wisdom

I woke this morning hopeing for a piece of wisdom.
I slept with the thought of protection from death.

In need of understanding the world , the people in it,
dragging myself each day,
im not looking for the same knowledge most think i should have.
the only education im interested in knowing is that if i add one more person to my friend list, im not alone!

I am paying a large price for the education i study in, for paranoid visions of death and how not to learn first hand of it, is the price i pay for the knowledge of you and others.

Im not free with whats locked inside of me, a wise man we all love sings of, i understand these words!

fear, anger, sorrow, and sadness are my dark secrets I need to release, in order to be free...
without them i cannot be brave, calm,at peace,or happy.
so without my demons kept inside wisdom i cannot share or absorb. so free i will never be!