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  • gimmesometruth27
    gimmesometruth27 St. Fuckin Louis Posts: 24,869
    the wolf wrote:
    You were once my best friend,
    my saviour...
    but as of late,
    you, words, have failed me.
    man, i'm sorry.

    heavy feelings there.

    i know how that goes. hope it works out for you..
    "You can tell the greatness of a man by what makes him angry."  - Lincoln

    "Well, you tell him that I don't talk to suckas."
  • donnaruhl
    donnaruhl Posts: 2,157
    I'm so far away from the spirit of Christmas,
    I've never seen this part of me before.
    It's taking all I have to wrap a present.
    No lights,No Tree. What the hell is wrong with me?
  • gimmesometruth27
    gimmesometruth27 St. Fuckin Louis Posts: 24,869
    donnaruhl wrote:
    I'm so far away from the spirit of Christmas,
    I've never seen this part of me before.
    It's taking all I have to wrap a present.
    No lights,No Tree. What the hell is wrong with me?
    don't feel too bad. i did not put up a tree either. it is just me this year. dog passed away in april and i am single at the moment. i am not in the christmas spirit either. but it is ok. next year you will feel it and next year i will feel it. hang in there :)
    "You can tell the greatness of a man by what makes him angry."  - Lincoln

    "Well, you tell him that I don't talk to suckas."
  • dimitrispearljam
    dimitrispearljam Posts: 139,726
    ill never understand in my life wh people like salt
    "...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
    "..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
    “..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
  • Aafke
    Aafke Posts: 1,219
    edited December 2013
    Parents gone
    Children with their dad
    Why the fuck does Christmas has to be such a family day
    And why do I have to spend it alone?
    Post edited by Aafke on
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    "The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed".- Carl Jung.
    "Art does not reproduce what we see; rather, it makes us see."- Paul Klee
  • donnaruhl
    donnaruhl Posts: 2,157
    gimmesometruth27 wrote:
    donnaruhl wrote:
    I'm so far away from the spirit of Christmas,
    I've never seen this part of me before.
    It's taking all I have to wrap a present.
    No lights,No Tree. What the hell is wrong with me?
    don't feel too bad. i did not put up a tree either. it is just me this year. dog passed away in april and i am single at the moment. i am not in the christmas spirit either. but it is ok. next year you will feel it and next year i will feel it. hang in there :)

    I hope this next year brings light into your life.
  • gimmesometruth27
    gimmesometruth27 St. Fuckin Louis Posts: 24,869
    donnaruhl wrote:
    gimmesometruth27 wrote:
    donnaruhl wrote:
    I'm so far away from the spirit of Christmas,
    I've never seen this part of me before.
    It's taking all I have to wrap a present.
    No lights,No Tree. What the hell is wrong with me?
    don't feel too bad. i did not put up a tree either. it is just me this year. dog passed away in april and i am single at the moment. i am not in the christmas spirit either. but it is ok. next year you will feel it and next year i will feel it. hang in there :)

    I hope this next year brings light into your life.
    thank you. i think 2014 is going to be a lot better. hopefully for you too :)

    at this point i am trying to start 2014 with a clean slate. i am trying to heal broken friendships and tie up any loose ends so that i can enter 2014 and feel like i am being reborn. mending friendships is a delicate process. i hope i have the patience for it. i just hope that these people want to be a part of my life as much as i want them to be.
    "You can tell the greatness of a man by what makes him angry."  - Lincoln

    "Well, you tell him that I don't talk to suckas."
  • JWPearl
    JWPearl Posts: 19,893
    When the Kingdom comes
    He puts his records on
    And with his blistered thumb hits play

    And with the volume up he goes and fills his cup
    And lets the drummer's drum take away the pain

    Breaking, Forsaken...
    What's that you're taking?
    Aaw, needing the feeling
    He lets the records play

    Should the future dim
    A cigarette lights hymn
    Vaporized a green light grin

    And when the shotglass talks
    He knows to listen up
    Until he's nice and numb again

    Shakened, Awakened
    Not one for faking
    Kneeling, his healing
    He lets the records play
    There's wisdom in his ways

    I been down and I fell so hard and far from grace
    I been hurt and I still recall the flaws on her face
    I been off, but I'm on, up above my feet, my feet again

    Shaken, Foresaken
    What's that your taking?
    Aaw, needing the feeling
    He lets the records play

    Shakened, Awakened
    Not one for faking
    Kneeling, his healing
    He lets the records play
    There's wisdom in his ways
  • donnaruhl
    donnaruhl Posts: 2,157
    JWPearl wrote:
    When the Kingdom comes
    He puts his records on
    And with his blistered thumb hits play

    And with the volume up he goes and fills his cup
    And lets the drummer's drum take away the pain

    Breaking, Forsaken...
    What's that you're taking?
    Aaw, needing the feeling
    He lets the records play

    Should the future dim
    A cigarette lights hymn
    Vaporized a green light grin

    And when the shotglass talks
    He knows to listen up
    Until he's nice and numb again

    Shakened, Awakened
    Not one for faking
    Kneeling, his healing
    He lets the records play
    There's wisdom in his ways

    I been down and I fell so hard and far from grace
    I been hurt and I still recall the flaws on her face
    I been off, but I'm on, up above my feet, my feet again

    Shaken, Foresaken
    What's that your taking?
    Aaw, needing the feeling
    He lets the records play

    Shakened, Awakened
    Not one for faking
    Kneeling, his healing
    He lets the records play
    There's wisdom in his ways
    I love this song. Also Infallible and Pendulum. And Swallowed Whole.F-It the list goes on! :)
  • nothinasitseems
    nothinasitseems New Jersey Posts: 1,516
    Are you getting something out of this all encompassing trip?
    2013: Worcester 2, Brooklyn 1, Brooklyn 2, Hartford
    2015: Global Citizen Festival
    2016: Philly 1, Philly 2, MSG 1, MSG 2, Fenway 2
    2018: Fenway 1, Fenway 2
    2024: MSG 2, Philly 1, Philly 2, Fenway 1, Fenway 2
  • the wolf
    the wolf Posts: 7,027
    I saw you,
    you were unaware of my presence...
    unaware of my being,
    Uncaring of my love for you,
    and all you are.
    I've never held you,
    and probably never will,...
    and it has finally occurred to me,
    that, that is okay with you.
    and I don't believe I can be "okay",
    with that.
    Peace, Love.

    "To question your government is not unpatriotic --
    to not question your government is unpatriotic."
    -- Sen. Chuck Hagel
  • gimmesometruth27
    gimmesometruth27 St. Fuckin Louis Posts: 24,869
    the wolf wrote:
    I saw you,
    you were unaware of my presence...
    unaware of my being,
    Uncaring of my love for you,
    and all you are.
    I've never held you,
    and probably never will,...
    and it has finally occurred to me,
    that, that is okay with you.
    and I don't believe I can be "okay",
    with that.
    I totally know this feeling, my man. Please just keep writing. Pretty much everything I have ever written has been about this very thing. Writing does help me deal with those circumstances though... Good luck :)
    "You can tell the greatness of a man by what makes him angry."  - Lincoln

    "Well, you tell him that I don't talk to suckas."
  • Aafke
    Aafke Posts: 1,219
    the wolf wrote:
    I saw you,
    you were unaware of my presence...
    unaware of my being,
    Uncaring of my love for you,
    and all you are.
    I've never held you,
    and probably never will,...
    and it has finally occurred to me,
    that, that is okay with you.
    and I don't believe I can be "okay",
    with that.

    I do also recognize this kind of feelings. And yes, writing does help me too. I hope it does the same for you ... Good luck. ;)

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    "The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed".- Carl Jung.
    "Art does not reproduce what we see; rather, it makes us see."- Paul Klee
  • TalonTedd
    TalonTedd Toronto Posts: 835
    edited December 2013
    justam wrote:
    Some days I think it would be such a relief to explode like an old sun and then go on to become the material for lots of new life the sun couldn't imagine before. The relief of a huge change! Some days need to feel like that, don't they?

    So as the new year approaches, I realize I have never made a resolution stick. Well its time for a f'n supernova! To explode out of this veneer of immaturity. To burn away the stains of broken vows and promises I've made to myself, year after year. This day, every day this year: I will resolve, I am not infallible. That she really is a lightning bolt and I caught her. That back there, it was me I left behind and I'm gonna save you fucker, not gonna lose you. time to drop the leash, climb up in my tree and dream the dreams of the girl...my savior,my lightning bolt, my habit....or I'll be sleeping by myself tonight! ;)

    A song dedication for all that was 2013...Got Some
    A song dedication for 2014....Evacuation

    Happy New Year to All :thumbup: :clap: :clap: :corn: :lol:

    Special thanks and best wishes to:
    rollings, justam, donnaruhl, mysticweed...Pearl Jam and the 10C
    Special thank you for Aafke :wave:
    All of you have done me a solid one way or another XO

    In joyous part
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    I remember when, yeah. I swore I knew everything, oh yeah.
  • Aafke
    Aafke Posts: 1,219
    Happy new year to all!!!!

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    "The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed".- Carl Jung.
    "Art does not reproduce what we see; rather, it makes us see."- Paul Klee
  • rollings
    rollings unknown Posts: 7,127
    remember that dark green nighttime
    and web-like spines down your back
    laughter ceased with every tearing
    when I walked in wearing
    peruvian sheep, a home-made crown
    that's some awe, your duty is
    love is so tremendously down some
    forty-nine-yard beaten-to-death path
    where all the forest hides the stars
    and instead preserves
    tar leaves
    look
    treachery is not given an arm or a coat, it is given a verse
    it's leaving us tomorrow on it's crazy wind-swept pathos
    the smallest space of everything you ever wanted
    can only ever be contained up there in mollusk high dreams
    but because it isn't
    you are never going to

    I came so far
    all to need a ride home
  • TalonTedd
    TalonTedd Toronto Posts: 835
    The tremors on my flesh give cause
    numerous cilium lurk and grope for absent stimuli
    my teeth ach to tear it up in shreds
    eyes wide
    senses carnivorous
    my hands could crush steel into a half life
    of all that has been a lunged down
    yet I have the resolve to circumscribe it all
    I'll chain myself to a clairvoyant hope
    crawl out of the shadow of the liar's
    laughter
    my cellmate in a prison of addiction
    built by my hand, twenty-nine years....
    Emancipation proclamation, time served
    Rise
    I remember when, yeah. I swore I knew everything, oh yeah.
  • rollings
    rollings unknown Posts: 7,127
    you rock, talon ted!
  • justam
    justam Posts: 21,415
    I'm a peaceful fern now. Quietly living on the forest floor.
    That's the good life for me. :\">
    &&&&&&&&&&&&&&
  • TalonTedd
    TalonTedd Toronto Posts: 835
    rollings said:

    you rock, talon ted!

    And you are a poetic apotheosis . I am your fan.
    many thanks

    >:D<
    I remember when, yeah. I swore I knew everything, oh yeah.

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