is a constant disaster...lesson learned.
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While it might be embarrassing, and you might feel some remorse, hopefully looking back on those previous posts shows you how much you have grown and you can give your younger self some compassion. As oftenreading pointed out: you were doing the best you could.pickupyourwill said:...feeling embarassed from past discussions I started...looked at some from 2010...anyone else have any remorse for pouring out too much of themselves on here?-----it also made me realize why karma has had its way with me these last few years--its never good to have such strong opinions when your life is a constant disaster...lesson learned.
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It does show me how much I've grown, and how I should practice what I preach...and saying my life is a constant disaster is an exaggeration. I am blessed. I don't want to take anything for granted.SD48277 said:
While it might be embarrassing, and you might feel some remorse, hopefully looking back on those previous posts shows you how much you have grown and you can give your younger self some compassion. As oftenreading pointed out: you were doing the best you could.pickupyourwill said:...feeling embarassed from past discussions I started...looked at some from 2010...anyone else have any remorse for pouring out too much of themselves on here?-----it also made me realize why karma has had its way with me these last few years--its never good to have such strong opinions when your life is a constant disaster...lesson learned.
Thanks for your advice.
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Thank you.oftenreading said:
Life is a learning experience. You are not supposed to have all the answers, or even any of the answers. Just focus on being kind - to others, and to yourself - and the rest will follow. I know you have had some pretty distressing things happen and you were probably coping as best you could.pickupyourwill said:...feeling embarassed from past discussions I started...looked at some from 2010...anyone else have any remorse for pouring out too much of themselves on here?-----it also made me realize why karma has had its way with me these last few years--its never good to have such strong opinions when your life is a constant disaster...lesson learned.
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Thank you.Jogill said:
Don't beat yourself up over things you can't change......just try to be a better person. My rules are try to help others and try not to hurt anyone if you can help it.pickupyourwill said:...feeling embarassed from past discussions I started...looked at some from 2010...anyone else have any remorse for pouring out too much of themselves on here?-----it also made me realize why karma has had its way with me these last few years--its never good to have such strong opinions when your life is a constant disaster...lesson learned.
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tired and light headed but nice and warm because its such a gorgeous day..0
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Spent. Went to visit a very old friend in an old peoples home. She's failing fast and it is very distressing watching someone losing their mind and dignity.....late PJ bloomer- what was I doing in the 90's that I didn't know who Pearl Jam was???0
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^^I'm so sorry for that. Still, I think it's a good thing you went to visit.Kool Kat Club 1992, Moderna museet 1992, Globen 2012, Friends arena 20140
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tired but glad winter is over
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Tired. Just woke up on Monday morning at 7 am. Ever wondered why you wake up early on weekends and not tired when you don't need to go to work but when it's a work day you wake up tired.
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tired and so much needs doing0
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In a few minds about my future plans for 2016late PJ bloomer- what was I doing in the 90's that I didn't know who Pearl Jam was???0
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