How you feeling right now???

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  • JWPearl
    JWPearl Posts: 19,893
    I also agree the comment above is nicely well put..

    I'm tired and things are taking long in the world bc there are still some good changes the children can make and be for themselves to save themselves and somebody cares strongly about this...it's a chance for for kids not us...rockers who have life and have it made
  • RKCNDY
    RKCNDY Posts: 31,013
    bummed...but I excised my Washington State legal right and partook in recreational activities... feel pretty good, but my first feeling is kinda killing the mood.

    how do you explain that feeling?
    The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun.

    - Christopher McCandless
  • PJSiren
    PJSiren Salem, OR Posts: 5,863
    like taking a nap....I wish I could curl up in bed right now....i can't stop yawning...
    Music is my Religion and Pearl Jam, my Savior!
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  • PJ_Soul
    PJ_Soul Vancouver, BC Posts: 50,664
    edited July 2015
    I just truly forgot how old I am for the first time ever (Not in the 'oh, I forgot for a second there!' way. I actually had to do the math). So I feel fucking OLD, because I was like, "Is that right?!?!" when I realized how old I am. That doesn't happen to young people. I feel like I just crossed an invisible line in life by forgetting my age and then being surprised by it. :fearful:

    Yes, I know you're only as old/young as you feel... and yeah, I feel like I'm still in my mid-20s inside my head... And yes, with age comes wisdom, and I feel that. Great. Just great..... but I'm still one day closer to death today, so I'm allowed to wallow in self-pity about aging once in a while. ;)

    (no offense to the people who are older than me, lol. I'm not even that old, but fuck... once in a while it just kind of bops you over the head!)
    Post edited by PJ_Soul on
    With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be careful. Strive to be happy. ~ Desiderata
  • JWPearl
    JWPearl Posts: 19,893
    in the valley of deep shadow its like a really really really really bad trip
  • dankind
    dankind Posts: 20,841
    Thanks again, ladies.

    And RKCNDY:
    RKCNDY said:

    bummed...but I excised my Washington State legal right and partook in recreational activities... feel pretty good, but my first feeling is kinda killing the mood.

    how do you explain that feeling?

    I believe you call this a buzzkill?
    I SAW PEARL JAM
  • RKCNDY
    RKCNDY Posts: 31,013
    dankind said:

    Thanks again, ladies.

    And RKCNDY:

    RKCNDY said:

    bummed...but I excised my Washington State legal right and partook in recreational activities... feel pretty good, but my first feeling is kinda killing the mood.

    how do you explain that feeling?

    I believe you call this a buzzkill?
    sort of...I have a friend (not a super close friend), and she went through some really tough times...I saw her a few months ago and she was sad because she didn't have a job and was basically at the end of her rope. I suggested she come work with me, it's a fairly easy job, I know she has the skills, it would get her out of the house, get her mind off all the trauma she's been through. My boss liked her and she has been working with me for the last few weeks, my boss has been talking to me about her...she called me before she left for her convention and now I know some things that make me sad...she's basically spiraling out of control.

    I just wish I could help her, but I don't know how, or if it's my place to do so.
    The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun.

    - Christopher McCandless
  • JWPearl
    JWPearl Posts: 19,893
    good slept well dreamt heaps
  • dankind
    dankind Posts: 20,841
    RKCNDY said:

    dankind said:

    Thanks again, ladies.

    And RKCNDY:

    RKCNDY said:

    bummed...but I excised my Washington State legal right and partook in recreational activities... feel pretty good, but my first feeling is kinda killing the mood.

    how do you explain that feeling?

    I believe you call this a buzzkill?
    sort of...I have a friend (not a super close friend), and she went through some really tough times...I saw her a few months ago and she was sad because she didn't have a job and was basically at the end of her rope. I suggested she come work with me, it's a fairly easy job, I know she has the skills, it would get her out of the house, get her mind off all the trauma she's been through. My boss liked her and she has been working with me for the last few weeks, my boss has been talking to me about her...she called me before she left for her convention and now I know some things that make me sad...she's basically spiraling out of control.

    I just wish I could help her, but I don't know how, or if it's my place to do so.
    "She seems distracted, and I know just what is gonna happen next...."

    It sounds tough. What is the best thing to do not only for you but for your friend? There's the rub.

    I've pretty much lost my very best friend due to the treacherous path he has chosen/taken. I tried to listen and guide him, but he's so far gone, I probably sounded like Charlie Brown's teacher to him.

    These days I just Google him to make sure there are no new mugshots. Still love him dearly. And miss who he was.
    I SAW PEARL JAM
  • RKCNDY
    RKCNDY Posts: 31,013
    dankind said:



    "She seems distracted, and I know just what is gonna happen next...."

    It sounds tough. What is the best thing to do not only for you but for your friend? There's the rub.

    I've pretty much lost my very best friend due to the treacherous path he has chosen/taken. I tried to listen and guide him, but he's so far gone, I probably sounded like Charlie Brown's teacher to him.

    These days I just Google him to make sure there are no new mugshots. Still love him dearly. And miss who he was.

    That's exactly what I am afraid of. there are other things that I know that my boss doesn't, there are pieces I see that I can put together and I don't like how they fit together-maybe I just don't want them to fit that way.
    She has so much to live for, but not in the way that she thinks it should be, I wish she would realize that.

    Thanks Dan...*hugs*
    The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun.

    - Christopher McCandless
  • PJSiren
    PJSiren Salem, OR Posts: 5,863
    Antsy...but what's new... :lol:
    Music is my Religion and Pearl Jam, my Savior!
    Tattooed Dissident!
  • oftenreading
    oftenreading Victoria, BC Posts: 12,856
    RKCNDY said:

    dankind said:



    "She seems distracted, and I know just what is gonna happen next...."

    It sounds tough. What is the best thing to do not only for you but for your friend? There's the rub.

    I've pretty much lost my very best friend due to the treacherous path he has chosen/taken. I tried to listen and guide him, but he's so far gone, I probably sounded like Charlie Brown's teacher to him.

    These days I just Google him to make sure there are no new mugshots. Still love him dearly. And miss who he was.

    That's exactly what I am afraid of. there are other things that I know that my boss doesn't, there are pieces I see that I can put together and I don't like how they fit together-maybe I just don't want them to fit that way.
    She has so much to live for, but not in the way that she thinks it should be, I wish she would realize that.

    Thanks Dan...*hugs*
    My brother had a friend like this in his teens and twenties. When I would ask what had happened to him, my brother would just shake his head and say "he's gone down a dark path..." and refuse to say anything else. I still don't know if it worked out okay or not, but I hope so; he had so much potential.
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  • Wobbie
    Wobbie Posts: 31,266
    buzzed.
    If I had known then what I know now...

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  • dankind
    dankind Posts: 20,841
    oftenreading said:

    RKCNDY said:

    dankind said:



    "She seems distracted, and I know just what is gonna happen next...."

    It sounds tough. What is the best thing to do not only for you but for your friend? There's the rub.

    I've pretty much lost my very best friend due to the treacherous path he has chosen/taken. I tried to listen and guide him, but he's so far gone, I probably sounded like Charlie Brown's teacher to him.

    These days I just Google him to make sure there are no new mugshots. Still love him dearly. And miss who he was.

    That's exactly what I am afraid of. there are other things that I know that my boss doesn't, there are pieces I see that I can put together and I don't like how they fit together-maybe I just don't want them to fit that way.
    She has so much to live for, but not in the way that she thinks it should be, I wish she would realize that.

    Thanks Dan...*hugs*
    My brother had a friend like this in his teens and twenties. When I would ask what had happened to him, my brother would just shake his head and say "he's gone down a dark path..." and refuse to say anything else. I still don't know if it worked out okay or not, but I hope so; he had so much potential.
    It's always the ones with so much potential.
    I SAW PEARL JAM
  • korn-1
    korn-1 Los Angeles, transplanted from Chicago Posts: 930
    Unwell. Stuck in an anxiety driven funk that i cant get out of.
    I'll ride the wave where it takes me
  • northerndragon
    northerndragon Posts: 9,851
    Like reaching through the computer and slapping a *beep*!
    Anything you lose from being honest
    You never really had to begin with.


    Sometimes it's not the song that makes you emotional it's the people and things that come to your mind when you hear it.
  • SD48277
    SD48277 Posts: 12,243
    korn-1 said:

    Unwell. Stuck in an anxiety driven funk that i cant get out of.

    Yikes. Sorry to hear that. I hope things improve for you soon.
    northerndragon said:

    Like reaching through the computer and slapping a *beep*!

    It isn't me, is it?
    ELITIST FUK
  • northerndragon
    northerndragon Posts: 9,851
    No, it's not you. There is a chick in my IT department that is making up total lies to cover the fact that she can't do her job. She is continuing to do so even after being caught doing it and being called out on it.
    Anything you lose from being honest
    You never really had to begin with.


    Sometimes it's not the song that makes you emotional it's the people and things that come to your mind when you hear it.
  • SD48277
    SD48277 Posts: 12,243
    Glad it's not me...I'd hate to find out I pissed you off. As for the incompetent IT chick....karma will catch up to her. If you can't wait that long, I can always send you a voodoo doll to expedite the process.
    ELITIST FUK
  • northerndragon
    northerndragon Posts: 9,851
    SD48277 said:

    Glad it's not me...I'd hate to find out I pissed you off. As for the incompetent IT chick....karma will catch up to her. If you can't wait that long, I can always send you a voodoo doll to expedite the process.

    Thank you darling, but I should be ok. Just have no patience for people who lie, make more work for me and are slandering the people I work with all the time in the process.
    I can't even imagine what would make me mad at you or the rest of the forum crew. I wouldn't have survived this past winter/spring without you all. :)
    Anything you lose from being honest
    You never really had to begin with.


    Sometimes it's not the song that makes you emotional it's the people and things that come to your mind when you hear it.

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