while it still beats

feeling like my aim is too high, thinking local not global,
getting bogged down in the over-arching details that come from the minutia,
my own assumptions that the tiniest of motions carries such a big wave.

human capacity to team with life not teem with life is getting me down, heavy
abandon all hope, pace yourself!

so far the teeming has been my perspective, a perfunctory glance is what has been afforded
the long term dis-ability is dis-heartening, so glad C.H. shared the blind ability to look, see, with the heart, that is not temporary while it still beats!