1000s

justam

I have thousands of pages
pages of thoughts
pages of dreams
pages of stories both sad and happy
to sort through them all is my new project
to decide what to burn
and what might be good for something
(anything)

and as I read it, I see
the paper was my therapist
revealing my pain or joy
without pride and without cover
it’s on the paper

should I have been thinking more about the reader?
should I have been trying to charm?
should I have been less honest?

should I have been
at the gym?
been at the beauty salon instead?
should I have spent my time working to
keep my package pristine and polished instead?!

Theia

and as I read it, I see
the paper was my therapist
yes, therapy! I was just thinking of this the other day. nice reflection.