The beauty of imperfection and other tranquil things

depopulationINC
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Pray to whom?
Angels pray to god
Down on their knees
Locked within a cage
From which they can not fly
Imprison souls
Seeing Earth only to help eat our sin
Serpents roam just as they please
Betray the master
Run amongst us
Are they not truly free
Telling lies
Do whatever they may
Nothing left to loose
Where can they go
Solitary place to stay
Angels pray to god
Down on their knees
Locked within a cage
From which they can not fly
Imprison souls
Seeing Earth only to help eat our sin
Serpents roam just as they please
Betray the master
Run amongst us
Are they not truly free
Telling lies
Do whatever they may
Nothing left to loose
Where can they go
Solitary place to stay
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
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Over the River - a crossing
What lies just beyond the river
Venture out
Endeavor before the flame
Knowing I can’t live forever
Should I stop
Live my life a little purer
Should I pray
I don’t know but
Can it hurt much
With all the deeds I’ve shown
Over the river
Where does it go
I can’t see heaven
Got no choice now
I know I have to follow
Helping hand
Never seemed for me
Didn’t try too
Just living for my day
Seems so shallow
Is that just me
You’ve seen my worst
Would you
Say the same
Look inside
Don’t like what I see
Times of sorrow
Mostly caused by me
Fading gently
Wasn’t in my plans
Never had none
Living on whim
Sleep
Gravitates
Approaches slowly
It’s within my reach
Slipping quickly
Where will I go
Can’t see heaven
Now I dread below
Slipping quickly
What can I do
I’ll pay my penance
Tell me what to do
I’ll go in silence
Or I’ll be your hand
I can show you fully
I can scream aloud
Over the river
Where does it go
I can’t see heaven
Got no choice now
I know I have to follow
Now I’ll cross that river
I’ll see the other side
Don’t know what lies there
Will I live out
All the hurt I’ve caused
Will I repeat them
I heard their cries
Never concerned
I was mesmerized
I feel their hurt now
It’s piled on high
No hesitation
No not from me
I never held back
It was not for me
I kept on digging
The deepest grave
Never thought I’d use it
Never thought I’d see that day
Now I’ll cross that river
But first I’ll look upon my past
Regret the turmoil
The worlds I crumbled
Can’t ignore the anguish
All that piercing pain
Oh how I wish
I could do it all over again
Oh I see the river
It brings on shivers
Over the river
I can see no hope
Don’t deserve none
Now I follow
See the consequences
Of this lifeThe only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key0 -
The Waiting
Pray I do
That I can avoid
That to see I won’t
Looking to the heavens
Clasp my hands
Will this succeed
Tell me what to say the most
Waiting
Please show a sign
I’m sick of waiting
While I waste away
Moving
Well I’ll pass along
I’m sick of kneeling
I can’t stand the wait
Praying to the heavens
What has it really done for me
All I ask for is freedom
Is that what you call what your doing to me
Praying show me lord
Made you my idol
But you can’t breathe in a stone
I’m sick of trying
So I’m moving on
Moving
Well will you strike me down
A disbeliever
A mortal who blasphemed
Who besmeared your nameThe only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key0 -
Outright
Every time I reach inside to feel
Grab a piece of something wrong
Never seems to come out right
Every time I reach inside to feel
Take a little more time to search
Maybe next time it will all come out all right
Sometimes it seems I search to long
Never find a place where I can rest
Never find a place where I belong
Well when you look at me in my eyes
Can you see the things I do
Or do I stand alone again tonight
All I really need to know
There’s truth out there
Or so I’ve often been told
You can stumble upon it
Right there in the middle of the night
Creeps up upon you
But will I turn my back
And walk away in fright
Change often comes
But not to those who wait
I bid my time
Waiting for it to be just right
Joy may be what it brings
But I fear it will consume with frightThe only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key0 -
It is sad to see such internal torture over regrets...we can't change the past...some hurts will always be with us, to help us learn...perspective on life can be a very powerful thing...what is important and what is not...one thing I have learned the hard way is that for as unworthy as a person feels about themselves, God does not see them that way...sometimes we just have to wake up and listen...Our love must not be just words, but True Love, which shows itself in action,
No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
After you die...you know how to LIVE!0 -
twin1 wrote:It is sad to see such internal torture over regrets...we can't change the past...some hurts will always be with us, to help us learn...perspective on life can be a very powerful thing...what is important and what is not...one thing I have learned the hard way is that for as unworthy as a person feels about themselves, God does not see them that way...sometimes we just have to wake up and listen...
I don't think that these are really coming from 'inside me'. They just spewed out, oozing jibber that landed on a piece of paper.The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key0 -
depopulationINC wrote:Outright
Every time I reach inside to feel
Grab a piece of something wrong
Never seems to come out right
Every time I reach inside to feel
Take a little more time to search
Maybe next time it will all come out all right
Sometimes it seems I search to long
Never find a place where I can rest
Never find a place where I belong
Well when you look at me in my eyes
Can you see the things I do
Or do I stand alone again tonight
All I really need to know
There’s truth out there
Or so I’ve often been told
You can stumble upon it
Right there in the middle of the night
Creeps up upon you
But will I turn my back
And walk away in fright
Change often comes
But not to those who wait
I bid my time
Waiting for it to be just right
Joy may be what it brings
But I fear it will consume with fright
"The truth? You can't handle the truth!"
I liked this one. And the line "Change often comes but not to those who wait"---now, ain't that the truth!Subconsciously, this person knows the truth but just doesn't want to allow it to enter into concious thought. Must be SOME ugh-lay truth!
Forget your perfect offering, there is a crack in everything, that's how the light gets in. - Leonard Cohen0 -
Being Enlightened wrote:"The truth? You can't handle the truth!"
I liked this one. And the line "Change often comes but not to those who wait"---now, ain't that the truth!Subconsciously, this person knows the truth but just doesn't want to allow it to enter into concious thought. Must be SOME ugh-lay truth!
hehe
Thanks for pointing that line out!!
I had it stuck in my head. I jotted it down, and the rest was built upon it. I loved the line, and really wanted to use it.The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key0 -
depopulationINC wrote:hehe
Thanks for pointing that line out!!
I had it stuck in my head. I jotted it down, and the rest was built upon it. I loved the line, and really wanted to use it.You're welcome! It's a great line and I can see why you wanted to build on it.
Forget your perfect offering, there is a crack in everything, that's how the light gets in. - Leonard Cohen0 -
depopulationINC wrote:Pray to whom?
Angels pray to god
Down on their knees
Locked within a cage
From which they can not fly
Imprison souls
Seeing Earth only to help eat our sin
Serpents roam just as they please
Betray the master
Run amongst us
Are they not truly free
Telling lies
Do whatever they may
Nothing left to loose
Where can they go
Solitary place to stayA whisper and a thrill
A whisper and a chill
adv2005
"Why do I bother?"
The 11th Commandment.
"Whatever"
PETITION TO STOP THE BAN OF SMOKING IN BARS IN THE UNITED STATES....Anyone?0 -
Each one of these bits stood out. Your words or the way I have read them are immense. Some I find myself enjoying more then others. Thank you for your writings.
Times of sorrow
Mostly caused by me
Fading gently
But you can’t breathe in a stone
Every time I reach inside to feel
Grab a piece of something wrong
Never seems to come out right
Every time I reach inside to feel
Take a little more time to search
Maybe next time it will all come out all right
Well when you look at me in my eyes
Can you see the things I do
Or do I stand alone again tonight
All I really need to know
There’s truth out there
Joy may be what it brings
But I fear it will consume with fright
YOU certainly have a way with words.K-The lost will do their best to get home, if they are loved. To our soldiers who have given what they had.0 -
Ali wrote:Niiiiicccceeee......
thanks aliThe only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key0 -
sistanumsy wrote:Each one of these bits stood out. Your words or the way I have read them are immense. Some I find myself enjoying more then others. Thank you for your writings.
Times of sorrow
Mostly caused by me
Fading gently
But you can’t breathe in a stone
Every time I reach inside to feel
Grab a piece of something wrong
Never seems to come out right
Every time I reach inside to feel
Take a little more time to search
Maybe next time it will all come out all right
Well when you look at me in my eyes
Can you see the things I do
Or do I stand alone again tonight
All I really need to know
There’s truth out there
Joy may be what it brings
But I fear it will consume with fright
YOU certainly have a way with words.
me good do at angalish? thuts unprobabullThe only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key0 -
depopulationINC wrote:me good do at angalish? thuts unprobabullK-The lost will do their best to get home, if they are loved. To our soldiers who have given what they had.0
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I just made Love, It's been nearly one week
I just made Love, two hearts beating speak
Too long in the meantime, Time only forgives
Too long in the Dreamtime, the soul still, it Lives
Once, twice, maybe three times a charm
There's only so much, till a little death does harm
Still, does Love need such a puncture,
A hole, not thy whole
Still, does Love need such a rapture
Uniting that, my Soul
Now He sleeps in complete utter Bliss
And I, the Woman, of whom he will kiss
The Sun will rise, tomorrow in full bloom
My Lover, he wakes, his lips, I'll consume.Until one has loved an animal, a part of one's Soul remains Unawakened.
Anatole France0 -
He saw her over the gulf of eternity
Sitting under the great oak.
Her body swathed in pure white chiffon
and lace,
White and pure and soft.
Her legs up
Her body cradled over
the box... the box of gold..
her gift.
She sat there crying,
Her sobs touching every fibre of her soul.
For inside the box, was her gift,
of love, her soul, her desire, her need.
The precious seeds of her womanhood.
With love
those seeds would grow,
venture out of the box into the sunlight,
and through their growth
fill her life with color
the beautiful perfume of flowers,
the wonder of birds and butterflies
attracted by it's beauty.
But her box was grey,
Covered with years of neglect,
the seeds resting on bone-dry soil.
Her heart in hibernation.
Her tears tracing lines down her cheek.
He watched her.
He understood.
She fell asleep.
She woke to see him there
The box cradled lovingly in his lap
Toolbox by his side.
He was a million miles away
across the great gulf
yet seemed to be right next to her.
And she watched,
as his loving hands treasured it
wiped away the years
brought back the wonder of the gold,
made all the years of neglect disappear.
Time stood still as she watched.
The gold was battered,
dented and scraped,
marks of the pain in her life.
Each mark disappeared under his loving attention,
each dent pulled out
each scrape buffed clean.
Time, he seemed to have endless time,
as he focused his love on each flaw,
one by one,
tears in his eyes as he understood the pain each one signified,
then erasing it with his loving hands.
The gentle light from his eyes,
and the water from his tears,
nourished her seeds,
bringing life and beauty where there once was desolation.
And then he was there,
next to her.
She lost herself in his eyes
as he tenderly placed the treasure
in her hands.
"Take it forever!" she started to cry,
but a gentle touch to her lips stifled the cry in her throat.
"My love," he said,
God has placed us on opposite sides of a great gulf.
Only He can make that gulf disappear, and he will,
in His own time.
Until then, we have His work to do,
each on our own side.
When that work is done, He will look on us with favor,
for it is He who sent me to you."
He took her hands in his
touched his lips to hers, and said,
"But this promise I make: when you need me, summon me.
I will come to your side.
And every night I shall return,
to wipe away every scratch,
fix every flaw,
that life has put on your gift of your womanhood.
I will lie with you and ease your pain.
And when the gulf is gone,
when eternity is ours,
I will place your gift in a place of honor,
So the world will see, and know
That I treasure you
your womanhood
your love
your life.
They will all know that you have finally received
the love you deserve."
And he was gone.
She cried.
Then a soft voice was heard from all around her
and inside her...
"My, child. When you thought it was a man you needed
I let you choose a man.
But he took your gift, and put it on a shelf
To wither
To die.
When you thought it was a lover you needed
You chose a lover
Who simply used your gift as a stepping stool
to reach over the walls in his life which he despised.
No, it is not a man you need,
for a man cannot understand your heart.
And it is not a lover you need. A lover is like a firefly,
lighting your life for a moment,
then leaving you to deal with the darkness
Until it flashes again.
So I have taken it into my own hands
and shown you what you truly need.
He is not just a man, though a man he is.
He is not just a lover, though a lover he is.
He is the man I have given you forever..
He is your soulmate""When a man lies,He murders some part of the world
These are the pale deaths which men miscall their lives,All this I cannot bear to witness any longer,
Cannot the kingdom of salvation,Take me home!"
Cliff Burton R.I.PFebruary 10, 1962 – September 27, 19860 -
Hey there, did you write Eternity.? Very insightful. and sympathetic.
No , it is not a man you need,
for a man cannot understand your heart
And it is not a lover you need.A lover is like a firefly
Lighting your life for a moment
Then leaving you to deal with the darkness
Until it flashes again.
Do you have any more poems to share?Until one has loved an animal, a part of one's Soul remains Unawakened.
Anatole France0 -
Obsidian22 wrote:Hey there, did you write Eternity.? Very insightful. and sympathetic.
No , it is not a man you need,
for a man cannot understand your heart
And it is not a lover you need.A lover is like a firefly
Lighting your life for a moment
Then leaving you to deal with the darkness
Until it flashes again.
Do you have any more poems to share?
I have a plethora of words laced together to share. I try to put them in appropriate threading to not take up too much space. Thanks for the compliments!"When a man lies,He murders some part of the world
These are the pale deaths which men miscall their lives,All this I cannot bear to witness any longer,
Cannot the kingdom of salvation,Take me home!"
Cliff Burton R.I.PFebruary 10, 1962 – September 27, 19860 -
Wow...yeah, eternity is beautiful...I really enjoyed that read...amazingOur love must not be just words, but True Love, which shows itself in action,
No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
After you die...you know how to LIVE!0 -
twin1 wrote:Wow...yeah, eternity is beautiful...I really enjoyed that read...amazing
That's really nice of you all to say such kind things. I've had much to be inspired by recently in so many aspects of my life. I'm just getting it outta my head, ya know what I mean jelly beans? Thank you so much."When a man lies,He murders some part of the world
These are the pale deaths which men miscall their lives,All this I cannot bear to witness any longer,
Cannot the kingdom of salvation,Take me home!"
Cliff Burton R.I.PFebruary 10, 1962 – September 27, 19860 -
very nice.The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key0
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