Benaroya made it ok!

josemonaro
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I never thought music would help me through a tough time in my life, but this album proved me wrong. A few weeks ago I was riding my dirt bike when I unfortunately came off in the middle of no where. When I fell I could feel my right leg pop, but in a strange way. After hitting the ground and realizing what I had done I looked down at my right leg and noticed it was facing the wrong way. After the initial shock of this, the pain pursued. It was a long agenising wait for the paramedics and firefighters to arrive to assist me. I remember thinking this is going to take a lot of time to repair and thought of all the commitments that people these days have.
This thought hung around for awhile until I was given a green tube to suck on and a good dose of morphine from the paramedics.
To shorten a long story, I ended up having surgery to insert a 250mm long titanium plate and 12 screws to repair my tibia and fibula that had shattered. During the two weeks I was in hospitial I was in significant pain, yeah of course I had all the morphine, oxycontin known to man thrown into me but for the first time in my life I was in pain physically and emotionally. In the scope of injuries that I have witnessed or those that were around me sitting in that hospital it was the worst I had ever felt.
One day I was laying in my hospital bed tripping out on pain medication and feeling pretty low. I hadn't slept for a few days from the nausea and needed some sleep. My wife brought me my ipod that is always loaded with PJ, foo fighters, green day and all my other favourites. I placed the earphones on and started to scroll through my song list and saw "Benaroya Hall". I pressed play and instantly started to feel better. It took me by shock initially of how the mind and body could be healed by music. I don't know if it was having music I knew at a speed that was a bit slower than normal or what. But I was later told by the nurses that I snored like a rusty old chain saw cutting down some ancient tree from a rainforest. So, Benaroya made it right. I will never again doubt the power of words and music.
This thought hung around for awhile until I was given a green tube to suck on and a good dose of morphine from the paramedics.
To shorten a long story, I ended up having surgery to insert a 250mm long titanium plate and 12 screws to repair my tibia and fibula that had shattered. During the two weeks I was in hospitial I was in significant pain, yeah of course I had all the morphine, oxycontin known to man thrown into me but for the first time in my life I was in pain physically and emotionally. In the scope of injuries that I have witnessed or those that were around me sitting in that hospital it was the worst I had ever felt.
One day I was laying in my hospital bed tripping out on pain medication and feeling pretty low. I hadn't slept for a few days from the nausea and needed some sleep. My wife brought me my ipod that is always loaded with PJ, foo fighters, green day and all my other favourites. I placed the earphones on and started to scroll through my song list and saw "Benaroya Hall". I pressed play and instantly started to feel better. It took me by shock initially of how the mind and body could be healed by music. I don't know if it was having music I knew at a speed that was a bit slower than normal or what. But I was later told by the nurses that I snored like a rusty old chain saw cutting down some ancient tree from a rainforest. So, Benaroya made it right. I will never again doubt the power of words and music.
Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift, thats why its called The Present.
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josemonaro wrote:I never thought music would help me through a tough time in my life, but this album proved me wrong. A few weeks ago I was riding my dirt bike when I unfortunately came off in the middle of no where. When I fell I could feel my right leg pop, but in a strange way. After hitting the ground and realizing what I had done I looked down at my right leg and noticed it was facing the wrong way. After the initial shock of this, the pain pursued. It was a long agenising wait for the paramedics and firefighters to arrive to assist me. I remember thinking this is going to take a lot of time to repair and thought of all the commitments that people these days have.
This thought hung around for awhile until I was given a green tube to suck on and a good dose of morphine from the paramedics.
To shorten a long story, I ended up having surgery to insert a 250mm long titanium plate and 12 screws to repair my tibia and fibula that had shattered. During the two weeks I was in hospitial I was in significant pain, yeah of course I had all the morphine, oxycontin known to man thrown into but for the first time in my life I was in pain physically and emotionally. In the scope of injuries that I have witnessed or those that are around me sitting in this hospital it was the worst I had ever felt.
One day I was laying in my hospital bed tripping out on pain medication and feeling pretty low. I hadn't slept for a few days from the nausea and needed some sleep. My wife brought me my ipod that is always loaded with PJ, foo fighters, green day and all my other favourites. I placed the earphones on and started to scroll through my song list and saw "Benaroya Hall". I pressed play and instantly started to feel better. It took me by shock initially of how the mind and body could be healed by music. I don't know if it was having music I knew at a speed that was a bit slower than normal or what. But I was later told by the nurses that I snored like a rusty old chain saw cutting down some ancient tree from a rainforest. So, Benaroya made it right. I will never again doubt the power of words and music.
Thank you for sharing. I've been through a bout of feeling really down and not sleeping, I know how badly that messes with your mind. I'm glad this worked for you, good luck with recovery and stay strong. Hugs.0 -
fuck all that nasty noise, and PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
NO PICTURES OF THAT BACKWARDS LEG.
Sucks you took the big fall, bro.
glad your all put back together.
you sound like a trooper.
* glad you had the MIGHTY PJ there to keep you sane (or half sane, i mean, it is morphine)
lolz.
ps - your wife is purdy smart too.If I was to smile and I held out my hand
If I opened it now would you not understand?0 -
totally agree man.
I was in the ICU for a month and the regular hospital rooms for several more weeks a couple years ago.
Touring Band 2000 DVD is one of the major things that got me through it.
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I wish I took a picture of my leg backwards as its a real head trip. The most amazing experience was when they knocked me out on a drug called "ketamine". I googled the drug and this was the result.
•Higher doses produce a hallucinogenic (trippy) effect, and may cause the user to feel very far away from their body.
•This experience is often referred to as entering a "K-hole" and has been compared to a near death experience with sensations of rising above one's body. Many users find the experience spiritually significant , while others find it frightening.
•While in a K-hole it is very difficult to move. People usually remain seated or lying down during the experience.
I must say I felt all of this. It was the most peaceful feeling I had ever felt in my life. I felt as I had risen out of my body and falling through a tunnel. When I woke, I asked the ER Dr had i died it was that intense. I must admit that i understand it was synthetically produced, but WOW, it was awesome.Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift, thats why its called The Present.0 -
josemonaro wrote:I wish I took a picture of my leg backwards as its a real head trip. The most amazing experience was when they knocked me out on a drug called "ketamine". I googled the drug and this was the result.
•Higher doses produce a hallucinogenic (trippy) effect, and may cause the user to feel very far away from their body.
•This experience is often referred to as entering a "K-hole" and has been compared to a near death experience with sensations of rising above one's body. Many users find the experience spiritually significant , while others find it frightening.
•While in a K-hole it is very difficult to move. People usually remain seated or lying down during the experience.
I must say I felt all of this. It was the most peaceful feeling I had ever felt in my life. I felt as I had risen out of my body and falling through a tunnel. When I woke, I asked the ER Dr had i died it was that intense. I must admit that i understand it was synthetically produced, but WOW, it was awesome.
I think ketamine is also used on large animals, such as horses, as a tranquilizer. So its not surprising you felt wonderful!!PJ:
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