I have made major life decision about current events

Losiento
Losiento Posts: 282
in A Moving Train
Newspapers matter not to me.

I want to become a hermit, find a small place of Zen and truly hope everyone blows themselves up out of stupidity without any Divine intervention.Then there will be silence and peace.
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  • brianlux
    brianlux Moving through All Kinds of Terrain. Posts: 43,739
    I get it. I retreat to my little space at home regularly and often.
    "It's a sad and beautiful world"
    -Roberto Benigni

  • backseatLover12
    backseatLover12 Posts: 2,312
    I feel the same way about the news. All that bullshit matters little to me, most of it is half truths if any truth at all. And all of it wants us to live our lives in fear. There's a lot to be said for silence and peace.
  • Losiento
    Losiento Posts: 282
    edited February 2014
    Does that count for tuning out and tuning in? Most things lack permanence here anyway, for me. Building and shaping a world really takes the determination by many and a definite lack of Ego plus an agenda of helping as many as people as possible. I realize in the long run in some manner it comes to fruition and I can only hope to reach the place I helped build and take people who helped along the way with me. In the meantime, settling for tiny place of quiet Zen without outside interference works for me.
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  • Losiento
    Losiento Posts: 282
    edited February 2014
    backseatLover12 said:

    I feel the same way about the news. All that bullshit matters little to me, most of it is half truths if any truth at all. And all of it wants us to live our lives in fear. There's a lot to be said for silence and peace.

    Not that I don't care but everyone just wants to spin the shit for their own advantage and what really we end up with is... selfishness, greed, war, hunger and all the other horrors we see becomes tiring. I watched a world watch want to march to its own freedom that says enough for me. I saw a bunch of people who went for a ruthless power grab. I know average humans have the power to make the change. The world is in the need of release from the hands of the few with its icy grips holding it hostage. At best, I hope it has been an inspiration for many.
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  • Losiento
    Losiento Posts: 282
    Oh, when and if I get there I am hanging a sign on the door to it that says "no assholes allowed" and closing it forever!
  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    Bad shit's always gonna happen. Going the hermit route and hiding from it won't make it go away...and I think part of it as relates to the initial post is knowing what's news / newsworthy and what's shit - or depending on perspective, what you consider to be shit.

    That said, I advocate and practice periodic "in-hidings" (as I do finding solace in our individual trees). They're needed and healing, and allow for freshness and reconsideration of views...for calm and digestion of this life.

    Also incredibly valuable for seeing the hypocrisies in ourselves as we accuse others of the same.

    Being selfish is human nature. We indulge in it (and other "sins") from time to time. Within reason, what a release it can be. At this point, I'm comfy with periodically feeding those sides of myself and in doing so, keeping my other responsibilities in line.

    Keeping my psyche in line.
  • chadwick
    chadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    well that was something (i'm a dick)
    i spent quite a while typing here
    & in the end i couldn't hit submit

    maybe tomorrow
    i am proud of what i wrote though
    so it is saved

    goodnight & be well
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."
    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
  • Losiento
    Losiento Posts: 282
    I do not believe that selfishness is human nature. I believe it is taught or is a product from the environment we live in. it is a product of our own fears and comfort of the ID. Sometimes, to keep myself in balance is to question need vs want. If it is a want to feed our own ego then have we become our own hypocrisy by belief, once it is recognized is it not possible to make the change?

    So when do you draw the line? I need or want to be Hermit the world is insane. I know how the puppet show works and willing to jump in the game when it seemingly gets out of control. I don't want to hear critics if I am not out there parading in the streets for change or accused of not caring about what happens to the outcome when the world runs on freewill and repercussions of the actions of the people who want to make the world hum. At best one can do is lead by example give them information on how to be human and let people decide for themselves what direction they are going. There are only a few simple truths to correct the direction of the evolution of the human race at this level. If the consensus can be made worldwide then it really shouldn't be to hard to make the steps we need. Like I said it is the icy grip of control which hinders the process.

  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    And as I said before, as relates to other human traits-dubbed-sins such as lust, greed, sloth...yeah, I believe it is in our nature. I feel it's better to deal with than deny or suppress.

    So there ya go.

    We don't have to agree.

    I'm curious though - what are those few simple truths?
  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    chadwick said:

    well that was something (i'm a dick)
    i spent quite a while typing here
    & in the end i couldn't hit submit

    maybe tomorrow
    i am proud of what i wrote though
    so it is saved

    goodnight & be well

    I have done and do the same, in that purge-it-ahh, fuckit-save-it realm.

    No return to sender, just save, preserve...maybe re-read and take pause, edit, or delete on the next go-around.

    Good to release it though.

    Always wishing you well, chadwick.
  • Losiento
    Losiento Posts: 282
    hedonist said:

    And as I said before, as relates to other human traits-dubbed-sins such as lust, greed, sloth...yeah, I believe it is in our nature. I feel it's better to deal with than deny or suppress.

    So there ya go.

    We don't have to agree.

    I'm curious though - what are those few simple truths?

    simple truths we have been given about life easy ...

    don't kill
    don't cheat
    don't lie


    blah blah blah

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I48hr8HhDv0






    :)>-
  • Losiento
    Losiento Posts: 282
    people make the world more complicated than what is necessary
  • Losiento
    Losiento Posts: 282
    no but seriously

    changes in overdue environmental policy

    changing the mentality to less is more

    nuclear proliferation is BS

    changes in Human Service policies

    shit like that...

    changing the societal model from cathedral to bazaar

    I shouldn't have to explain

    these changes shouldn't be made because you have vested interest monetarily wise

    they should be made because you just might and should care about future generations of "humans" and other sentient living on the planet and the habitats they thrive in

    and for me believing in reincarnation you just might have to come back and live in the shit you created from this lifetime
  • chadwick
    chadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    good morning & a ice storm slaps us upside the head
    many will complain all day long
    they will cry about it all year
    for some, their whole lives are spent whining
    yeppers, uttering solid & liquid shit at a constant
    anything & everything to bitch about
    as they slam back their beer

    when it rains
    boohoo
    when it is hot & humid
    negativity prevails with these people

    this is just a small example of my morning's view on the battle we are in coexisting with our fellow man
    (this is not what i had written lastnight)
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."
    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
  • Losiento
    Losiento Posts: 282
    edited February 2014
    The world works this way: There are good people, there are bad people. there are good people who work for bad and bad people who work for good. Then there are those that sit on their butts and complain about how the whole thing works. Have beer, stfu, be an armchair patriot going nowhere but fox news fast with the exception for the chance of achieving great social heights of a beer gut and the growing out of your mullet. Sound about right?
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  • chadwick
    chadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    kinda... she's an older lady, in her 70's
    a neighbor of mine
    every single day is not perfect
    how can you complain about the cold, the snow, the ice & everything else that comes with winter
    when you scarcely set foot outside your bullshit place
    oh but you have ice cold beer, cigarettes & your complaints that never end

    she complains about the field mice that ate & continue eating on her wiring under the hood of her car
    yet just a couple years ago she was part of the complaining committee that had the local free roaming cats removed
    maybe they were farm cats from around the way
    maybe they were wild ass cats
    who cares
    cats eat on mice
    now the mice are eating on your car

    good job
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."
    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
  • chadwick
    chadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    everybody wants to be like me

    one of my doctors has a male nurse who just told me this last week. i smile big matching his own, "nice beard", i tell him. he says, "just trying to be like you, chad". we laugh, all smiles. "everybody wants to be like me", i tell him. laughing & smiles again all big

    here's the deal. firstly, i'm just full of shit but yeah that happened & it happens. no big deal.

    becoming buddhist. i felt a magic, a mystical ancient energy grab my attention but it done this long ago before i myself knew or followed more with my awareness being paid to the powers of this living air, water, soil, trees, grass, stone, self & others, & all else. it has been in more recent years when it all came together inside & around me as it felt real & as my guide.

    although i've always felt guided along by some unseen force & i usually always listened & followed along, yet was a disaster. the universe kept me out of deep jams but allowed my disasterous ways of self to twirl about.

    i look at life in a few ways... the ever expanding & shrinking universe as we know this life right here to be & do not understand it to be, is a petri dish. we are cells, microscopic creatures going to town. in us is another microscopic universe, inside gazelle is a microscopic world, lions, birds, worms & flies. very easily disturbed are these petri dishes

    trees & plants are doing incredible acts with the sun, rain, soil & gasses not to mention making us happy. your home is your sanctuary, your refuge, your sacred space where not being disturbed is the way. positive energy must flow & will trickle at times - often with a dammed up pile of shit & sweat, but run it must, soon, gliding along nicely sailing through with might & courageous amounts of learning through mistakes, selfishness, lies, self indulgence & a enormous list of crap can be recorded here as us humans have catalogs filled with our bullshit that only holds us back & down so we can not soar above the usual

    mind over matter, every single day, all day
    as training never ends
    one will not ever quit
    stop or die

    we are with wind
    sand blows cold
    as it has snowed

    soon warriors are popping up creating colorful valleys
    flowers are steel or wood hammers
    a cheerful songbird enjoys
    joins in

    & so
    clouds know each note
    they hang up the day
    the night holds tight
    every mountaintop has this kiss & equality
    a chance at being

    & left the fuck alone

    http://youtu.be/wovXWpI7CQs
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."
    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    Losiento said:

    The world works this way: There are good people, there are bad people. there are good people who work for bad and bad people who work for good. Then there are those that sit on their butts and complain about how the whole thing works. Have beer, stfu, be an armchair patriot going nowhere but fox news fast with the exception for the chance of achieving great social heights of a beer gut and the growing out of your mullet. Sound about right?

    I think I understand where you're coming from, though that last part strikes me as stereotypical.

    I believe there's good and bad (for lack of better terms) in all of us; it's what we choose to live by, what we choose to make our rule rather than our exception.

    It's quite telling how we act when no one else is around. Whether or not one believes in god - or anything else - in the end, we have to answer to ourselves.

    (well, I do)

  • chadwick
    chadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    edited February 2014
    we can start healing by turning off the tv
    watching a movie from time to time is entertaining
    i throughly enjoy learning/discovering new things so the internet is an awesome tool for me
    other than that... destroy all video games with hammers & fire
    craftmanship builds a seaworthy vessel
    sail far & wide
    fight everyone
    take their women

    life is simple

    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."
    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    TV, like the internet, provides knowledge and entertainment. It's all in how we use it or not, no?

    Life is, or can be, simple. I love when it is, like on this glorious morning off from work (thank you, presidents).

    But complexity always weaves its way in.

    As to video games? I've been digging Grand Theft Auto lately - another form of release and speed and virtual fuck-you's to some of the folks I encounter in real life.

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