I never held you...in real life!

davidtrios
davidtrios Posts: 9,732
edited November 2011 in The Porch
I never held you in real life- I got Id

wow, coming to the realization of this recently made me feel like less than zero...super angry at first, then felt like a complete fool, loser, so much disbelieve...so much pain...then numbness. im getting better each day, but after almost 4 years, it's not fucken easy to feel like it was a complete illusion.

i never held you in real life...

what your saddest pearl jam line?
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  • Pamela0222
    Pamela0222 Posts: 1,544
    :cry:
    The thing I like most about time is that it's not real. It's all in the head. Sure, it's a useful trick to use if you want to meet someone at a specific place in the universe and have tea or coffee- but that's all it is- a trick. There is no such thing as the past. It exists only in the memory. There is no such thing as the future. It exists only in our imagination. If our watches were truly accurate, the only thing they would ever say is "Now". That's what time it is. It's "Now". - Damien Echols
  • thefixer9
    thefixer9 Posts: 9,376
    "Its a hopeless situation, that I'm trying to believe. That this hopeless situation is what I'm trying to achieve."
    "To myself I surrender, to the one I'll never please."
    "It's nothing as it seems,.. the little that you see,.. it's home..."
    "It don't seem fair...you seemed to like it here..."
    "Mondays were made to fall,... lost on a road he knew by heart"
    "The end, comes near, I'm here but not much longer."

    These are the ones that hit me the most.
    Tres Mts- 3/16/2011
    Eddie Vedder- 7/16/11
    Brad- 4/21/12 (RSD Performance), 4/27/12, 8/10/12
    Flight To Mars- 5/23/12
    RNDM- 11/27/12

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  • nothing_man_92
    nothing_man_92 Canberra, Australia Posts: 347
    thefixer9 wrote:
    "Its a hopeless situation, that I'm trying to believe. That this hopeless situation is what I'm trying to achieve."
    "To myself I surrender, to the one I'll never please."
    "It's nothing as it seems,.. the little that you see,.. it's home..."
    "It don't seem fair...you seemed to like it here..."
    "Mondays were made to fall,... lost on a road he knew by heart"
    "The end, comes near, I'm here but not much longer."

    These are the ones that hit me the most.
    A very close second to:

    "She once believed in every story he had to tell, one day she stiffened took the other side, empty stares from each corner of a shared prison cell, one just escaped ones left inside the well, and he who forgets will be destined to remember"
  • nothing_man_92
    nothing_man_92 Canberra, Australia Posts: 347
    "She once believed in every story he had to tell, one day she stiffened took the other side, empty stares from each corner of a shared prison cell, one just escaped ones left inside the well, and he who forgets will be destined to remember"

    All or none is a close second
  • Blue11
    Blue11 Posts: 200
    " I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, I know you'll be a star, in somebody else's sky, but why, why can't it be, why cant it be mine?"

    This stuck with me for a long time.
    " All the stars in the sky, thought you were up in mine
    Still I wonder, I wonder......" "Black" tag 09-16-2005 Ottawa

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  • "And he who forgets will be destined to remember"

    The things you can't forget....
  • "Son," she said, "have I got a little story for you...
    What you thought was your daddy was nothin' but a...
    While you were sittin' home alone at age thirteen
    your real daddy was dyin'. Sorry you didn't see him, but I'm glad we talked..."
    First: ATL2 04/03/1994
    Last: SEA2 08/10/2018
    Next: ??
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    “I think you won, but I enjoyed the fight” - EV
  • "And these days, they linger on
    And I'm the night, as I'm waiting on
    The real possibility I may meet you in my dream
    I go to sleep"

    :cry:
    I shit and I stink, I'm real, join the club...
  • "I have wished for so long. How I wish for you today."
    My last message to you ~

    You're right. You are a monster! You are sick! Get help!

    At least, I am not a fuck-up! A lying fuck-up!
  • wow those are some good ones. for some reason i find this line the saddest in the entire song, always gets to me.. might be because of the regretful undertone it carries..

    "All the rusted signs we ignore throughout our lives, choosing the shiny ones instead "
    "We're heavily Hemingway inspired." -ed
  • Spags
    Spags Leigh-on-Sea, UK Posts: 3,057
    "She doesn't like the view, as he sinks himself deep"
    Nature drunk and High
  • "if just one wish could bring her back,
    it's sad"

    That one always gets me right there, particularly the way Ed delivers the vocal.
    2003: Melb x3, Perth
    2006: Bris x2, Melb x3, Perth
    2009: Perth, Adel, Melb, Syd
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    2014: BDO Syd, Adel
    2014: EV Melb
  • red mos
    red mos Posts: 4,953
    "I know you'll be a star in somebody else's sky, but why, why can't it be mine." Vedder, Ament, Gossard, McCready, Krusen).

    I have felt this many times. I wish things would just fall into place.
    PJ: 10/14/00 06/09/03 10/4/09 11/15/13 11/16/13 10/08/14
    EV Solo: 7/11/11 11/12/12 11/13/12
  • Good friend of mine, her bro-in-law got cancer and died. He was 30 odd and left a wife and 2 young kids. So pretty much all of The End.

    I heard the song first around a month after he died. Hit me like a goods train!
    RDS Dublin - Aug 26 1995 (Neil Young with Pearl Jam)
    Millstreet Arena - Oct 24, 1996
    The Point - Oct 26, 1996
    The Point - Jun 01, 2000
    The Point - Aug 23, 2006
    Wembley Arena - Jun 18, 2007
    Manchester Evening News Arena - Aug 17, 2009
    The O2 - Jun 22, 2010
    Odyssey Arena - Jun 23, 2010
    Manchester Evening News Arena - Jun 20 2012
    Amsterdam Ziggo Dome - Jun 26 2012
    Amsterdam Ziggo Dome - Jun 16 2014
  • And sometimes you're there
    And you're talking back to me
    Come the morning I could swear you're next to me


    Lost my Dad to cancer almost 4 years ago. I cry every time I hear this song.
  • And sometimes you're there
    And you're talking back to me
    Come the morning I could swear you're next to me


    Lost my Dad to cancer almost 4 years ago. I cry every time I hear this song.

    And four years ago me and the brothers and sisters were discussing palliative care for our Mam. Captain C is such a leveller. It discriminates for no one! Hope you have made friends with the sad thoughts. If you can do that, you can bear it, just about.
    RDS Dublin - Aug 26 1995 (Neil Young with Pearl Jam)
    Millstreet Arena - Oct 24, 1996
    The Point - Oct 26, 1996
    The Point - Jun 01, 2000
    The Point - Aug 23, 2006
    Wembley Arena - Jun 18, 2007
    Manchester Evening News Arena - Aug 17, 2009
    The O2 - Jun 22, 2010
    Odyssey Arena - Jun 23, 2010
    Manchester Evening News Arena - Jun 20 2012
    Amsterdam Ziggo Dome - Jun 26 2012
    Amsterdam Ziggo Dome - Jun 16 2014
  • Suziemay
    Suziemay Posts: 11,168
    Blue11 wrote:
    " I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, I know you'll be a star, in somebody else's sky, but why, why can't it be, why cant it be mine?"

    This :cry::cry:
  • "I got scratches all over my arms. One for each day since I fell apart".

    This line gets to me every time I hear it. One of my favorite PJ songs though.
    "A beacon on dry land"
  • pandora
    pandora Posts: 21,855
    "I'll swallow poison, until I grow immune
    I will scream my lungs out till it fills this room

    How much difference
    How much difference
    How much difference does it make
    How much difference does it make..."


    I make no difference ... is just how I felt ... absolute defeat

    I was wrong... we all make a difference
  • tremors
    tremors Posts: 8,051
    wow those are some good ones. for some reason i find this line the saddest in the entire song, always gets to me.. might be because of the regretful undertone it carries..

    "All the rusted signs we ignore throughout our lives, choosing the shiny ones instead "

    Me too, I actually find that line sung on Riot Act, and the following line the one of the saddest points in Pearl Jam's music
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