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  • tremors
    tremors Posts: 8,051
    Spectres and skeletons
    Nightime chills of memory
    Sit more easily
    Than what you did to her
    What you do to them
    All I've endured
    Unlocked the first time
    By the chill
    The cold knife in the back as she told me her story
    My innocence scratched and serrated in those moments
    And it never returned
    Her fire burned so brightly
    Yet she had two jumpers on I remember
    As she told me
    And yet she shivered

    As you walked me through it
    I have a memory
    Like I was descending stairs
    It still haunts me
    One word and I had a cruel alarm bell ringing
    Another word and I was descending the steps
    No light here
    Steps to the cellar, to the basement
    I really didn't want to go down
    But I was with you
    I loved you
    I heard you
    What else was I to do?
    Another word another detail
    Descending dark steps

    My life to that point was ripped up and scattered
    Like the blue skies
    To black
    Tainted, tattooed
    Everything

    And when you had finished it never got easier
    It never gets easier
    You only get tougher

    I remember from that day I made a vow
    I didn't cut my hair for four years
    Until you left me
    Until they dragged me away
    People around me watched me change
    Yet they never knew the secret
    You changed me
    He changed me
    They changed me

    But what they don't know
    But what they might just find out
    Is that whilst I was descending that stairwell
    I reached for two things
    Some protection
    And a gun
    Cancel my subscription to the Ressurection
    Send my credentials to the house of detention

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  • pearljamfan-1997
    pearljamfan-1997 Posts: 269
    StillHere wrote:
    pearljamfan-1997 wrote:
    :shock: :wtf: :wtf: my bf just asked my wat ring size i am...
    :o:D:D :thumbup: :wave: :clap:

    im scared to find out but im also curious he says he has a present for me next saturday...
    “I told you from the start just how this would end. When I get what I want, I never want it again.” — Courtney Love

    “If he doesn’t treat you like a princess, then he doesn’t deserve to be your prince.” — Unknown

    “And we’ll move on and go our separate ways. Just know, I’ll miss you everyday, but things just aren’t the same.” — Unknown
  • pandora
    pandora Posts: 21,855
    death.jpg


    Heroes


    Succumb to the warm breath

    in a sterile white room,

    my moment marks eternity.

    Added knowledge of 3 days to pass,

    this accepted as it is written.

    Innocent eyes gone but almost grown,

    remain locked in mine,

    remain locked in time.


    "I always wanted to die a hero."


    These words spoken aloud

    now echo in the divine,

    Love replacing Fear.
  • StillHere
    StillHere Posts: 7,795
    pandora wrote:
    death.jpg


    Heroes


    Succumb to the warm breath

    in a sterile white room,

    my moment marks eternity.

    Added knowledge of 3 days to pass,

    this accepted as it is written.

    Innocent eyes gone but almost grown,

    remain locked in mine,

    remain locked in time.


    "I always wanted to die a hero."


    These words spoken aloud

    now echo in the divine,

    Love replacing Fear.




    the eyes of truth are upon us
    must I ascend
    into that white light?
    the Knowledge there ....
    ..............
    of me ...
    Have I passed that test?
    Am I welcome ?
    Will they see
    all that I've tried to be
    or only
    what i have become?
    peace,
    jo

    http://www.Etsy.com/Shop/SimpleEarthCreations
    "How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
    "Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
  • pandora
    pandora Posts: 21,855
    StillHere wrote:
    pandora wrote:
    death.jpg


    Heroes


    Succumb to the warm breath

    in a sterile white room,

    my moment marks eternity.

    Added knowledge of 3 days to pass,

    this accepted as it is written.

    Innocent eyes gone but almost grown,

    remain locked in mine,

    remain locked in time.


    "I always wanted to die a hero."


    These words spoken aloud

    now echo in the divine,

    Love replacing Fear.




    the eyes of truth are upon us
    must I ascend
    into that white light?
    the Knowledge there ....
    ..............
    of me ...
    Have I passed that test?
    Am I welcome ?
    Will they see
    all that I've tried to be
    or only
    what i have become?
    you've 'become' .... very good ! :clap: :D
  • StillHere
    StillHere Posts: 7,795
    pandora wrote:
    StillHere wrote:
    pandora wrote:
    death.jpg


    Heroes


    Succumb to the warm breath

    in a sterile white room,

    my moment marks eternity.

    Added knowledge of 3 days to pass,

    this accepted as it is written.

    Innocent eyes gone but almost grown,

    remain locked in mine,

    remain locked in time.


    "I always wanted to die a hero."


    These words spoken aloud

    now echo in the divine,

    Love replacing Fear.




    the eyes of truth are upon us
    must I ascend
    into that white light?
    the Knowledge there ....
    ..............
    of me ...
    Have I passed that test?
    Am I welcome ?
    Will they see
    all that I've tried to be
    or only
    what i have become?
    you've 'become' .... very good ! :clap: :D


    Thank you Pandi. I can only hope to be a small percentage of what you and the other folks here are. but I have fun trying :)
    peace,
    jo

    http://www.Etsy.com/Shop/SimpleEarthCreations
    "How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
    "Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
  • pandora
    pandora Posts: 21,855
    StillHere wrote:
    pandora wrote:
    StillHere wrote:
    the eyes of truth are upon us
    must I ascend
    into that white light?
    the Knowledge there ....
    ..............
    of me ...
    Have I passed that test?
    Am I welcome ?
    Will they see
    all that I've tried to be
    or only
    what i have become?
    you've 'become' .... very good ! :clap: :D


    Thank you Pandi. I can only hope to be a small percentage of what you and the other folks here are. but I have fun trying :)
    Your heart is huge and you speak it so well...Thank you for being here! :D
  • tremors
    tremors Posts: 8,051
    StillHere wrote:
    pandora wrote:
    death.jpg


    Heroes


    Succumb to the warm breath

    in a sterile white room,

    my moment marks eternity.

    Added knowledge of 3 days to pass,

    this accepted as it is written.

    Innocent eyes gone but almost grown,

    remain locked in mine,

    remain locked in time.


    "I always wanted to die a hero."


    These words spoken aloud

    now echo in the divine,

    Love replacing Fear.




    the eyes of truth are upon us
    must I ascend
    into that white light?
    the Knowledge there ....
    ..............
    of me ...
    Have I passed that test?
    Am I welcome ?
    Will they see
    all that I've tried to be
    or only
    what i have become?


    Like!
    Cancel my subscription to the Ressurection
    Send my credentials to the house of detention

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  • pearljamfan-1997
    pearljamfan-1997 Posts: 269
    at school, in civics, again, dying of bordum... some popular chicks said im a lesbian cuz i hugged my bff and that im an emo cutter cuz i wear black cant wait to go home
    “I told you from the start just how this would end. When I get what I want, I never want it again.” — Courtney Love

    “If he doesn’t treat you like a princess, then he doesn’t deserve to be your prince.” — Unknown

    “And we’ll move on and go our separate ways. Just know, I’ll miss you everyday, but things just aren’t the same.” — Unknown
  • pandora
    pandora Posts: 21,855
    pearljamfan-1997 wrote:
    at school, in civics, again, dying of bordum... some popular chicks said im a lesbian cuz i hugged my bff and that im an emo cutter cuz i wear black cant wait to go home
    Love surrounds you
    walk with it.
    Be confident in it,
    feel it,
    radiate it.
    Find peace in it.
    Defend yourself,
    arm yourself with Love.
    Wield it.
    Share it.
    Never be ashamed of it.

    Love and love will follow you.
    You will be forever strong.
    :D
  • tremors
    tremors Posts: 8,051
    pandora wrote:
    pearljamfan-1997 wrote:
    at school, in civics, again, dying of bordum... some popular chicks said im a lesbian cuz i hugged my bff and that im an emo cutter cuz i wear black cant wait to go home
    Love surrounds you
    walk with it.
    Be confident in it,
    feel it,
    radiate it.
    Find peace in it.
    Defend yourself,
    arm yourself with Love.
    Wield it.
    Share it.
    Never be ashamed of it.

    Love and love will follow you.
    You will be forever strong.
    :D


    Great words. I think I will come back to this one.

    (Hope your day improves 1997)
    Cancel my subscription to the Ressurection
    Send my credentials to the house of detention

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  • StillHere
    StillHere Posts: 7,795
    pandora wrote:
    pearljamfan-1997 wrote:
    at school, in civics, again, dying of bordum... some popular chicks said im a lesbian cuz i hugged my bff and that im an emo cutter cuz i wear black cant wait to go home
    Love surrounds you
    walk with it.
    Be confident in it,
    feel it,
    radiate it.
    Find peace in it.
    Defend yourself,
    arm yourself with Love.
    Wield it.
    Share it.
    Never be ashamed of it.

    Love and love will follow you.
    You will be forever strong.
    :D

    to live by :)
    peace,
    jo

    http://www.Etsy.com/Shop/SimpleEarthCreations
    "How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
    "Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
  • pearljamfan-1997
    pearljamfan-1997 Posts: 269
    tremors wrote:
    pandora wrote:
    pearljamfan-1997 wrote:
    at school, in civics, again, dying of bordum... some popular chicks said im a lesbian cuz i hugged my bff and that im an emo cutter cuz i wear black cant wait to go home
    Love surrounds you
    walk with it.
    Be confident in it,
    feel it,
    radiate it.
    Find peace in it.
    Defend yourself,
    arm yourself with Love.
    Wield it.
    Share it.
    Never be ashamed of it.

    Love and love will follow you.
    You will be forever strong.
    :D


    Great words. I think I will come back to this one.

    (Hope your day improves 1997)
    not a bad day acctualy, i dont go one with out ridicule, but i just ignore it. :D they dont no me, and what happens in my life, if they dont like how i dress or look than thats there problem and they can suck it up. and the only reason they said im a lesbian is because they dont have real friends that will give you a hug just because. im proud of who i am and watever they say to me doesnt faze me, and wen they say somthing about my friends or make fun of my beilefs than i but them in there place.
    “I told you from the start just how this would end. When I get what I want, I never want it again.” — Courtney Love

    “If he doesn’t treat you like a princess, then he doesn’t deserve to be your prince.” — Unknown

    “And we’ll move on and go our separate ways. Just know, I’ll miss you everyday, but things just aren’t the same.” — Unknown
  • JW142513
    JW142513 Posts: 12
    Here is my music, maybe it will inspire...
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FR3jSAKwENA
  • pandora
    pandora Posts: 21,855
    JW142513 wrote:
    Here is my music, maybe it will inspire...
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FR3jSAKwENA
    I found the lyrics online ... wonderfully inspiring

    I feel that with my hubby
    he is my refuge

    the world is all wrong but love is all right :D

    thank you!
  • tremors
    tremors Posts: 8,051
    pearljamfan-1997 wrote:
    not a bad day acctualy, i dont go one with out ridicule, but i just ignore it. :D they dont no me, and what happens in my life, if they dont like how i dress or look than thats there problem and they can suck it up. and the only reason they said im a lesbian is because they dont have real friends that will give you a hug just because. im proud of who i am and watever they say to me doesnt faze me, and wen they say somthing about my friends or make fun of my beilefs than i but them in there place.


    You are who you are. You are one of us! These popular kids who are mean..... they soon fade away. The most important thing in my experience is to believe in and practice kindness and sincerity, and the more you do that - the more things go your way. You are a good person - thoughtful and sensitive. These bullies are usually just empty inside. Keep on doing your thing!
    Cancel my subscription to the Ressurection
    Send my credentials to the house of detention

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  • rollings
    rollings unknown Posts: 7,127
    yo,

    where's the wolf been

    He hasn't posted since April 3.
  • pandora
    pandora Posts: 21,855
    32 thank you's.... My love

    'I don't know.... do you think can you handle it?'
    Thank you for handling it each time, so fine!
    oh and thanks for the pizza too!

    Stickmen? ... who knew you were such an artist!

    'Until death do us part' and you meant it... thank you!

    Fun... I didn't know fun till I married you! Thank you for the laughs,
    the spins on the dance floor, the drives by the lake and the shrimp cocktails!

    My Peanut ... if I didn't know before, I knew that moment,
    You my husband, are a keeper!

    Thank you breathing coach,
    I could not have done it natural without you... you kept me strong
    and then counted the toes and fingers and bathed that little buster!

    The cassette tape of baby giggles... it is a precious memory
    and he is a precious son, thank you for staying strong for me through his illness.

    Thank you for understanding and welcoming baby girl into our lives.
    We made a beautiful woman.

    Hey thanks for all the sweat, all the fix up, deck building... awesome I might add,
    remodeling, pool diggin, tree planting. You are the MAN!

    Working 3 jobs just for us.. thank you! What a wonderful example for our children you are!

    Thanks for going with me to visit Dad in the nursing home ... that was tough
    and for being there when he passed... understanding the anger and shame
    and for never ever judging me.

    Inspired thought ... thanks for the move to a better place!

    Thank you for putting up with me...for caring if I lived or died
    and trying to make everything right
    even when it wasn't you at all ...I am sorry and I love you

    Thank you for crying with us when Maggie Mae had to leave this world,
    this the bond, the good that came from that terrible loss.

    Thank you soooo much for working day and night for your family... having the vision,
    building a successful business, bringing us to the lake
    and always wanting more for us. You did well!

    Thank you for being a good son and brother,
    for remaining strong during the shock and pain and showing the kids how we say goodbye.
    I miss him too everyday.

    Thank you for being my Mom's hero.... you made her last days much happier,
    she smiles down on you, she loves you so.

    We light the candle together, thank you for your shoulder and strong arms.

    Thank you for being my PJ buddy... always willing to go no question.... whatever I want.
    No money worries, just always happy to go and happy to be with me.

    OMG the terrible teens... How did we make it through? Oh I know...
    Thanks for showing them how much you love them!

    Fast forward to 2009 what can I say? Thank you for doing it all.
    Working, cooking, shopping, laundry, cleaning, therapy, doctor visits,
    sharing tears, feeling the pain and fear with me, keeping the hope and faith.
    10 thank you's is just not enough. I could not have made it through without your love!
    You showed me what true love is... It is sacrifice.

    Thank you also for understanding my limitations as we finish our life together.
    This comfort and security you have given me, your lovely words, thank you for just being here!

    # 32! Thank you for singing our song... Smile was awesome at karaoke Saturday night!


    So this is our life.... I know you have shed some tears reading this, as I....
    this what I love most about you... your amazing heart.

    I knew we always envisioned Hawaii for our 30th but it matters not
    wherever we are, together, is the right place to be!

    Each day an anniversary... each day a celebration
    32 thank you's and a zillion I love you's,
    James Bryan....
    It's so nice to have you here! :D
  • StillHere
    StillHere Posts: 7,795
    :D:cry::cry::D :thumbup: :wave: :clap: :cry: :-D

    is how that made me feel

    thanks so much for sharing that Pandi

    That is beautiful

    YOU are beautiful

    *hugs*
    peace,
    jo

    http://www.Etsy.com/Shop/SimpleEarthCreations
    "How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
    "Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
  • pandora
    pandora Posts: 21,855
    StillHere wrote:
    :D:cry::cry::D :thumbup: :wave: :clap: :cry: :-D

    is how that made me feel

    thanks so much for sharing that Pandi

    That is beautiful

    YOU are beautiful

    *hugs*
    Thanks Jo! Loveyou02.gif

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